Razzy

"Behind every great man is a woman." I shall say no more! (xD But in fact, this woman cannot claim responsibility. I think that honor goes to another!) So, you've been quiet lately. *poke poke* Tell us of your grand exploits, O Knight!

Still sore from gymnastics today. I was thinking about doing some biking though, but when I went downstairs and back up to grab something from the cellar, the burn was bad. I think I'd better just let the muscles recover for another day, because yesterday was by no means a non-physical day. I was exhausted by the end. Consumption Log: Breakfast: 3 eggs light and fit yogurt coffee Dinner: 4.5oz of lean turkey breast (so damn good, I had a huge craving for poultry) 3.5oz sweet potato 2 cups of cabbage zucchini stew 1tbs of whole cranberry sauce (fresh cranberries aren't in stores yet) Snack: 6 little chunks of colby jack cheese maybe one ounce? I think I'll add tricep dips to my workout, replacing the 'punch'. Doing 20 of those is quite brutal. If you doubt me, just try it after you've done pushups, and a rope climb, and a handstand. They'll be screaming.

Today's Log: Breakfast: 2 jumbo eggs 1 light and fit yogurt coffee (1/4cup milk, 1tbs coffee) Dinner: 2.5 cups of cabbage zucchini stew big salad, 2tbs feta cheese, 1 dolmata coffee Now, I logged all that into MFP, just logging in the lettuce for the salad because I put lots of crap in there like apple and onion and whatnot, but I always add about 10 calories on to the lettuce amount for that. Shockingly, I only came up with about 600 calories. I was flabbergasted. That stew really fills you up, but I guess cabbage isn't too mighty in the calorie department. (I added the recipe into the MFP thing and measured out the servings with a cup, so it's as accurate as I can get it.) So, because I've been so sore and I know eating that little will NOT get rid of the fat, just make sure it persists, here's what I did: Got another bowl of stew cooked up 2 eggs Now my total is 1,133 for the day. Not quite that 1200 but, I figured it'd be good since I'm still suspicious of that stew recipe. *narrows eyes* It just doesn't seem like it's dense enough, you know?

So, yesterday, gymnastics class amped up the conditioning and today I am so damn sore. I hurt. I ache. Everywhere. My abs still hurt and that's a damn hard thing to do. What actually hurts the most is my butt. Like, when you flex your butt and the muscles just to the side of what you 'sit' on.... right there. They freaking hurt. My arms hurt. I did not do a workout today. My body NEEDS the rest. But lord have mercy, I also need pain killers . Yesterdays Log: breakfast: 3 eggs coffee (1/4 cup milk, 1tbs creamer) Lunch: pink lady apple Dinner: (came late because of an appointment; ended up eating around 9:30) salad (1 bowl, and then I went and filled it half again) 1 kroger dolmata 1 kroger olive bar mushroom (garlic herb) 2 cups of cabbage-zucchini soup 1/3 cup mixed nuts (peanuts and almonds) I figured I'd need the protein. It has been a day. All day I've just been exhausted. Utterly wiped out. I just want to sleep. So no workout. Not even biking. Just literally rest.

Sorry for the late update: as you know, D&D night tends to run late and when I got home, i went right to bed. YESTERDAY: Consumption Log: Breakfast: 2 hardboiled eggs (with mustard, because it's zero calorie) 1/4 cup beet tops (not very much left) Dinner: 1 slice corned beef a few pieces of beets 1 cup garden stirfry 1.25 cups of cabbage-zucchini stew (it has an onion, green peppers, tomatoes, 1 can of jalepeno tomatoes, 1/2 of a cabbage and 2lbs of zucchini (on medium zucchini. with oregano, parsley, garlic and worchestershire sauce for flavoring. I used up 2 mild italian sausages and 1lb of lean burger for meat.) AFTER: 1 pink lady apple (6oz) 10 red grapes BIKE TIME: 50 MINUTES Today's Consumption Log: (date night) Breakfast: 2 hardboiled eggs with mustard coffee (some milk, 1tbs of creamer) Lunch: Panera Bread Fiji apple salad (half size) 1 cup of autumn squash soup (basically, butternut squash soup but it's very sweet. I think they use condensed milk.) Dinner: 1.5cups of cabbage-zucchini stew

