Eats-Own-Tail

you can do this !!

thats amazing, you look awesome well done

up at 6am today yay. and feeling alot better now that the dishes are out of the way and ive had a hot bath. so, now im going to do something for my health. grains beans and veggies, and 15 minutes on the wii fit. (or specifically, my "get in shape" game) but first, some coffee.

ok so i have now done all of the washing up. phew. thank god.

thanks for the reply yeh i only logged in a little last night.

good call. and thanks for the reply i could do with being more compassionate towards myself. today i got up at..... 6pm. DOH. so i am trying not to beat myself up about that. my brain is really all over the place today. and the cat has just been sick.

thanks 9 days is awesome !! good luck

awesome !!!!

ok. so its now 9pm and im thinking of stopping for today and logging onto wow. so, today i did the bulk of the washing up. not an amazing achievement, but once thats all done, i can start on other things.

ok so i was feeling brave enough to make a video about today. http://youtu.be/s33euBmLSLI

hi, i like your videos

thankyou have done the second load now. i am not logging into wow at all. all my attention is focased on getting myself out of this mess.

thats amazing !!

ok so im gonna post all my little woots on this thread, since my life is such a mess that there will be lots of little ones that might not be a big deal to some... but to me its like another step out of the pit. so my first woot i would like to report is that i have managed to do a load of washing and drying up. still loads to do, but the first load is done.

you're right. thanks for the reply less smoking would be good. maybe i can see how long i can hold out for, while having tobacco. when i dont have tobacco i feel like gnawing at the carpet. about cake- im diabetic so ive learnt that cake makes me have to go to bed and sleep it off because i feel so awful. so i no longer eat cake or chocolate. thats a good step forward from just eating "whatever". now i still eat junk, but its sugar free junk.

thanks the first few days are the hardest.

so, i smoked. i feel like a big fat failure. i dont know how i am ever gonna get myself out of this mess.

im sorry guys. i smoked.

im in the process of quitting too. quit time 19 hrs and 23 mins. its really hard, im desperate to smoke. (oops i forgot i already posted here)

gah... i feel terrible today. craving a ciggie. need a bath. not very motivated to change my life. o well. quit time 19 hrs and 2 minutes. the kitchen is tidy. i just need to do the dishes.

oystergirl, would be very interested to know more about your experiences with raw vegan. its something i have looked into and i would like to follow a low-glycemic raw vegan diet... with b12 supplementation.... as recommended by gabriel cousens. not yet tho as i found it a bit expensive. for now i am doing grains, beans and veggies, all cooked. well, was interested in your comment about the "honeymoon period" as thats something ive never heard b4. usually when i have found information about raw vegan, people are totally into it and have nothing bad to say about it, or they are totally against it.

thanks i didnt get a huge amount done today but it was better than nothing

i agree about the rice and the beans. when i am eating healthily, i have porridge for breakfast. then i make a pan of what i call "GBVs"... grains, beans and veggies. i cook up some onions and garlic in a little oil. then add some other veggies. then add a can of beans. then add half a mug of brown rice. (i try to go easy on the rice) then i add a couple of stock cubes, some herbs and spice, salt n pepper, and boil it up until the rice is cooked. hey presto. very cheap and vegan.

i dont know if i am a nerd. but i want to know more about rising heroes.

so the day is nearly over, and im thinking about what i have achieved today. on the face of it, i have pretty much just done a couple of chores, and smoked less. but normally i would do NO chores and smoke a ton. the main thing is that i have instigated some kind of change. i have joined this site, made a blog, and linked stuff to my facebook and a music forum i visit. hoping to do a bit more tomorrow.