Why I Joined Nerd Fitness

[The Dragon Reborn]

For only three days, I've been so grateful to have joined Nerd Fitness. But I never fully acknowledged the reason why I chose to do so (finally).

 

It is because of the fact that this community seems so open, especially when it comes to going from unhealthy to confident and thriving. I gave an introduction to myself here (Don't Slay This Dragon…), voiced my exercise woes (over here Fail To Plan, Planning to F…_) and am coming to terms to with my current 'diet' (Former Vegan Considering Paleo). But over here, I just want to share with you the tipping point I came to which brought me here in this section.

 

When the article about Respawning was first written, I thought it was the best post to have ever been made on this site. For so long, I rejoiced in the creation of a community that not only likes the same 'nerdy' things as I do, but also enjoys working out and staying healthy? Inconceivable! 

But why did I not join? It is because I assumed my then methods of eating, exercising, heck, even THINKING, were right for me. I ignored the important aspect of health- that everything begins and ends with your mind, and whether or not you choose to become the puppet or the puppeteer to your thoughts. 

 With the mental aspect starting to strengthen, I then challenged my habits. 

As a vegan, I did question my own morality, but I also questioned the actions of those who abide by the lifestyle that veganism promotes. I was insulted for even considering going back to eating meat, even though it was for my health. I was tired of mainstream bloggers/celebrities/nutritionists/doctors etc telling me I was not doing a good enough job as a vegan. I was tired of my digestion going out of whack as a result of it. I was also tired of finding micro results on an otherwise macro fitness routine. 

I was lifting weights for seventy minutes. I did not see any improvements from the high reps. I stopped doing cardio, sure, but as a result, I lost a lot of agility and stamina. I was tired from lifting weights constantly, that it started to affect my posture/spine; my yoga instructor, thankfully, pulled me right out of that, and helped me to fix it ASAP (I have my youth and natural flexibility to thank on that part). 

Already, I am starting to find subtle improvements. I am getting close to making animal proteins a regular part of my diet. I am getting better at handling my digestion, and while it still needs some help, it has improved.

I am also getting in the habit of loving myself more. I came from a past of abuse from a parent who did not see the beauty in me. The rest of my family does not know how to find my beauty as well- because my bone structore is small, and in the past I was once very sick, they think that sickness may have stunted my growth (I am 20 and could pass for your 10 year old sister), even though none of my doctors have declared this. Still, it hurts everyday to see your family look at your sibling, who is younger and taller and more developed than you, and feel not so beautiful. But on the other hand, that hurt quickly turns into an even greater sense of self love. 

I've realized that they are just missing out on appreciating a very unique person. I call myself a 'dragon'- it is my spirit animal, the one creature I have loved and respected for as long as I can remember. When I look in the mirror, I like to think that the person looking at me is a sort human-dragon hybrid. There's my face, strong, determined, and peaceful. My words are like fire. I have the confidence and lust for life to enable me to fly. My skin is covered with the scales that are thick enough to ward off the lowly voices and opinions of those who strive to bring me down. 

That's why I came to Nerd Fitness. To unleash my inner Dragon, and 'fulfill my destiny' (cue classic Clash of the Titans theme). And I also want to help inspire others around me. I have a ton of levels to complete in life, and already, I have finished one of them.

And that is to be a part of something bigger and greater than myself.

 

Thank you for welcoming me into this community.

 

[MattGannon]

Hm, you've given a lot of information to digest. First off, a huge welcome to the community. I'm new here too, and have found that everybody is awesome. Very supportive and open, like you said.

 

You should be proud of yourself for what you've accomplished. From what you've shared, you seem like a very strong person. Mental fortitude will carry you places, Dragon (I love your name, by the way).

 

It's hard to convey in words how right you are in doing what you're doing, and how inspiring your story is.

 

So again, welcome to NF. Congratulations on respawning, and I really hope that you find what it is you're looking for in life. See you around the forums. Good luck, friend.

[The Dragon Reborn]

Hm, you've given a lot of information to digest. First off, a huge welcome to the community. I'm new here too, and have found that everybody is awesome. Very supportive and open, like you said.

 

You should be proud of yourself for what you've accomplished. From what you've shared, you seem like a very strong person. Mental fortitude will carry you places, Dragon (I love your name, by the way).

 

It's hard to convey in words how right you are in doing what you're doing, and how inspiring your story is.

 

So again, welcome to NF. Congratulations on respawning, and I really hope that you find what it is you're looking for in life. See you around the forums. Good luck, friend.

It is awesome, supporting people like you that make me feel right at home here.

[Bekah]

It's funny how our perceptions and what we are told influence us...because of the descriptions you have given of your body, and going with the assumption that your profile picture is you, you seem physically beautiful to me...but I had a lifetime of being told I wasn't good enough either, so I get exactly how that can affect our thinking. I am glad you know better now and are moving to a healthier mental space  

I think you are doing awesome work, and am quite motivated by your progress so far myself. So thanks for showing up and being part of the Rebellion  

 

[The Dragon Reborn]

It's funny how our perceptions and what we are told influence us...because of the descriptions you have given of your body, and going with the assumption that your profile picture is you, you seem physically beautiful to me...but I had a lifetime of being told I wasn't good enough either, so I get exactly how that can affect our thinking. I am glad you know better now and are moving to a healthier mental space  

I think you are doing awesome work, and am quite motivated by your progress so far myself. So thanks for showing up and being part of the Rebellion  

 

 

Oh my- thank you! 

[Big Adam]

Good to have you!  I'm coming back to the message boards after a hiatis myself.  I love your username!  "Let the Dragon ride again on the winds of time"