I've also started to make my workout a little more intense. Workout (3 Circuits): 15 20lb jump squats12 explosive pushups20 30lb dumbbell deadlifts6 pullups30 5lb 'punches' (15 per arm, immediately after pullups)15 10lb reverse crunches8 T-stabilizations7 straight leg hanging leg raises1 HOUR BIKE TIME The gymnastics class has rather opened my eyes on a few things. Firstly, weight isn't everything -- endurance is important as well. So my goal is to be able to eventually do all these moves 20 times. Including the pull-ups. That'll be a long way off, no doubt, but it's something to shoot for. If I do a little more every week, it's well within the realm of possibility. Also, I weighed myself yesterday morning: 127. Today 125.5. I know weight fluctuates, but it still is nowhere near to the 134. I'm still very pissed at that stupid ass doctor that doesn't realize weight changes throughout the day. Stupid bitch. Consumption Log: (I was very hungry yesterday.... I think it was probably due to compounding the 1 hour bike ride immediately after the more intense workout. So, at the end of the day, I cooked up a little extra protein, and I think that did the trick.) Breakfast: omelet (2 eggs, 1/4 small yellow onion, 1.5oz green pepper) several tablespoons of HM salsa (mostly tomato) Lunch: Post Workout None Dinner: 2 slices of corned beef a few chunks of beets 2 cups of garden stir fry (measured) 1/4 cup beet greens AFTER: 1 pink lady apple (6oz) 1 egg 1/4 cup nuts Well, what do you guys think? Is this a good direction?

So, because of my nausea, the strength training in class in ADDITION to my routine workouts, I woke up very sore today and decided maybe... I should take it easy. Which turned out to work just fine, because by the time I'd puked my brains out, I had to get ready to go to class. Then, I had a meeting after class, got home and had to wash the dogs (probably the last warm week we have of the year, so we had to squeeze it in.) After that, I had this ridiculous craving for a stirfry. Just a straight-up, vegetable stirfry. So I made one! It includes the following: 1 red pepper 1 BIG yellow onion 3 green peppers 1 zucchini 1 yellow squash 4-5 carrots (from the garden) carrot tops It made a big stirfry. All of it, even the oregano and parsley, came from the garden, except for the onion and the red pepper. Let me tell ya -- homegrown carrots are the shit. You know how tasty parsnips are? Like a carrot 9000? That's how the homegrown carrots taste like. And the greens are the same. And no, they are not poisonous. Here's the result: Isn't it pretty? Lots of color and very delicious. Raz approved. My dinner: I might start posting pictures of my dinner, since I think that is the meal for the greatest risk of over-consumption. I know that vegetables kind of a free pass on calories, though. Even so, there is a wedding on the October 2nd, a friend of Jon's, and we've been invited. So I need to seriously stay ON THE DAMN BALL to lose enough weight in that time. I want to say goodbye to at least 5lbs. Consumption Log: Breakfast: 2 eggs (I've started frying my eggs with coconut oil instead of butter. The change in flavor is definitely noticeable. But if it will get rid of those 5lbs, I'm happy for it. However, I cannot change the olive oil for the rest of my cooking, as the change in flavor would be drastic and everyone would notice. I can even tell when my mom uses canola oil. Totally different.) Light and fit yogurt 1 banana (they're going very ripe) some coffee (with 1/4 cup milk and 1tbs creamer. For DOMS) Dinner: (see picture) 1/2 cup of beets 4oz of corned beef, I think around 2 cups of garden veggie stir fry.

