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  1. Wednesday October 3 Breakfast: 2 cups coffee with milk, egg with tomatoes Lunch: salad (spinach, onion, mushroom, turkey, raisins, FF Classic Caesar dressing) Snack: small bowl grapes Candy: chocolate-covered pretzels, 1 1/2 cookies, nonpariels, gummi worms Dinner: sweet potato fries (cornstarch, olive oil, salt and pepper) with ketchup, then on the second plate with garlic powder. Are these healthy? They seem like they must be, and I'm working on the assumption that they are. Pedometer: 9362 steps, 4168 aerobic steps. Workout: 30 min "Interval Workout with Cathy Syphers" Aww I like this one: Pretty of the Day. For a bonus pretty, I watched Jennifer Garner on Conan tonight. I love her!
  2. Tuesday October 2 Breakfast: 2 cups coffee with milk, egg with tomatoes Lunch: about 1/4 of a Steamfresh bag of noodles with broccoli/carrots/corn,+ ground turkey (oil, spices) and peas Did not eat: the pizza brought over after a club meeting, any of the 3 trays of Jimmy John's brought for same reason, any of the second wave of meeting pizza, any of the dense cake/coffee cake also left out, any of the candy on my table at work Dinner/Snack: a piece of cake, at least 2 cookies, candy - chocolate covered pretzels, nonpariels, gummy worms (other?) Pedometer: 6214 steps, 2278 aerobic steps. Workout: none. Tuesdays/Thursdays are no-guilt-skip days. Pretty of the Day.
  3. I have no excuse for the following: Monday October 1 Breakfast: 2 cups coffee with milk, egg with tomatoes Lunch: about 1/4 of a Steamfresh bag of noodles with broccoli/carrots/corn,+ ground turkey (oil, spices) and peas (too many, again), 1 piece Papa John's sausage pizza Snack: catered event. 2 cubes Colby Jack cheese, 1 cube Swiss?Provolone? cheese, 1 cube Cheddar cheese. 2 meatballs. 1 veggie quesadilla slice. 1 spinach/feta pastry. 2 pork Pot Stickers. Grapes. Drink: punch. Dinner: 1 slice cheese pizza from non-chain UGH. My lunch was totally sufficient, but friend's wasn't, so she wanted to go to an event with pizza. So I ate a piece (not her fault - mine). So I was positive that I wouldn't eat the pizza at my night class. I had already decided not to (re:candy), but now resolved to definitely definitely not. Then after babysitting while I schlepped back to the law school, the remains of a catered event were in full swing. The event was very over, and they were putting new plates out. So I ate there and told myself I was definitely x3 not going to eat pizza at night class. Then at night class, he bought non-chain pizza, after saying it would be chain pizza because he didn't have the budget, and the girl next to me said "I'm full of veggie quesadillas, but okay" and I got some. Not happy with myself today. Some days I might say "we all have a bad day" or "just do your best tomorrow" but it wasn't like a confluence of events. I made the decision each time, and I made the wrong decision, each time. And I'm writing this in night class and telling myself I won't eat ANY. THING. after this, but will I? Probably. Pedometer: 8687 steps, 1121 aerobic steps. Workout: 41 min "Calorie Burnout with Cathy Syphers." I can barely find it online, so no link, but it was pretty hard. I definitely skipped/crapped out on some of it. Pretty of the Day. Honestly not a pretty of the day so much as a OMG 402 STILLS!
  4. Sunday September 30 - remembering far too late at night Breakfast: 2 cups coffee with milk, apple with PB, piece of cake that I don't regret Candy: candy Dinner: about 1/2 a Steamfresh bag of noodles with broccoli/carrots/corn, to which I added ground turkey (oil, spices) and peas (too many!) Candy: candy Drinks: vodka/tonic/fizz flavor Pedometer: 513 steps, 0 aerobic steps. Workout: none. Plentiful Pretty of the Days: one, two, three, four. (I think some are repeats but they're all awesome.) And this one, a product of sadness YT-ing: Goddammit she sold that, despite the fact that she's been parent-less and guardian-free, and has been fighting and been protected by vampires and living in a supernatural world for quite some time now.
