Reluctant Amazon

It's seriously better now. We realized that this is not the time to worry about this. And I'm willing to consider options less than full dose HRT, but presenting mostly female.

AAAAAARGH! Amazon Smash Sorry things got all explodey between my lovely wife and I in regards to my transition and all exploded. SO I skipped a bunch of workouts, and ate cookies and stuff. We're good now, kinda have a rough timeline for the undudeification process. (I go slow, cause thats me.) I must regain honor. Under the bar. Cause I am crazy. But, If I add HOLY CRAP She- Ra She-RA She-Reluctant Amazon!!!!!! *squee*

Crash Burn, when will I learn. missed two workout to deprtewssion and recovery after gender issues exploded with my wife

Fwiw. I am a little better today. This is just gonna be a big thing till its not Sent from my LG-D321 using Tapatalk

My wife. No I'm not OK. I am really messed up. I'm gonna lose my marriage. Or never get dysphoria. Under control. I feel like I want to go find every anti trans article ever and build a wall of trans phobic denial I can't escape from Sent from my LG-D321 using Tapatalk

"I accept you as a woman, and can accept you living as one but if you have any medical intervention(hormones included) is a hard line." Sent from my LG-D321 using Tapatalk

I just restarted on GSLP after a long detraining period. I'm doing just the basic 4 lifts and doing tire drags as a finisher. The psychological benefits of GSLP are amazing. I can get a solid workout in less time, it's great.

Food Goal, so far 2 good, one Poor Lifting 2 good I've actually showered every day. That's like amazing for me. I have this whole "well, I hate this stupid male body why should I clean it, no one cares if guys stink" thing going on. I'm calling goal 3. Its too unfocused, its all weird. I'm gonna give me a C for recognizing this wasn't working. Lifting Goals (Medium Term): Deadlift 225 lb. Squat 185 lb.. Bench Press 135 lb. Press 95 lbs.

My future goal is to swap my DL and bodyweight. xD Sent from my LG-D321 using Tapatalk

Did my GSLP this morning. OHP work set: 2x5 for 55 1x9 for 55 Squats: 3x5 for 65 Sent from my LG-D321 using Tapatalk

Fwiw: my body weight deadlift is basically the bar and 4 wheels per side Sent from my LG-D321 using Tapatalk

Turned is a poor choice of words. More like convinced me I had to deal with it.Found nerd fitness, got hooked on barbell training (to prove I was a real man) and lost fat and gained muscle. I saw myself manlier than I'd ever been a and I went crazy. Got arrested and stuff. Went into the worst depression of my life, andcoming out if it landed me able to get out if denial and work in acceptance. Sent from my LG-D321 using Tapatalk

Oh That recovery!? CONGRATS! Sent from my LG-D321 using Tapatalk

I'm doing Greyskull LP, but mind if I poke in? Not exactkly a beginner but I'm completely detrained.

I'm going back to my favorite LP for fitting into my life. Greyskull LP. Workouts are short, concentrate on the lifts I like. Room to add in the cardio I desperately need.

So did I ever talk about how Nerd Fitness turned me into a woman?

AAAARGH. Okay fine I did it rarr, lifting again.

Amazon power is here! For various unclear reasons I'm doing Stronglifts 5x5, instead of SS. (OOh maybe Greyskull LP. Kind of a She-ra take on it... XD) So yeah i got up early did my lifts and tire drag.gonna do walking on breaks at work. My laziness was temporary.

Bonus, I'm totally lame and bailing on making better choices for fitness.

I've only ever used "that's so gay" to insult something for being unintentionally masculine homoerotic. I try not to do it any more, but at least I was simply pointing out that the thing was gayer than intended...

NNever mind Im too lazy

lol Caitlyn Jenner. Wheaties box. I'm being weird Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk

Oh, Caitlyn, you were pointed out on the box as a gender appropriate role model. Well, we are the same gender... :-)

Its hilarious when two trans women presenting as guys both walking into a space expecting to be all women, and see the other one and are mentally all like "Crap its a dude, I have to butch it up!" Not realizing that neither one of them has any reason to be anyone but themselves.

I've had a real honest breakthrough in dealing with my depression. I really feel hopeful about the future....