I normally do my workout today but something is not right. Firstly, I now know that I will need to eat a little more at dinner because my blood sugar was beeping in the red when I got up. Not a good morning at all. Secondly, I am very nauseous for no reason. It's... coming and going in waves, which means I will probably throw up. Ugh. I don't know what the hell I ate, but this is not going well. I do not think doing jump squats and explosive pushups is advisable now. The basement is deplorably far away from any cleaning facilities and I do not want to add to the variety of smells down there already.

I do appreciate the attempt. I do! *hugs* But the fact remains, I went up a pant size. I undid all my work. That was just stupid. I'm still incredibly pissed at myself. Jeez. Still, I guess I can't get any worse from here on out. So it's all uphill from here. Just taking it one day at a time. Consumption Log: Breakfast: 2 eggs light and fit yogurt tea Lunch: 1 banana Dinner: 1 cup of beets (homegrown, measured) 3/4 cup of beet greens with vinegar and a dash of soy sauce 9 baby carrots about 3oz of lean corned beef That's it for today. I'm going to work on cutting out coffee as well, but I may have a cup here or there for DOMS. Been getting some of that with the gymnastics class. The dance class is a lot of fun though (had both of those classes today). I wasn't the only one that was sore and I recommended coffee to them all. I know going cold turkey isn't a winning strategy, so I may have a cup tomorrow. It depends on how much I need a perk-up.

I'm just still in shock. How did I fuck up that badly!? HOW? God I hate myself. What a damn failure. Lost it all in just 2 months. That has to be a new record.

Yeah, i fucked up. I fucked up really good. Goddammit. Here's my previous pictures: Side Front And my pictures from 5 minutes ago: Side Front Just look at that fucking fatass. Holy shit. WAS IT WORTH IT? WAS IT WORTH IT YOU DUMB FUCKING BITCH? WAS THAT GODDAMN DRINK WORTH THE UNDOING ALL THE FUCKING WORK YOU'D FOUGHT FOR? WAS IT WORTH IT?

So last night, I went to the doctor for my prescription refill. I only managed to eat a few seed crackers and 1.5 cups of soup for dinner before I had to go. When I get there, SOMEONE moved my appointment back from 7:00 to 7:40PM. With traffic being the way it is, if I went back home, I'd have to turn around and leave the second I got there. So I had to wait. At 7:30PM they took my weight. 133.4lbs. And here's the true highlight of the evening! The doctor (a foreign one, OF COURSE) looked at my weight and then looked at my weight from June, when it was last taken at 9:00AM. In june, I weighed 199lbs. Her reaction? "You have gained a LOT of weight! You gained fourteen pounds! Did you know you gained that much weight? Did you gain that much weight intentionally?" The bitch of it is, she only said it with absolute incredulity about half a dozen times. I had to walk her through the concept that hey, I'm working out so muscle weight will be a natural side effect. Of course, you know me. I don't think it's muscle weight at all. And I get, I do: body composition is more important than body weight. When I started this, I was 137lbs, and I look nowhere near the same now as I did then. And my weight was taken at the very end of the day, and I really had to pee, and all of that will mean MORE WEIGHT. What shocks me is that the dumb bitch didn't know any of that and she's the one that's supposed to have a medical degree. It was the shocked way she said it that really rankles. I'm taking before/after pictures this morning and I'll post them. Give me your opinion on how things have gone.

