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As week one draws to an end I'm feeling so much better. I haven't had a headache in a week, my stress is so much lower. I walk, but I'm not obsessing about it. Ditto with food. I had two different interviews this week (both at the university I want to work at) and have a second interview for one of them next week. I have a full weekend planned, but I feel pretty good about it.

I have a bit of an obsessive personality so when I'm doing good it's alright, but when I start to slip I stress myself out, beat myself up, etc. I have found myself enjoying my walks more when I don't wear my fitbit and I'm not stressing about what I eat or when.

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So this challenge I need to focus on self care. One of my biggest triggers for anxiety and stress is a lack of control so instead of trying to control everything, I'm going to focus on only controlling whats important. Drink water! I have been getting headaches from a combination of not enough water and too much screen time. I have run out of fruit tea and fell back on soda and juice. I'm not going to measure how much water I drink, I will just focus on drinking water when I get thirsty and not beating myself up when I don't. Practice taking time away from the screen! Again, not something I'm going to measure, but will focus on reading, listening to books on tape and just sitting outside. Stop Tracking!!! I have removed my Fitbit, have stopped logging and am not worrying about what I eat, just that I am eating. Adding tracking to my daily routine has just been adding to my stress and anxiety. Right now I need to focus on just being.

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Thank you for the words of support. This week has just been particularly challenging. I've spent the last 6 weeks keeping my board, my students and my friends calm, that I haven't really been taking care of myself. I finally broke today and woke up at 4am in a panic attack. My current work contract ends at the end of the month, which wasn't a surprise, but trying to find any job right now is going to be hard, but I am just starting out in a career in higher education. I haven't even finished paying of my grad degree, even if I don't need to make payments right now. Several schools have a hiring freeze in place, but one of the jobs I had been interviewing for has been pulled. For me, what this means is that schools are looking at downsizing, which is worse for me in the long run. I have to move out of my place at the end of June, but am struggling because I don't know whats going to happen next and that is my biggest anixity trigger. A lack of control over my future is really starting to wear me down. Intellectually I know I am not in the worse place possible, but that lack of control with no way to de stress, plus having to be so many peoples "rock" during this situation has pushed my to my limit. I think my next challenge will be to focus on taking care of myself. I need to come up with ways to support my emotional health until I get my feet back under me.

I'm eating a lot more processed food than I would like. I am also eating out (or having it delivered) 2-3 times a week. I'm struggling as the cost of food is going up and trying to cook with just a hot plate and toaster oven is getting harder. I'm also less enthusiastic about eating. I might be struggling with some mild depression and lots of anxiety. It's really effecting my appetite.

So This challenge has resulted in mixed results. I have made significant progress on organizing my library, I finally got my order of boxes for moving so I should be able to get the rest of my packing done this week, completed a total of 7 job applications, have been getting daily walks in, but not tracking with fitbit for most of it. I didn't get my Coursa class done, haven't been stretching or working with my weights and need to come up with plans for better diet.

It's going ok, but work is a bit crazier. I'm working my way through a stack of job applications wit hope that I can finish them tomorrow. I'm totally kicking myself because I forgot my fitbit today so no steps,

I fractured my lower back when I was a kid and now have progressively worsening scoliosis. The following are exercises/stretches that my physical therapist help me set up to strengthen and support my lower back. Additionally, strengthening your core will also help support your back. Before trying something new though, I really, really, really recommend speaking with a professional to see what would be right for you. It's very easy to completely screw up your back and I would hat to see that happen to you. Squat 10 times Trunk Rotation 10 times Dog to Camel pose 15 time (2 sets instead of 3) Spinal rock 10 times Bridge 10 times Spinal stretch, Hold for 15 seconds 3 times both sides

So last week was not as successful as I hoped but emotionally it was refreshing and relaxing. Lets see what next week brings · Week 4: Complete Week 1 Coursa work Complete 2 job applications Check in daily online here Catalog 50 books Measure improvement with chore tracking, make adjustments as necessary Finish packing bathroom & bedroom · Week 5: Complete Week 2 Coursa work Complete 2 job applications Check in daily online here Catalog 50 books Super Challenge - Complete all chores every day this week! Finish packing kitchen

My kindle allows me to create sub-catagories for books so major categories include SyFy, Fantasy, Romance, Dystopian (kinda on point, lol), Young Adult, History which includes my biographies, Science, Political, Spiritual/religious, Poetry, Classics, as well as collections of favorite authors or large series. This allows me to find the book I want to read or to browse a specific category if I'm looking for something new. I have read about 3/4 of my library, but frequently find free books to have available when I get board. I have mild addition to books and, on a rest day like yesterday, can read 3 full novels in a day. BookBub sends me a list of discounted or free books every day, most are no more than $1-3. Of course, if it's free, why not take it. If I don't like it, I remove it from my kindle. So I decided that yesterday was going to be a mental health day so I didn't think about these challenges, work, having to move, looking for a job, nothing. I ate when I was hungry, I read a lot, watched a little tv and staying in my PJ's all day. This morning I woke up completely refreshed. I did a quick job search, addressed a few work emails, went for a lovely walk as the weather is so much nicer and am now addressing my challenge. I hope to get some of my digital work done today and maybe a little packing.

I completely understand and can relate. Here's to comfy jeans and new food, a great way to start the week!

