girljen

Owie on foot status: Healing! Still hurts a bit, but I can work out. Yay!

Abcess on big toe. Dr appointment today. There is a good chance this will suck. T-T On the other hand, it already sucks, so it's on its way to getting better.

Tonight, I am going to hide the vodka in the back of my lowest cabinet, and go back to drinking tea at night.

Super stressed. >_< Exhausted, too. Trying to both stay positive without being untruthful, and slog through the day. Writing it down here because words make things seem more real.

Strength trained (beginner bodyweight circuit) for the first time since surgery. Oh yeah, so THAT'S what soreness feels like! I remember now.

I GET TO RUN TODAY!! (first run since October due to illness and surgery)

Kinda stressed about things outside of my control. (Which is most things, tbh) Hoping a workout knocks the stress level down a bit.

6 days until I can run! And lift!

Back after a tricky respawn.

I love it when things go better than expected!

Meeting my boyfriend's parents tonight. Current mood: Abject Terror

This challenge is killing me. I may not gain a level this time...but it has been one of those character-building learning experiences.

There's love, and then there's "I will cook even though I hate cooking and drive across town to deliver bacon and eggs to a sick boyfriend" love. I am happily in the latter. Also, I need more bacon.

I hate cooking. I especially hate cooking when I burn myself while I'm doing it. >_< But. I have paleo breakfasts and lunches for the next couple days all cooked and packed and ready to take to work, and I will have my sweet revenge when I eat them.

WOW. My record-keeping sucked last week and my choices weren't great either. Week, 3, let's turn it around!

Just vacuumed up enough cat hair to make a feral colony.

I wish my mood would agree with my circumstances. My house is clean, I just booked a vacation, and I have some delicious eggs and sausage in my belleh. So why am I so absolutely downtrodden? BECAUSE PMS. T_T

I think I'm developing an allergy to cats. D:

My pants are looser than they were a few weeks ago. Was not expecting that. Not complaining about it, but I probably should have worn a belt today.

My muscles are sore from lifting. My fingers are sore from crocheting. My coffee table is messy with beading supplies. My hard drive is cluttered with lolcats and memes. My library queue includes books on neuroscience, fashion, the Manhattan Project, and Australia. I'm so glad that it's okay to be weird.

I am so glad that one of my favorite meals, a slab of meat and some steamed veggies, is paleo. I'd be screwed on my paleo eating goal if it wasn't.

80lb. deadlift, w00t!!

All geeked up for Day One. I have paleo chicken soup in my belly, yarn and hook ready to go, workout clothing on, and I am STOKED. Wheee, time to go!

Just spent six hours helping my crazy hoarder aunt pack in preparation for her move. MP3S AND E BOOKS ARE A GOOD THING YOU GUYS, SRSLY. Next time I want a book or an album, I will remember her, and cruise over to the library or spotify.

I get a weekend, a real actual weekend where I don't have to work and I don't have the kid and I can do whatever I want. This only happens once a year. I am going to enjoy the hell out of it.