Raincloak

That moment when you've spent hours cleaning and decluttering and somehow you've spent so long staring at it, the house looks just the same as before...

I have a nagging craving for cheap, low grade candy.  Why?

How the hell did all this junk get in my apartment?  I must have walked it in here.  Guess I have to walk it back out.

I have a craving for nutella.  wtf?  I don't even like nutella.

Oh come on, all I did was work out HIIT for ten minutes and go for a 90-minute walk.  Why am I now exhausted and eating everything in sight?

Am I growing lats or something? Cause I don't remember this cami being this snug around the armpits before...

Workout sucked yesterday.  Once again I somehow got weaker in between sessions.  But I did it anyway.

Anxiety/depression is chewing my sensitive bits.  Really hard.  I wish there was somebody I could call for hugs and pats on the back.

ffs I do not want to work.  I hate my jobs.  I hate being broke.  I hate my greedy, greedy landlord and government and everyone else who eats all the bread I earn and leaves me with crumbs.  I just want to chill for a few days and not have people harassing me, is that so much to ask.

Worked out yestidy, went about bidness.  Woke up today, body turned into rock.  Dis betta be wuth it.

Websites with long boring applications should dispense candy or something when you click "submit."  Especially job hunting websites, since the candy dispensed at the job is purely hypothetical and probably months in the future.

Once in a while, comfort food is very much worth it.  (Spaghetti with homemade tomato sauce, haven't had that in ages.  Needed comfort.  It worked.)  Off to snooze away carb coma.

I have had the pullup bar a month, get sore every time I use it but still no pullups, whyyyyyy

Marathon might not be the best goal for someone with a short attention span... I don't mind going for walks but as soon as I have to do intervals or anything that requires concentration, I'm drifting within 15 minutes.

Marathon training started today.  Nagging back injury slowed me down, but I did 20 minutes of run/walk.  Need to do more run and less walk, but it was a good start.

Broccoli rabe for dinner. I don't remember this stuff being so bitter before...

cleaning freezer. Corned beef tacos for lunch. Not bad but I prefer std seasoning

today tried to move a tree to be a good citizen and pulled something really bad in my shoulder. seriously questioning the wisdom of getting out of be

Just joined a job finding website which wanted to import all my email contacts so they can stalk me. My privacy loving heart just broke a little more.

I love how people assume my life is easy because I get shit done.

These missionaries I don't really like keep inviting me to dinner. Not sure what to do.

Asparagus! Spring is here!

Lame-ass day. Nothing for it but a cleaning spree and sweet potato hash for dinner.

Radio saith: "Hey, do you look in the mirror and see less hair up there than you used to?" Well yes, you moron, because I CUT it.

Toast, hummus, cheese, snap peas, cherry tomatoes. nom.