  5. Saturday September 29 Breakfast: big bowl Golden Grahams and milk, ate and then immediately regretted a pumpkin brownie, 2 cups coffee with milk Snack: some candy/cookies from parents box Dinner: at babysitting. Salad with very little dressing, some cherry tomatoes, 4 pieces of a pizza I assume was homemade, and was small (so 4 pieces =/= 4 Papa John's pieces. Maybe = 1) Dessert: hot chocolate with water and vodka, candy/cookies from parents box Pedometer: 1936 steps, 0 aerobic steps. Workout: Xtreme total body Pretty of the Day. I'm trying to get pics up to post my birthday box and my cake and today's box, but the site isn't cooperating.
  6. Friday September 28 Breakfast: 2 cups coffee with milk, egg with tomatoes Lunch: at babysitting. Cup of coffee with milk. Egg salad (whole eggs, mustard, mayo, not sure what else. It wasn't very wet so I don't think it was a lot of mayo), grapes, some slices of brown pepper Snack: bag of Sun Chips. I know. I'm so hungry/so much want food. (210 cal, 10g fat) Dinner: Einstein's pumpkin bagel and pumpkin shmear (conflicting reports, up to 400 cal and 6.5g fat), small black coffee Dessert: at babysitting. A pretty hearty piece of zucchini cake, although my piece was as big as each of the girls' and the mom is pretty healthy Snack: the rest of the brownie I started yesterday, a cheese stick, the rest of the recipe broccoli, some Swedish-fish-like fish Pedometer: 4416 steps, 1111 aerobic steps. Workout: none. Babysitting etc. Pretty of the Day.
  7. Thursday September 27 Breakfast: 2 cups coffee with milk, egg with tomatoes Lunch: salad (spinach, onion, mushroom, raisins, FF Classic Caesar dressing) When we left school a friend said she might want to go out tonight or tomorrow night, maybe for my birthday (?) or maybe she just wanted to and she also said she didn't know what else she'd do tonight. So I ate a lot when I got home, which I know IS related to the going out, but I'm not sure HOW. Snack: 1 piece chocolate cake with white frosting, cheese stick, a bag of gummi apple rings, some bites of a pumpkin brownie Dinner: a Morningstar hamburger patty with BBQ sauce, this broccoli Pedometer: 4527 steps, 0 aerobic steps. Workout: none. She never called me about going out. Pretty of the Day. LOL: Leslie: April and Andy are about to get married. Ben: Wow. My... Brita filter's older than their relationship. ... Wait a second, should I change my Brita filter? Leslie: I don't know! It depends on how frequently you use it! Ben: True. Leslie: Stay focused, okay, please! I finally changed my red-blinking filter today, and all I've gotten so far is cloudy water and particle-y water.
  8. TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! Wednesday September 26 BIRTHDAY Breakfast: 2 cups coffee with milk, egg with tomatoes (cooked in oil because I ran out of cooking spray) Lunch: out. Nachos (they finally gave me the nachos I wanted instead of some other, jalapeno-free, no salsa, weird cheese monstrosity) and an extremely light beer (I think it was an Upland Belgian Wheat Ale, and it was so light. So. Light.). There was about 1/3 of the nachos left at the end, and I probably ate more than 1/2 of the rest. Snack: snack sized Butterfinger Snack: free Sbucks! Non-fat, no-whip Pumpkin Spice Latte (it's fall!) Snack: immediately ripped into the birthday cake my parents sent me. 1 piece chocolate cake with white frosting Pedometer: 11,714 steps, 4884 aerobic steps. Workout: Xtreme cardio kickboxing. My video broke today, I watched it on YT. I guess it's a sign that I should buy it legally. Pretty of the Day.
  9. Tuesday September 25 Breakfast: 2 cups coffee with milk, egg with tomatoes Lunch: salad (spinach, onion, mushroom, raisins, turkey, FF Classic Caesar dressing) Snack: finished the watermelon gummies, ate 1.5 of the pumpkin brownies - they're good but they don't taste like pumpkin Dinner: a Morningstar hamburger patty with BBQ sauce, the broccoli with this recipe. Ate too late. I think I was hungry though. Pedometer: Workout: none. Illnesses. Pretty of the Day.
