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Here in ("upstate") NY if it gets higher than 30 degrees and no snow, we're all in flip-flops. Fun watching the people from the city look at you like you have three heads.

Heard back from this place that has a wildlife rehabilitation part of their program for volunteering. So happy, since I been wanting to do this for awhile now. Get to look forward to that for the spring and it's for 6 months. Yeah, 6 months of helping wild animals get back to health. If it like it so much (good chance I will), might go down the route of doing rehabilitation of animals. I know NY has a test to get my license for that.

Isn't it. *gitty* Omg gets me excited to everyone supporting each other. I really think this year is looking up for me. *happy dance* Also, so excited I get to work with wildlife this spring. *flailing arms* I been wanting to do that for awhile now. Enough about me, keep it up guys and let's make this great year for all.

I feel that way with lot of my work, yet I'm forcing myself to put it up anyway because I can't get told anything worst than what I've come up with, since I am my harshest critic. Maybe try doing those 30 day art challenges or come up with a challenge for yourself like draw things you suck at (ex hands, feet, raptors, monkeys juggling chainsaws, Batman paying his taxes, etc).

What distractions are in your environment that call their siren tune to you, pulling you away from your goal? My parents, my mind, and the internet How do they work (what makes this so attractive and irresistible)? With parents- people pleasing since I try to please everyone and hate seeing people unhappy, My mind- addicted to negativity and day dreaming lot, Internet- so much to watch and so much too learn, also destroying that guy's ass, who says gays are blahblahblah (I blame what's left of my troll ways since I was a huge troll in high school), makes me feel better about myself What can you do to mitigate, minimize, or even remove the distraction? Parents- limit my time with them, especially when they start in about something happening in the world and I somehow get blamed for, Mind- list the positives about myself, anytime I start feeling negative, also list stuff I can do to fix my situation (if it is possible), Internet- set a limit on how long I can be on the internet, set blocks on certain sites to get things done, limit how much can spend in the comment section, ignore that asshole (or block), figure out how get my phone to stop telling me about all notifications for google+

Today I did running on the treadmill for short time since I wasn't feeling so grand. Didn't attempt any kinds of planks (wait that's a lie, I did attempt, but I was in bit of pain, so I stopped). Tomorrow I should be good to do them. Now trying to get myself to start drawing. Feel so lazy though. Atleast did my meditation. It was a bit hard since I was having asthma-like symptoms again, which was making hard to focus and breathe normally. Talked to 3 people and said hi to few people. I was too shy to talk to this one girl (she was kind of cute), since I had no clue what to say and was afraid my gayness was going to show (not sure if my senses are right or wrong on anything).

As soon as I figure out a way to multitask on planking and taking a photo. Could be something I'll attempt at last week of the challenge

That lovely time of the month made bit harder doing anything. Only ran about 5 minutes. And did zumba today. Better than nothing. Also, heard back from the place I want to volunteer at, which they deal with wildlife rehabilitation and few other things. So that shall start in the spring. They pay for the testing to make sure I'm not a drug addict (make a lousy one). Look forward to working with wildlife since I been really think of going down that route. Talked to only 3 people today and said hi to few people. I notice I have bit of a meek voice. Going to need to work on that. And I was deeply shy to talk to this one girl. Damn myself. And damn my fear of being to worried let my gayness slip.

Basically any of Globus's music gets me motivated

Omg are you guys part of NSA? NOOOOO!!! I knew there was agents among us. I should of listened to myself.

Line up says Scarlet Witch is going to be in it. OMG YES!

Polka has finally became one with electronic music

Dr. Oz isn't even a real doctor. When will these people learn

I'm right now 32B. It sucks because they never have bras in my size.

Steampunk World by Steven Saus.

This week I shall be reading Steampunk World, which I been pushing off (or be more honest forgot about). Let's hope I did fund a good Kickstarter, so far the art is just fantastic.

That's an idea. *hug*

Hot to trot girl.