Machete

Kale and spinach smoothies? So THAT'S what I've been missing. I'll get on it then.

Sorry, I had to.

Yeah I've tapped to a few good white belts this week. Just the way it is. A part of me still wants to lay the law, but I'm trying to deal with that and just roll. Caring what other people think has been holding me back from so many things in my life, it's about time I started to stop. I'm actually hardly getting people in submissions nowadays; I'm just working on specific things I'm interested in.

This was actually just what I was listening to yesterday. I actually might. I did post on the IG Stories and got quite a lot of feedback from it, though I don't necessarily enjoy it sometimes. Haha =================================================================================== I'm going to try to get it together this week, as it's the last. Been having to deal with work schedule changes, SSRI withdrawal and adjustment to new meds. Most things have been largely neglected in favor of busywork and wallowing. The morning ritual has fallen-off the rails. I'll try to do better. MONDAY > open up the gym > Eat > Call bank TUESDAY > call bank > car > dishes WEDNESDAY > grocery THURSDAY > OTA > BJJ notes > visit old gym FRIDAY > open gym > lesson plan > doggos SATURDAY > snatch > meal prep > clean house SUNDAY > doggos > clean house > finish everything by 10

I was on a bit of a roll with the previous challenge, but I had a random encounter with the depressions, and before I knew it, it's almost the end of the month. No training, no reading, no writing, no lifting, no hygiene. I even forgot what color my toothbrush is. Welp, reload and tackle this challenge again. I'll be seeing the doc this week to see if we can adjust anything. On a plus side, I've been getting a lot of training lately. Impostor syndrome is kicking in, insisting that this will not last. Whatever. I'll just provide the best service I can and worry about the future when the bills start to suffocate me again. I'll add training every day to the quest list, so it's three. ====================================================================================================================== MONDAY > laundry > grocery > meal prep TUESDAY > jiu-jitsu WEDNESDAY > VA appointment > jiu-jitsu THURSDAY > meal prep > dishes > Skyrim FRIDAY > wake up early > VA appt SATURDAY > jiu-jitsu > curriculum > snatch SUNDAY > early wake-up and work > shoot videos > oil change