  10. Monday September 24 Breakfast: 2 cups coffee with milk, egg with tomatoes Lunch: at a meeting. Jimmy John's catering sandwich (183 cal, 4.1g fat, 9.3g protein, if it was a 4" #6 Vegetarian), bag of Baked Sour Cream and Cheddar (120 cal, 3.5g fat, 2g sugar, 2g protein), a red velvet cookie with frosting Snack: some Godiva Milk Chocolate Pearls in a box from my parents (don't worry, it was mostly full of seeds), a cheese stick, a fun size 3 Muskateers Willpower is low this afternoon. I'm so tired. Snack: finished the Godiva Pearls and started on some gummi watermelon candies. Ugh, it's not willpower, it's sickness. I will now drink 89,000 glasses of water, and that water will cure me.Dinner: 1/2 bag Smart Ones Chicken Fried Rice Dinner: the other 1/2 bag. I wasn't hungry. But when I feel sick I really can't fight anything, okay? I admit it. (340 cal, 6g fat, 13g sugar, 25g protein) Snack: made pumpkin brownies. Did you know that's apparently the healthy way? I just thought it might be the delicious way. Anyway, I didn't eat any. I have high hopes for their success when I try them tomorrow. Pedometer: 6432 steps, 0 aerobic steps. Workout: none. Pretty of the Day.
  11. Sunday September 23 Breakfast: cookie and pretzels remains, 3 cups of coffee black (In all honesty? I ate the pretzels because I meant to finish them yesterday, and there was about... 1/8th cup left. I ate the cookie because I only remembered I had it this morning when I logged it for yesterday, and then it was too much to resist.) Lunch: mini bottle of Sprite, an entire bag of Steamfresh broccoli made with this recipe Pedometer: 1525 steps, 0 aerobic steps. Workout: Xtreme total body Sadness YT: . Crashed on the floor when I moved in This little bungalow with some strange new friends Stay up too late, and I'm too thin We promise each other it's 'til the end Now we're spinning empty bottles It's the five of us With pretty eyed boys girls die to trust I can't resist the day No, I can't resist the day And Jenny screams out and it's no pose 'Cause when she dances she goes and goes And beer through the nose on an inside joke And I'm so excited, I haven't spoken And she's so pretty, and she's so sure Maybe I'm more clever than a girl like her Well, summer's all in bloom And summer's ending soon It's alright. And it's nice not to be so alone But I hold on to secrets in white houses Maybe I'm a little bit over my head I come undone at the things he said And he's so funny in his bright red shirt We were all in love and we all got hurt I sneak into his car's cracked leather seat The smell of gasoline in the summer heat Boy, we're going way too fast It's all too sweet to last It's alright. And I put myself in his hands But I hold on to secrets in white houses Love, or something ignites in my veins And I pray it never fades in white houses ... Maybe you were all faster than me We gave each other up so easily These silly little wounds will never mend I feel so far from where I've been So I go, and I will not be back here again I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses I lied, wrote my injuries all in the dust In my heart is the five of us In white houses And you, maybe you'll remember me What I gave is yours to keep In white houses
  12. Saturday September 22 GAME DAY Breakfast: free breakfast at IHOP. 3 cups coffee with 1 creamer each, 2 pumpkin pancakes with Old Fashioned syrup and no whipped topping, 2 eggs scrambled, 4 pieces bacon, hashbrowns with ketchup (1100 calories and 56g fat says the website) Drinks: 3 / 4 Coors Lights; at a tailgate we had ~ 1 shot of Jim Beam (?) and a can of Bud Light Lime that I couldn't finish because it was so lime-y Snack: at the tailgate they gave me a giant cookie. I ate some of it there, some of my friends' during the game, and exactly one nacho with cheese from another girl Dinner: back home. NutriGrain bar, 1/2 can Chicken and Dumplings soup, pretzels Pedometer: 207 steps, 0 aerobic steps. I don't wear it to the game. Or the IHOP. Workout: none. Pretty of the Day.
  13. Friday September 21 Breakfast: 3 cups coffee with milk, egg with tomatoes Lunch: at babysitting. 1/2 tuna salad sandwich (no mayo, I think it was made with pesto and spices?), salad with some kind of dressing already on it (maybe just oil), and two slices of a yellow tomato. Dessert was a kid-sized piece of brownie (Jiffy mix, oil, water, egg replacement of flax seed+water) and 3 strawberries Snack: 4 Hershey's Simple Pleasures and pretzels Dinner: the rest of the sweet potato fries (cornstarch, oil, salt and pepper) with ketchup Snack: a minibottle of grape jelly beans Snack: bowl Golden Grahams and milk I ate too much. A combination of being home most of the day, and not having the willpower I have on other days. Pedometer: 2304 steps, 0 aerobic steps. Workout: Xtreme lower body. Pretty of the Day. Oooh this tumblr's got lots of cast pics I haven't seen before.
  14. LOL. Also fits with my height... uh, issue. At the bar last Saturday, someone said "Look at her on her tip toes?!?!" Me: "I am trying SO HARD!"
