PrincessMononoke

I remembered you said you had put your new challenge up. So, naturally I went a looking for it in the Ranger guild. However, it was nowhere to be found!! Now you could have told me you defected to the warriors and I not remember #mombrain. But, I feel like that’s something I would have remembered seeing how crucial that is! Bummed we are not in the same guild anymore, but I understand. I am here to support you and love you no matter what! *Blows kiss from Ranger camp*

Joking aside i really love Ryan’s bod just the way it is. Supporting him working out is more because he enjoys it and it’s a good outlet for him. The guns and abs are just a bonus ;) Here ya go ladies! One of my favorites<3 <3 #RyanGoals

Oh I totally support you. I benefit also #justwaitingforthegunshow

Baby Wolf spam!!!

I may have special Wolfie collection dedicated to how easily he can fall asleep.

This was Trixie right after she got 4hrs of skin to skin with mommy. She was Feisty!

Thank you Foxy!! We are so in love. We can’t get enough of her. I must spam her lol

Most of you know! Some of you don’t. We had a eventful Saturday <3<3 Are you ready for the Baby Wolf spam?!...I don’t think your ready

I was gonna say you can call me "Daddy" too, but I was afraid of making @Mr_Willes jealous   You don't even let me call you Daddy Me at the end of everyday pretty much

Thats the the best complement anyone has ever said about our unique names!! I’m looking forward to hearing some of yalls! Hahahaha great nickname I love it

I’m in! I don’t know if I have ever done a mini challenge before, but I like how it has started. Great write up also! Relax Feat: Make room in the bath

Some people have asked about seeing this so I am gonna post it. Wolf finding out about Baby Wolf <3 <3<3

No worries! Fringe is a great show! Hahahaha! So, we're done with fruits and veggies now? I can also offer you Weird-but-cute animals Also Parisian Bakery I can’t pronuounce those though

@Starpuck I have other theme options for you! Since you clearly are struggling with connecting with fruits and veggies

Update Focusing on the positive and pressing on. Handmaid- Ofwolf Goal- Drink at least 90oz water daily Walk at least 1mile a day or swim for 30min I downloaded a app but I am not good about remembering to actually log the water I have drank, also dealing with the pups consuming my water. And I cant see in the bottle so I don't know how much they have drank. Thinking about getting this water bottle per @Rinna suggestion <3 https://amzn.to/2BKEQlI Not doing great with this. Wolfie and I have gotten SOME walking and swimming in. It has been hard having Jamison so much, But that is not a good excuse. I need to establish a time each day to get my walking in. I am thinking of getting up with Wolf when he leaves for work and walking around the apartments while the boys sleep. Positive Note I put these up in our bathroom today to help with my self talk- The Cermony - Perfect Timing Goal- Temp Daily and get a good chart going Finish TCOYF I am doing great with temping, although we did not conceive last cycle my chart looked amazing and I did confirm I ovulated! Still working on finishing Taking Charge of Your Fertility. Go everywhere in pairs-Less stress Goal- Make time to connect on the boards Do something for me 3x a week I have been a bit overwhelmed the last week. I read peoples threads then wanna comment but I hate using tapatalk and I have hard time getting time to sit at the computer without getting interrupted 15x I have to do better at this though. I did take a candle lit epsom salt bath this week. Go to your room-Sleep In bed by 9pm Sun-Thur Epic fail on this. We were doing good towards the beginning of the week but then stopped. We did good Sunday and Monday but then failed Tues-Thur. I knew this one was going to be the hardest though. We are nocturnal! I am doing better today then yesterday. One day closer to being able to try again. Hopefully shark week will be done by Sunday. We are having a little family party at the lake for Orin's birthday. For now I am just gonna grin and bare it. Pray for @Wolfpool , he is a innocent bystander. I am not myself these days.