Happy Easter all! I started my day with a lovely walk and a little grocery shopping. I was totally pumped to find that they finally restocked my Morningstar veggie products. My store has been out for nearly a month now. I also have a nice selection of frozen veggies and some lovely tea to round out my shopping experience. I'm very much looking forward to video chatting with my sister and her kids today and ending my evening with a lovely homemade dinner. I have also take some time to restructure my challenge so it is attainable and reflective of my rough week. Physical #1: I have been slacking a bit with my walking over week 2 after overdoing it week one. Time to strike a balance. I also want to get back into my physical therapy stretches to better support my back and incorporate some light weights. Week 3: 2-3 walks a day, 1 set of stretches/3 times this week, 1 set of weights/ 2 time this week Week 4: 2-3 walks a day, 1 set of stretches/6 times this week, 1 set of weights/ 3 time this week Week 5: 2-3 walks a day, 2 set of stretches/4 times this week, 2 set of weights/ 2 time this week Diet, Tracking is King: Before I can make decisions about diet and water intake, I need to know where I stand. My goal is simple, but challenging; track everything I eat and drink! Week 3: Track Everything I eat and drink at least 5 days Week 4: Track Everything I eat and drink at least 7 days Week 5: TBD Personal Improvement: I have a small "To-Do" list of items I want to address over the next 5 weeks. Work on Certificate through Coursa Finish packing (I'm about 70% done now, want to reach 95%, with 5% left for daily living) Apply for at least 2 jobs a week Get online once a day to check in here, with friends, etc. Catalog my Digital Library!!! (Must come up with suitable reward as I have around 800 books to organize...) Start tracking with my Chore Chart, identify problem areas and determine how to address them. Week 3: Complete Week 1 Coursa work Complete 2 job applications Check in daily online here Catalog 50 books Identify challenges in chore chart (somewhat done, but could use further review this week) and address them Finish packing living room Week 4: Complete Week 2 Coursa work Complete 2 job applications Check in daily online here Catalog 50 books Measure improvement with chore tracking, make adjustments as necessary Finish packing bathroom & bedroom Week 5: Complete Week 3 Coursa work Complete 2 job applications Check in daily online here Catalog 50 books Super Challenge - Complete all chores every day this week! Finish packing kitchen Lets Get It On!

Congratulations, that is Awesome! I'm very glad to hear things are working out for you.

So today was probably the best day all week. I got 4 job applications in, took a lovely walk and helped one of my students move out today. She gave me a loaf of homemade banana bread as a thank you. Really gave me a great emotional boost, so much so that when my boss dumped a bunch of work on me for the weekend, I didn't get too upset, lol.

sorry, thread inside a thread that I missed. I'll keep my fingers crossed about your interview tomorrow!

If you did want to transition, it would be a great way to stand out if you were able to utilize what you learned with lean six sigma but focused on a smaller certificate focusing on sustainability and ecology. You could work with either corporations to be more lean and sustainable or work with organizations that are focused on the environment to be more lean and efficient. I had to leave to corporate world because of how angry it was making me as a person. When I was walking home I was cursing people (in my head) on the sidewalk because they were in my way. I realized that it wasn't a healthy path for me so I made a huge career change, took me several years and a lot of money, but for me, it was worth it. Hopefully you have a much better experience and I wish you the best with your job search.

Bring back the victory gardens! I did this as well and found my back and shoulder problems cleared right up.

This is where my work gets tricky. I am employed by an annual contract, which can be broken at any time. Part of my contract includes housing so IF they decided that because there are no students here, it would be cheaper to end my employment (including my housing), I could be forced to leave with just a day or 2 notice. My "rental" contract is directly tied to my employment so I don't know if I have the same protections as a renter. One of the biggest reasons I want to get out of this type of work, but especially this particulate sorority, because it has a bad history of mis-treating employees. I actually let them know that they had opened themselves up to lawsuits because of what was happening here. My plan was always to leave about a week after the scheduled move-out of the students so I may still do that, but not let them know until a week before. They decided to extend the the deadline to mid June, even though I warned them that I didn't know what my final plans were and I may be leaving sooner than that. They were very kind to let me know they wouldn't be forcing me out, but completely disregarded the idea that I might move because I didn't want to be here, lol. They can figure out how to schedule the extra work after I leave, I warned them before they decided to open it up. Rebounding was a bit of a struggle, but I really started yesterday and had a good jump this morning. Today's focus is going to be on getting some job applications completed.

Ok, so the weekend wasn't so great. The weather was super depressing and I just wasn't motivated to walk in the rain. I was in the process of finishing my second job application, when it closed. Work is also going to be crazy for the next 2 months. I have been working with our board to set up a schedule for our students to move out and they have pretty much decided that since I live at work, I should be available all the time (8am-9pm Tuesday - Sunday). As the board president put it "Since I can't go anywhere, what else am I going to do". I really can't wait to get out of here. Today's plan is to drag myself out of my funk and get back on track!

So today was one of my best walking days in a very long time, over 15k steps! Very happy about that. I also spent 10 minutes with my baton working BOB over, lol which was of course fun. I have logged all of my food and water today and tracked my chore chart. I had quite a bit of "work" work to do today so I didn't get as much of my personal work done as I was hoping for. If nothing major comes up, I'm going to plan on getting the second application done, a good chunk of my book logging and at least part of my Coursa homework done.

Whoot Whoot! Way to go. I think it's the best feeling in the world when I finally get something I've been working on for a long time.

So glad to hear your first week went so well! Keeping the cheering section loud for you.

Good Morning Assassins So I got a great jump on the day with a 1.5 mile walk around campus trying to get as many staircases in as possible! I have some work I need to get done and 2 work meetings, but I would still like to get my second job application in and (fingers crossed) some of my books cataloged.