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  1. This is absolutely WILD. What a set up for disaster! I am chaos incarnate and I can't imagine being that loosey goosey with something so vital. It won't let me quote for some reason but in your first post-- I LOVE Taylor tries!! She has some of the #1 BEST tutorials I've ever seen. Definitely follow her stuff. I would have learned 6000 times faster if I'd watched her stuff when I was first learning. She is so skilled at breaking down steps, even her advanced tutorials are so accessible.
  2. Hey, thanks everyone-- sorry I fell of the face of the earth again. I feel like this is probably going to be a cycle with me. I had a rough few weeks. I may or may not make a challenge for this round but I'll be lurking, and try to be more present for interaction.
  3. YOOOOOOOOO THOUGH Ceremonially burning the evil pills that hurt you might be SO COOL ACTUALLY
  4. Thanks. Goals: talk to the dr about my head. is it just like this? is this just my head, it's going to hurt all the time forever now? clean my room. I simply cannot function with this mess.
  5. MAN I was having a hard time chambering parallel!!! 25/180 minutes for the week. I'm still dragging from not sleeping. I'm going to try getting into bed NOW (its 9) and just listening to an audiobook and seeing if I can fall asleep early.
  6. This is so strange-- not this but some super weird things happened with me coming into recovery too and I'm like why. I'm eating the food. Why are you punishing me. Yeah that is just not sustainable Unfortunately my decision was more extreme than most people would go for but I just got very done with dealing with it one day, went into the drs and said "I'm here to schedule a hysterotomy" and I guess I was just forceful enough that they barely questioned me. Best medical decision of my life LOL but very much not for everyone. I did try like four or five different meds first, and had weird allergic reactions to ALL of them, which the drs were all like "literally no one ever has had these symptoms. we should study you for science." The injection one made me almost completely bedridden for eight months. That was a nightmare. Because once you take the injection its in your system that long you can't just stop taking it if you're having a bad reaction. And was just like "why am I even doing this" and went the nuclear route.
  7. Doing relativly ok today, stupid headache is hanging on. Didn't sleep at all last night which probably didn't help. Hoping I'll crash enough tonight to sleep. If I do I'll be working on this tomorrow @Mistr
  8. Probably. I somehow don't doubt this at all lol I love this idiot so much LOL, I simultaneously can't believe he did that and am also like "of COURSE he did that." I'm so glad OBS studio actually functioned and saved the video, I was afraid I was going to lose the ability to rewatch it endlessly lol.
  9. As soon as I get rid of this headache I'm going to be unstopable. I was so shocked by the way that happened I was like YOOOOOOOOOO Apparently I am making progress, during therapy today I actually said the sentence, "Yeah I do feel guilty about that but I do recognize that the core belief that I'm violating here is actually internalized from criticism, so it's truly coming from the place of shame, not guilt." And I was like, give me my honorary psychology degree now, look at all those words I used. My therapist was like, yeah the next step is using these concepts as more than just a tool to use to debate with me, but knowing the terms is progress. This sounds like a great idea. Two swords and sword and dagger are both very appealing ideas LOL. lets gooooooo The glitter and potato arrived: Formatting is weird as he was on a phone and I was on the computer so discord didn't handle it well.
  10. That's what, a lindwyrm, eh? Let me look it up Sources seem to be divided on whether the legged snake with four legs is another type of lindwyrm or is considered a salamander
  11. Thanks, honestly just the offer makes me feel a bit better. I'm trying to crawl out of the hole this week and treat it as a tiny respawn. It's Monday! (I'm weird in that Monday is my favorite day of the week. It's like sunrises, it's the start of something new, a clean slate.) Actually, I completely forgot my "Trick of the week" idea. Anyone have a suggestion for a trick for me to work on this week? That might motivate me to prioritize some movement this week.
  12. Thanks! My plan was apparently to have a rough time at therapy Friday morning and do nothing for three days.
  13. YES a major win of willpower! UGH that is SO rough I went through similar several years ago, sorry that sucks. But you're right in the fact that it's worth it if it stops the pain (I had to read that so many times because "it if it" looked so wrong I was sure I mistyped) that people always minimize as "just cramps." In case you weren't aware of what you've been enduring (I'm sure you are) cramps with endometriosis Spoiler for slightly graphic and telling my doctor that was the only thing that got anyone to pay attention. You're hardcore for enduring it as long as you have and it's time for you to get a break! You called me a nonfictional character once and I thought that was very charming. So you're a nonfictional character too lol. OH CRAP NOOOOO. Except I can't stab nasty mean pills that screwed you over.... We could ceremonially crush them and light them on fire. I wonder if they burn well. That could be fun. I can't believe I finally had a use for this picture I saved simply because it was a Mood. I had a similar bad reaction but I was so hoping it would go better for you. Do you have any plans for next steps?
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