*hugs* Me too! Elasitgirl, you are awesome. Just thought I should open with that. I honestly didn't consider going back to calorie tracking. The last time I did it, I started severely undereating. I obsessed over every calorie. I eat enough to be full, that's for sure, I just have no idea where the cravings came from! which is so WEIRD because I did great through holiday season and when summer hit it all went down hill. But I will give this a try for a week or so. If I start obsessing again, though, I'll have to call it off. Don't want to do that again! And oh you~ Why do you keep saying my workouts are wicked! They are in need of updating! D: In other news today, I had my first real gymnastics class at the uni today. NOT. IMPRESSED. The first two weeks we are going to focus on 'strength training'. Interesting. I had the upper hand as you can imagine, because I've been doing that for a year and a half now. The two Star Childs (they are on the gymnastics team) left everyone in the dust and they retired to a corner with the teacher to chatter the whole class away. There was no form checking. There was no encouragement. The teacher left the list of workouts on the floor and had us do it all on our own in groups. Yeah. That's some real nice teaching chops there, lady. Now as I said, I had an advantage because I'm probably the only person there that works out -- and I mean actually working out, with weights -- seriously. Most of the girls in my group hadn't touched a weight in their lives. They were the slim and skinny wraiths everyone wants to be but can't do a real pushup. :\ This is going to be bad for them. Now the workout was nice, it even pushed some of my abilities to the limit, not because of difficulty, but because it had a lot more reps. I usually cut off my reps at around 15, because doing anymore is, as we all know, doing very little for strength gains. But there is something to it when you look at endurance. Honestly, the hardest thing was doing the 10 running laps around the gym! I have to run more, plain and simple. >( (stupid treadmill, why does it have to be broken!?) I feel bad for the other students, the ones who have no exercise experience and no gymnastics experience. This class will be brutal. And EVERYONE is going to measure themselves up to the 2 Star Children. You just know it. There's no equal footing and thus, no equal treatment from the teacher, even if she doesn't mean it. I'm going to drop this class, but I'll wait until the two weeks are up. For the extra strength training. It doesn't hurt any, and I want to get at least something out of it. It's a shame, I was really looking forward to this class. But I WILL NOT jeopardize my GPA. I didn't bust my ass all those years just to fumble it at the last semester. No way.

Sigh. You know, I am just so damn tired. I am so damn angry at myself. I can't.... I just can't control my eating anymore. I'm working out harder than ever and the progress is minimal because I keep sabotaging myself. Why? When the hell did I fall off the bandwagon? How the hell did I lose my control? I really believe it is the medicine at this point. Adderall. I guess what they say is true -- I can't accomplish anything without it. When I don't have it, I'm a weak-willed non-achiever. I just want to curl up and sleep. T_T

LOL as always, I need the epic Barfly to keep me grounded! Well the challenge alone, itself, was totally a failure. The challenge was to eat clean for 6 weeks and that ended in a hot mess. SO!. I'll just have to reboot on the NEXT challenge! I'm on a good road to recovery, I think. My only cheat today was a little nutella because SOMEONE ate all my dark chocolate! I swear, I know exactly where I got my sweet tooth from -- MY DAD. He is just hell on sweets. Like, today, he wanted to get frozen ice cream while I ran some homemade soup over to my sick fiance. But the yogurt shop is temporarily closed, so he went home and made a big sunday. Kept asking me if I wanted some. My only concession to will-breaking was the nutella. Workout today. Remember, I've switched to Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday because of school schedule. I really don't know about that gymnastics class -- I will NOT be downgrading my GPA because of a class that grades on physical aptitude -- an aptitude you're supposedly be able to master in just 6 weeks. Maybe if it were just handstands, sure, but a whole tumbling routine? HAHAHAHAyeahno. I will give it a week before I decide to drop it or not. I have to do it quick because if you drop a class late in the semester..... it's grounds for academic dismissal. Yup. You read that right. All your other class you might have.... it's like they never happened. So suck on that. LOL, and you are right, Barfly, I am doing explosive pushups. But the pullups seem harder recently. Maybe because I gained weight? o_0 In any case, it's harder. So I'm going to try and focus on lifting myself HIGHER with fewer reps. It seemed to be a good change today.