  15. Thursday September 20 Breakfast: 3 cups coffee with milk, egg with tomatoes Lunch: salad (spinach, onion, mushroom, raisins, turkey, Lite Sesame Ginger dressing) Snack: about 6-7 chips with a fatty spinach dip, an approx. 1in x 2in cookie cake that was 1/2 layer-frosting-1/2 layer-frosting Dinner: chicken (oil, spices, garlic) and sweet potatoes (cornstarch, oil, salt and pepper) with ketchup Snack: some chocolate, and much too much pretzels Pedometer: fixed this evening. Workout: none. Tuesdays / Thursdays are no-guilt-skip says, but Ive got to make it happen Friday. Pretty of the Day, not sure what it is yet but it's adorable!
  16. Wednesday September 19 Breakfast: 3 cups coffee with milk, egg with tomatoes Lunch: salad (spinach, onion, mushroom, raisins, turkey, Lite Sesame Ginger dressing) Dinner: asparagus with grated parm and chicken (oil, spices, garlic) Snack: a fair amount of pretzels, baby apple with PB Pedometer: broken Workout: Xtreme core Pretty of the Day with Olympic gold medalist Gabby Douglas, because, of course.
  17. Pity me, friends, pity me. I barely slept last night, kept waking up because I was too hot, too cold, had to go to the bathroom, it was all bad. Woke up late but still left on time. School at 9, class started at 940, out at 5. Grocery. Home. Left at 720 for accounting review class at 745. Pulled over. I was SURE it was... a tail light, my registration sticker fell off... the wrong person. It was a left turn, on a green, from a full stop. He said - he, one of the TWO cops necessary for this job - there's a No Left Turn sign because there's construction right now. I don't know if that's true. I didn't see one. Not saying he's lying, but I will be on the lookout for it tomorrow. No ticket. Got to school at 740, realized the review started at 730. Room is full, and front-facing, which means everyone would see me walk in. Decided against it. Also the story of my pull over. I've only been pulled over once before, CRAZY speeding to try to get home on time, ridiculously over the speed limit. I was upset, freaked out, 16, a whole thing. (No ticket then either.) This time I was pretty cool, especially because I didn't actually think they were pulling me over for something. "You got two cops on this?" I asked when I saw the second one, and I can't explain how cool it was, but it was cool y'all. That'll happen when you're tired out of your mind... nothing means anything. Anyway, good job me. Tuesday September 18 Breakfast: 3 cups coffee with milk, egg with tomatoes Lunch: salad (spinach, onion, mushroom, raisins, turkey, Lite Sesame Ginger dressing) Snack: 1 chocolate chip cookie, 1 brownie Dinner: *There was going to be food at the review, but I decided I wasn't going to eat it if it was pizza. Didn't find out either way, obviously.* asparagus with grated parm and chicken (oil, spices, garlic) Snack: told myself I wasn't going to eat anything after dinner. Starving. Bowl Golden Grahams and milk. Last Oatmeal Chocolate cookie Snack: too many pretzels, some chocolate I ate the cookie and brownie at a work thing that was so frustrating it's hard to explain. Anyway. Terrible. The cookie I ate because it was there and I wanted it, but the brownie I probably ate more because it allowed me to walk away and I would have eaten a cyanide brownie if it was an excuse to walk away. (And actually, it could have been a poison brownie, since someone just dropped a tray of homemade brownies on the table next to mine with the girl [who didn't know the brownie maker] sitting there, then walked away.) Pedometer: broken. Workout: none. I tried to be good today. I said as a trade for eating the cookie and brownie, I wouldn't eat sweets later. I said I wouldn't eat dinner at the review if it was pizza or something cheap. I didn't eat when I got home. I didn't eat in reaction to missing the review, to being pulled over (!) or to my parents' reaction to my bad day (Dad: "It sounds like you're sleeping better than I am." Mom: "You know what the good part of this is?"). I didn't buy anything when my friend went to the Subway. I didn't eat when I got home, again. I waited until after my parents call for dinner. Then I waited another half hour+ before I ate anything else. Then I tried to be good with the cereal, but I was so hungry. Damn. Default Pretty of the Day. Believe me when I say I went through many tumblrs for you all.
