Tyburn Lil

Honestly so impressed by your "I've eaten one packet but the weekend is not dead" success! *Sends in a cheering zebra* Good luck with replacing the evil sugar craving beasty when things start sucking. Crossing fingers that you find the right thing first time

Aren't all of the studies of the various fitness trackers in agreement? None of them are 100% accurate, the ones that come close are 'professional athlete' level devices so cost £500 ish, but they are still good for comparing against yourself. I'm going to set myself a rule, not to look at any of your picture posts until after breakfast. They're just too dangerous

Mini 2 - Check check check. In advance. I have no issue with this. Mini 1 - I hope no one minds then that I actually try this this week instead. 50 squats and 50 lunges right? *Leaps to it* Thanks for these

Fabulous!!

*Images of make-up roaming freely across the plains of the sahara* Doing fantastically!

Woot!

I don't know your father, and yup what he did was outrageously rude. However if he's come from a place of losing a lot of weight it may just be that he hasn't really dealt with all of his food issues. Having had disordered eating, there were points where I would happily bite someones head off if I felt they were trying to force something on me. (My mother insists I'm too skinny when I'm actually 2 stone over my ideal weight, and would force feed me if she could.) Not wanting to eat something made by a loved on, just because it's not organic or whole grain strikes me as someone who's tending towards Orthorexia. I'm sure he wouldn't have wanted to upset you so much, it's easy to forget your impact on others when lost in your own head and situation

You're kicking it! So happy that you're doing so well, keep on leading the way. I hadn't heard of coach me before... sorely tempted to start using it. *Sends you a cheering sloth*

Brief holiday: Sadly I didn't get to go to the beach. My unexpected short break from nerd fitness was needed. Day 6 - I stopped concentrating on anything. It just wasn't needed, I wanted to relax, destress a little and get the handles back on the food thing. Overall it turned out a decent day, but 0 brains as I didn't focus Day 7 - Yesterday was a really great day, had my induction at the gym. Total meat head place. Massive tyres to flip outside and daft slogans like "Pain is just weakness leaving your body" Boo-ya! graffitied over the walls, but it actually seems like a nice quiet girly friendly gym during the day. Have to go back again though to chat with a trainer before I start working out I think. All together I managed to eat 8 brains! Win Now I know there's mini challenges going on, but I can't actually find them amongst all the messages, I think the last one was 50 squats and 50 lunges. Going to make this my main goal for today. Well that and catch up on everyones posts. \o/

Heeee. He's just doing what everyone else does, checking his pee-mail, and lor' knows that takes up our attention (When ever one of the girls pees then digs/flicks it up to scent the air after peeing, I always think of that as graffiti as opposed to a polite reply. "That's right beeatchs, I was here!")

I liked this because I giggled at the thought of singing procrastination to death. Then I read the rest of it. Sorry about the dodgy belly, the lack of positive news on the job front and the grinding bureaucracy and snails pace of nhs mental health services. I know they do some good, Viking got his head sorted out by them but I basically got told that they couldn't help me enough and I should go ahead and pay rather than wait. All I feel is that you must be doing fantasically to be holding on in there. Although I get that doesn't actually mean much from the position of looking up from the bottom of whatever hole that life has emotionally sunk you into. Wish I could send you a metaphorical stepladder to help you climb out. Anyway, sorry, I'm waffling bollocks. I'll make a wish really hard at least that the universe hands you some good news tomorrow. So if at least it doesn't rain tomorrow, that was me. *smugnod* Hugs

Much appreciated, thanks. I know tomorrow will be grand. Life goes like a yo-yo right? Up down - up down. Walk the dog. Rock the baby. Around the world. Brain scramble. Split bottom.

Day 4 I kicked ass! Though without Nic Cage or the costumes! I ate well, didn't sleep at all during the day. Papered part of my garden shed/shelter/beach hut thing. I managed to walk 4 miles, consume 8 brains and sign up for a gym again. It's only ten minutes cycle down the road and seems to be small, nice and quiet. Though does mean I'll have to learn how to use free weights. Here's hoping it goes better than last time (my first time in a gym of trying stuff like deadlifts/jerks by myself) where two gentlemen came in after I started then pushed me aside with "do you mind, we're working out here?" Me, walked away meekly and had a little cry. Jerks. Nah yesterday, was an awesome day! Should award myself with a costume What no Nic Cage? Then today sucked. No brains today at all, as the dreaded ED beast caught up with me. My own fault, I over did things yesterday, just chuffed that I wasn't asleep all the day I burnt out and today have been wandering around in a zomb state. Also my fault that I didn't ensure that I had ED safe snacks in the place. Tired brain + extreme lack of energy + daytime sleeping + tail end of shark attack = Sugar craving. Most importantly = lack of brain to stop myself stuffing before it becomes too late. Day 5 = not only 0 brains but ED reset at day 0 Still, girls are like: So life'll pick me up again soon. *fingers crossed*

I hope you don't mind if I drool all over your thread?

For a while there I was stuck in some sort of never ending time loop [next unread topic] [next unread topic] [next unread topic] Stop posting you wonderful group of happy chickens! I need to find a gym! I need to paper the shed! I.. really really need to pee. <3

So many huge zen hugs to you. You're doing fantastically! I

Tablets, why? Who knows. Someone obviously does. Why fish oil. *Shrugs* Also, taking them at particular times of the day? I still don't get that either. You're doing great!

Let us know how you kicked procrastinations bum!

Yeah...remember you're not responsible for how your friend feels when she makes a concious decision to do something she knows she shouldn't. After all I'm sure you wouldn't have made her feel guilty because you decided to join her. If you did then, as adults, you should both sit on the naughty step of mental darkness until lord vader calls. *Finger waggle* Though on a positive note, go you for the workout!

I'm so going to be watching the training stories. It's making me feel guilty and inadequate, and that's not a bad thing So so so impressed that you stopped at one cookie! Superhuman skills +1

*Shivers* Here's hoping summer gets here soon

You're here aren't you? That's a win

Congrats on beating the lurgy *Applauds triumphant boss fight!*

Sending you mahoosive zen hugs. Go for it!