Thanks foxy, I am trying to be easy on myself. But there is always this voice in my head going " It has never taken this long before, and ya'll weren't even trying then. Maybe something is wrong with you now?" I am working on finding ways of silencing that voice and having better self talk. Yeah she is super sick. She may have to have surgery. Her Dad just came and picked J up to get some time with him this weekend. But they are bringing him back Sunday for Orin's birthday and to spend another week with us. That will make it a month! We are loving the extra time with him, but yeah she is not doing well. She was in the ER again last night and went to see a specialist today. Thank you Love, God knows what I need, even if is supersedes what I want, which is to be pregnant like yesterday. But I have been giving it a lot of thought. My body has been through a lot in the last year. It may just need some time. Waiting is so hard, especially as we approach due dates and birthdays for babies we wish were still with us. And seeing a new pregnancy announcement almost daily. I am happy for my friends and family having babies, I am, its just so much harder then it used to be. Thank you for your encouragement. I got pretty mad at God and everything yesterday when Aunt flo showed up. But I am feeling better today. Haha @Mr_Willes has that effect on people! I am one of them! As always Tank your words are very encouraging and uplifting. Ryan and I have both had the questions of "Why not us?" "What are we doing wrong?" But you are right. This does not define us, and its not for us to understand, just believe. I downloaded a app but I'm bad about logging it before I forget. Also the pups (Specifically Declan) have a habit of drinking my water, so then I lose track of how many Oz I have actually drank. No need to clarify EG, but I appreciate it. This are things I need to hear. What did you tell Wolfie? Its the @Wolfpool show so Lord knows you would wanna watch. What was is!?!?! Love you<3

*sigh* I’m still here. We still have Jamison. Going on 3 weeks. Still not pregnant. Cycle 5 of trying started today. I have a lot of emotions. Trying to stay positive and hopeful. It’s hard y’all. We are approaching baby Sammy’s due date September 11th. I thought this was our month. With charting it looked like we timed everything perfectly. My luteal phase was at least 10days. I haven’t missed my vitamins. We are eating way better then we ever have. I have been drinking lots of water (Still not able to track the amount, which is frustrating) I just don’t get it. *Sigh* I’ll post again when I’m not so down. Love y’all[emoji171] Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk

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We had a great weekend! Very chill which is how I like it. We have Jamison for what looks like will be another week. His mom has pneumonia and is on bed rest for the next 3 days. If she doesn't get better they are going to admit her to the hospital. Wolf and I have had to make some adjustments, as it wasn't on the schedule for us to have him this long . However, We are enjoying our extra time with him and would much rather take care of him then risk him getting sick. Jamison's mom has been great about everything. She even sent us a thank you gift yesterday! It was very thoughtful and unexpected. I am trying to keep to my goals even with having J around unexpectedly. The hardest thing is getting walks in with him. But no matter, we adjust and continue on the journey. Even now as sit trying to update and catch up on threads with him in my lap lol Handmaid- Ofwolf Goal- Drink at least 90oz water daily I am having a hard time keeping track of my water. All I drink is water and Kombucha these days. But I usually lose track of how many times I have filled my water bottle up. Anyone know any apps that would help with this? I also have to contend with the wolf pups sneaking drinks. So I am sure i'm not getting as much as I should. If they weren't so stinky cute... Walk at least 1mile a day or swim for 30min  Trying to hit this. Wolf and I walked Thursday night and I had a event Friday night and did a lot of walking and lifting with loading and unloading the car. But that's it. The Cermony - Perfect Timing Temp Daily and get a good chart going My chart is looking good. @Wolfpool is helping a lot with this. He takes my temperature in the morning before he leaves for work. It works perfectly because I am still at resting body temp, and it helps me not forget. Also got positive ovulation test this week! Hoping this is our month Finish TCOYF I have been hopping around in this book a little. Reading the chapters that pertain to our current status of TTC(Trying To Conceive) instead of the TTA(Trying To Avoid) parts. But I would say I am about half way done. Go everywhere in pairs-Less stress Goal- Make time to connect on the boards I am here! Trying to catch up on threads and leave some love! Do something for me 3x a week This has been harder with having J, But I am trying to sit down and relax more then just worry about stuff or what I could be cleaning. Today I picked the movie for me and the boys to watch after lunch while we rested. Its a great anime that has a amazing soundtrack. If you have Netflix I highly recommend it. Go to your room-Sleep In bed by 9pm Sun-Thur I knew this would be the hardest goal. Wolf and I were in bed by 9 on Thursday. Granted we only had J to lay down which is no problem. The kid can go to bed at 730 and be fine. He's mom puts him to bed early usually. We stayed up later for the weekend. Tried to make the bed time last night but it turned into Wolf and I in bed by 930. Which is not terrible, but still, not a pass on this goal. The pups man! They make bedtime take like an hour....ugh...again...if they weren't so cute!

Hello LOVE! Thanks Foxy!! Glad to be back!

Love this.

Haaaay!