Sloth,, if sloths could make a sound, what do you think it would be? I want YOUR interpretation of the mighty sloth war cry.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! THAT, my dear nerd, is EXACTLY my reaction about running. I hate it. It hurts my feet, my knees.... but then biking hurts my butt like really bad, so I guess it's a lose-lose either way. I am saving that gif. xD Crap O'Clock is a great phrase. I'm taking that as well. You are a mine of wonderful pictures and things, I wish my motivation had kept up with yours. *sigh* Stupid meds. half squats? What are half squats? Whole squats are like the only thing worth doing, right? Otherwise, it's time wasting!

So, yesterday I did my workout. Also ate clean too. I figured, hey, school is starting no more slacking off. *sigh*..... I'm tired as hell though, today. It's been so damn hot recently that I had a lot of trouble getting to sleep. Right now I want to take a nap between my classes but I'm in like the cafeteria area of the gym and and someone keeps shouting kiai's at the top of their damn voice. So, first class of gymnastics today. Stepping in there made me realize just how rusty I was, even though we didn't do a damn thing, it was just a syllabus day today. I do not like the mid-term. In my gymnast years, I loved doing stuff on the bars and beams. But our midterm is to come up with a floor routine set to music. And I am not digging that. I am also not digging that the teacher will clearly be spending most of her time with only 2 students, who are in the gymnastics club. After she said that we could all leave, she made a beeline for those students and started chattering away with them. I will give it exactly one week and if my fears are not banished by then, I will drop that class. I honestly don't even need it and I'm not going to take a class where my aching performance will bring down my GPA. I will not. Other than that I got a dance class today. That one is at 3:00, so yes, I have a little more than 3 hours between classes to kill time. God help me, I don't know what I will do. Go mad, I think. Just go straight nuts. The writing class I had yesterday is gonna be a joke, lol. It's such stupid wishy-washy crap. "Lets all study to be critical READERS! Let's use active reading skills! Read this on a screen; now read it on paper. How have the words changed?" that kind of hot shit. Dead easy to muddle through, if incredibly -- almost stupidly -- boring. I'll ace that class no problem, since I already have superior language and writing skills. *SIGH* And here I was hoping to get something out of it. It's billed as a creative writing class, but we won't be writing ANY stories. No no no no no -- you see, we must become deep and thoughtful and academic readers, debating the nuance of every syllable and even the texture of the paper, before we can write anything! You thought you'd come here and actually write stories? Hahahahahahaahahahahahahahaha NO. I told this to a classmate -- because I've taken classes like this before, they are so stupefyingly boring -- and they were pissed. Can't blame them. I just want to sleep now. T_T

I made a pie that was quite good, but needed to buy a pre-made pie crust to make it work. Because screw paleo crusts. YOU NEED SOME KIND OF A LIQUID FOR SHITS SAKE. After mixing for an hour, all I had was a heap of coconut flour and some squishy little balls. stupid recipe. Last two days I've been eating like an asshole. a free desert on our Date Night, apple pie last night and cookies and you know, I have no freaking control over myself. Once I get my meds back, I'll be good. but that's still a week away. I think I can safely say this challenge has failed. Totally.

So.... I know I'm behind in posts. But ta heck with it. I did my workout on friday, but since my school schedule will be busiest on my usual workout days, I'm doing an extra day of not working out. So that way I'll be on Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday schedule instead. Let me know if this is a good idea. I've been eating like a stupid worthless screw up that I am lately. Don't want to talk about it. I have no willpower. I'm a failure. Challenge FAILED.

