Amazon Grimm

Got a lot of supportive words, haven't responded to them all yet, but it's helping.

Nerd Fitness member in a messed up state wants help, but not in a public forum. send me a PM if you are willing to let me blather about my life over email.

Nerd Fitness member in a messed up state wants help, but not in a public forum. send me a PM if you are willing to let me blather about my life over email.

Oh hai. Yes, I do have gender issues. I'll be fairly silebnt for a while

http://rebellion.nerdfitness.com/index.php?/topic/40841-good-bye-grimmthing/

Terrible timing, just terrible, but here goes. http://rebellion.nerdfitness.com/index.php?/topic/40841-good-bye-grimmthing/

Hey awesome nerds. This is a goodbye of sorts. Over the past year and a half, you have been incredibly supportive in my chronically inconsistent attempts to get strongerand healthier. I, however have been growing more and mopre depressed, if you've noticed. Over the past month it has gotten really bad, and some old bubbling issues started swirling and swirling, and things exploded. I had a breakthrough and my mood and motivations shot up. Here's the part that might seem a little weird. I think my gender identity is female. I've been running from that thought for at least 25 years. I would much rather things make sense without having to admit that, but life isn't fair. Once I admitted that to myself, my mood skyrocketed and life became easier. I haven't had a screaming fit, and I've even been showering. I don't really have it figured out. Yeah, so the corpulent gargantuan depressed ogre that has been grumbling about here was an amazon in disguise. Of course I'm still trapped in the form of an ogre, and any changes other than losing a lot of weight are not planned at all. What is helping is being semi-anonymously open about it with a very supportive group of people. So yeah, my posting persona has changed. I've decided I felt dishonest about having created a second persona,so I'm just letting you all know where GrimmThing went. So, Relunctant Amazon says hello. My re-introduction thread: http://rebellion.nerdfitness.com/index.php?/topic/40681-beginning-a-transformation/ My New Challenge: http://rebellion.nerdfitness.com/index.php?/topic/40808-an-amazon-is-born-reluctant-amazon/

Is this where herbalifw went? Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk

I'm unfortunately not all right, I'm in a major depressive funk again and am trying to figure a was out Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk

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I still really want someone to give me an education on why HFCS is worse biologically than sucrose in the same amounts.

I have to bow outu

I had a discussion with a coach about my goals, and he strongly suggested I stop the linear progression, keep lifting to maintain, but focus on weight loss and conditioning I'm thinking of switching gears now. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk

Pole dance -> Broken Bars -> angry management.