  18. Monday September 17 Breakfast: 3 cups coffee with milk, egg with tomatoes Lunch: about 1/3 of my salad. That salad was made Wednesday night, was in my backpack from 9am - 5pm Thursday, and then was back in my backpack 9am - 10pm (at least) Friday, then in the fridge all weekend waiting for sweet death. Edit: Snack: cup instant coffee Dinner: asparagus with grated parm and chicken (oil, spices, garlic) Snack: the rest of the Mike&Ike's, some chocolate Pedometer: broken. Workout: Xtreme upper body (and did a good job!) Pretty of the Day.
  19. Sunday September 16 Breakfast: 1/2 can of Mexican Tortilla Chicken soup Lunch: the rest of the chicken and peppers (more than a small bowl worth) Snack: 1 Oatmeal Chocolate cookie, a small chocolate bar Snack: bowl of Golden Grahams and milk Snack: mini bottle Sprite, a pack of ripoff brand Teddy Grahams, some mint candies, then enough Mike&Ike's to feel sick (There's actually very little food in my house right now, which I hope explains these choices. Although I did nothing today, I didn't want to cook, and there's no fruit / snack veggies, thawed meat, soup, noncandy snacks in my house right now. I'll be at the store Tuesday though. Pedometer: broken. Workout: none. Pretty of the Day. Up at 830 today, which felt like a punishment for... something. Ate soup at 930 which for me is pretty ridiculous - I am VERY into eating time-of-day appropriate foods.
  20. Saturday September 15 Breakfast: apple with (too much) PB, 2 cups coffee with milk I got up at 12:30, and at 3 my friend from last night said to come out with him in an hour then watch the 8pm game. So: Drinks: 2 beers Dinner: out. Bacon burger with kettle chips, 1 beer Drinks: 2 beers Drinks: some giant blue drink served in a jar. 12 GD DOLLARS. This ain't New York - I have never paid that much for a drink, not even a fancy drink in a restaurant. Home: 2 Oatmeal Chocolate cookies, milk Pedometer: broken. Workout: none, timeline described above. Up at 1230, got ready at 3, out at 4, home at 3am. Another not great night. I'm really trying, but I just think people don't like me. At the end of the night it was just dancing and being drunk in a packed, hot, sticky-floored bar, and even then, even then, I wasn't in the group. Pretty of the Day and close up.
  21. Friday September 14 Breakfast: 3 cups coffee with milk, egg with tomatoes Lunch: 1 slice pepperoni pizza, 1 slice cheese pizza (might be a bad decision if babysitting tonight orders pizza too, but families don't always) Dinner: at babysitting. Some whole wheat pasta with jar red sauce (not very much) and a spring roll that I only ate all of because I watched the mom HAND MAKE it and I was so impressed that she left me some Snack: 1 Oatmeal Chocolate cookie, small bowl of the chicken and peppers from last night, cheese stick. Some yogurt off a spoon until I decided I didn't want it. Another Oatmeal Chocolate cookie Drinks: vodka / tonic / fizz flavor Snack: uhh... I remember eating 1 Andes candy. Some Pretzel M&Ms Pedometer: it broke! There's a battery light on, which I guess means it refuses to work until it's replaced. Hmm. Workout: none. Babysitting etc. Pretty of the Day. I was right about my regularly-scheduled babysitting family. They are not as good as normal kids. And not as smart either. And the screaming, the fits, the anger - I wasn't just being crazy, these kids are actually, empirically, objectively worse. Also - TOTALLY tried to go out tonight. A friend wanted to. I agreed even though the bar street was packed, crazy-packed, stand really still and claim your 1.5 inches of space packed, and I still agreed. But he cancelled because he couldn't get other people to come along. So. Drinking my vodka tonic by myself and LOVIN IT.
  22. I don't know, yes? Days are up and down. I'm happy to be going to school 9-5 and not working once I'm home; I'm sad to have been rejected by my only two interviews. I'm happy to have a new babysitting job because even though I don't like the kids I do like the money; I'm sad to feel like I don't have many friends here. I'm happy my garbage disposal was finally fixed! On balance I'm doing okay. Some nights I need sadness YT's but not every night Thanks for stopping by!
  23. Thursday September 13 Breakfast: 3 cups coffee with milk, egg with tomatoes Lunch: salad (spinach, onion, mushroom, raisins, turkey, Lite Sesame Ginger dressing) Snack: 1 Oatmeal Chocolate cookie, the last of the chocolate-covered raisins, 1 Andes candy Drink: a vodka / tonic / fizz flavor Snack: I ate chicken (oil, spices) and peppers from the pan, so not sure how much. Jelly beans. Pedometer: 5226 steps, 1258 aerobic steps. Workout: none. Pretty of the Day.
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