Oh! Why thank you! Hee, I feel so special now~ Do the assassins need a special mascot or something? I would be down for that. But I'm not wearing a spider costume. I HATE spiders. I am indeed bent on destructorizing everything in my quest to eat clean! It is.... not going as well as planned. I cannot seem to remove temptation from my house, no matter how hard I try. As to my writing style... *puts on a big fancy hat at a tilted angle and flourishes a smoking pipe* Writing is my true passion! I am working on a book, as a matter of fact, following in the steps of famed Weis & Hickman (but not in a sword and sorcery setting). That does sound very shallow and amateurish and I realize that, but trust me -- it's much better than it sounds. In the words of Asimov, "I write for the same reason I breathe -- if I didn't, I would die." Excuse me... I must dab my eyes with this embroidered handkerchief.... I'm not crying! Just a touch of dacryops.... xD I'm very much looking forward to joining the Assassin's. My two assassin idols must be Thane Krios and Dr. McNinja. In any case, yesterday I did a fabulous thing I should've done YEARS ago... I went and picked RASPBERRIES at a local cider mill. I picked 3lbs worth for only &11.50. Which is a darn good price, considering they sell 2 cups for 3.99 at the store and they go moldy before you can do anything with them! So today, I'm going to make a paleo raspberry pie! I will let you know how it turns out. Expect recipes. Yesterday I did 45 minutes of biking. I have a regular bike I put on a stationary mount -- much cheaper than an actual stationary bike -- and let me tell you something: It is an undiscovered form of medieval torture. I used to do it on every rest day, and I dropped it because I got so busy with finals. Now I remember why I dropped it. IT HURTS. I need a new darn seat for that bike. It is actually painful. T_T Yesterdays Log: Breakfast: Triple Zero yogurt a michigan peach (SO DELICIOUS OH LORD) 1 big tablesoon of PB (hungry...) coffee Lunch (post biking): some old stirfry -- I picked out the peppers and zucchini, really a few bites of the arroz con polo (I figure if I take a few bites each day, I'll get it out of the fridge without doing any damage dietary wise) Dinner: homemade spaghetti sauce (I will post this recipe for you guys) over baked zucchini. DAMN, I'm becoming a good cook! AFTER: 2 milkshakes using some super ripe bananas, strawberries, ice, cocoa powder, milk, and of course raspberries! with lots of ice. some M&Ms.... they were there.... a few peanuts (I stole them)

Workout: 15lb Jump Squats x 3Explosive OR Judo puhsups x3 30lb single straight leg deadlift x 36 Pullups10lb Single Arm Extension10lb Reverse Crunch/Air PlungeT-StabilizationStraight-leg Hanging leg raise Log: Breakfast: 2 eggs light and fit yogurt coffee Lunch (post workout) milk 10 cherries Dinner: (mexican) 1/2 of arroz con polo. It had a lot more cheese than I was expecting. X_X probably too many tortilla chips as appetizer (I was starving) AFTER: a few wasabi-ginger chips for taste. :\ I saw a horrible movie today. It is called No Escape. If you want full details, check out my battle log. Be warned -- I am still freaking mad.

Workout: 15lb Jump Squats x 3Explosive OR Judo puhsups x3 30lb single straight leg deadlift x 36 Pullups10lb Single Arm Extension10lb Reverse Crunch/Air PlungeT-StabilizationStraight-leg Hanging leg raiseWelp, now that THAT'S out of the way.... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I like it! Alas, I've already pawned off as much as I can on my neighbors. I knew I was in trouble when I went to deliver another load and my neighbor laughed -- rather nervously, I think -- and said, "Heh heh, again?" But ding-dong ditch might be a way out! Yes, yes... this plan is flawless! *rubs hands together* I think there might be a boycott if I do another stirfry lol. Or more grilling. I prepare mine for the grill in spears. Coat with olive oil, generously sprinkle with garlic powder and -- this is key -- parmesan cheese. DELICIOUS! My mouth is watering just thinking about it. The zucchini soup was quite good. I might start pickling some though. 8D Oh and I feel I must inform you all of a horrible movie I have seen this day. It is called No Escape. The only thing you cannot truly escape in this movie is the hideous writing. The premise is rather simple: A man is in Cambodia or some other Third World Nowhere city when suddenly everyone gets a hate-on for all foreigners and goes around capping their noggins and chopping their heads off with blunted machetes. Or anyone else that happens to be there and didn't want to participate -- they're fair game too for some WEIRD reason. So this guy has to get his family to safety while dodging all this madness. This is sold as an action thriller. But there isn't any real action, just shots of running and people getting their noggins chopped off. To make up for this and to give it a real 'action' feel, the director felt it necessary to shoot the ENTIRE FREAKING MOVIE AS A CLOSE-UP SHOT. And folks, i wish I were lying. I'm not. There were probably only 45 seconds worth of film where the camera wasn't less than a foot away from the actors faces. OH, and to make it BETTER, it's got chronic shaking cam! I counted seven -- SEVEN -- 'stedicam operators' in the credits. I ask you, where the hell were they? I'll tell you -- they were in the break room while some idjit with a camera phone shot the movie! I had a migraine 15 minutes in. It's worse than Cloverfield. Oh and here's the part that REALLY gets my goat. Why are the people uprising? Well, as Pierce Brosnan explains, we evil western corporations offer to build freeways and water treatment plants and energy plants they can't afford thus 'enslaving' -- and that is the exact word he used -- the entire country to us and our foul capitalism. You know what? Fuck that. This clearly anti-american movie FUNDED by americans can eat my shit sandwiched between two AMERICAN BENJAMINS. Oh yeah, we REALLY want to enslave Cambodia. For sure. I mean, the profit is huge what with all the freaking eel they got there, we got the eel market cornered and we only had to spend BILLIONS OF DOLLARS making infrastructure for this third world country just so we could make sure we squeezed out the eel competition holy shit someone give me a baseball bat to beat them with. What REALLY pissed me off is how we're told, "These people are just protecting their families, same as you are." This line nearly made me walk out of the damn theater. Excuse me? Protecting their families? I've been watching this guy do EVERYTHING to avoid getting slaughtered. Not five minutes ago, he was being forced to watch as they were going to rape his wife and murder her (but they were saved of course.) Until I see a bunch of Cambodians running from the TANKS and guns and machetes and rapists who are all evil white westerners, the maker of this film may eat my shit. If I were the main character at that point in the movie and was told taht TO MY FACE I would've beaten my former savior to death with a tire iron. I would. What stupid anti-american propaganda. I really have just HAD IT with Hollywood. Stuff your self-righteous apologetics where your head is, Hollywood -- up your own ass. *storms away, fuming*

*GLOMPS* And I dearly apologize for not poking you earlier. Life has gotten ahold of this Razzy and shaken her up good. But I return entirely unsurprised to see you KILLING IT, as per usual! Your gains are mighty gains, and God looked upon them and saw they were good.... and He granted you thighs of steel, with which to crack chestnuts for the upcoming holiday. Well done good servant!

Barfly! You live! *RUNNING START AND SUPER GLOMP* Love for the Barfly! 80% is pretty good, Im shooting for 100% O______O I will stare at that 100% until my eyes turn bloodshot. The biggest problem I have, methinks is that temptation is everywhere. No matter where I turn, there is SOMETHING there. And we all know that the best way to stay eating clean is to get rid of the bad stuff in the first place. Alas, not my house and my family persists in getting not-so-healthy stuff. And it just sits there..... staring at me... O_O Anyway! So! I am behind by a day, but no fear! The log is here! Monday: Breakfast: 2 eggs light and fit yogurt blueberries (ran out ) coffe Lunch: banana! Dinner: beets (garden) zucchini (garden) onion 2 teeny pork chops 1 slice of sam's club pizza (cuz I was freaking HUNGRY) some grilled pineapple Today: 2 eggs light and fit yogurt coffee Lunch: banana some Greektown gyro chips (they really taste like a gyro!) 8D 3 cherries Dinner: beets (garden) zuch spear (garden) pineapple some pepper and spaghetti SAUCE. (I made spaghetti because it was requested, but didn't have any pasta. And the sauce uses LOTS of veggies, it's a homemade recipe!) 1/8th acorn squash (gardn) Basically, cleaning up some leftovers tonight. AFTER: peanut butter. Cuz, still hungry.