Bouncer_the_Lovable

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  1. And with this talk I realized my scheduled time to write the list when I get home at 1 am... So far for update: +1 Wrote out my day at Noon on Tuesday... Found out the little time I had and how big my list is (and how tired I was). Deep breaths. +2 for Ojibwe - hit it Monday and Tuesday... I need to add more on Quizlet. The hope is get 40% right on the quiz (baby steps) + 0 for Classes... Made it 236 words for group communication... Next two days I will need to put in more homework time Goal for for Practicum: Email a professional that I kind of think is awesome with all the action she has done in St. Paul. (Never met her, so this is new to me). Had a meeting with my energy worker aka "gray haired hippie". I was burnt out when I came to see him, but he left me with a advice that "yup adulting is supposed to be painful, but you are doing better than ever." Had me realize any other time of my life, my depression and anxiety would be sweeping in. Instead I'm trying to still work on goals! Whoot! He also showed me some music that will help me get to sleep sooner (sleep frequencies on youtube). Ended up feeling I had a restful nap after the appointment and be productive this afternoon (as I was drinking my half coffee and half cappociono potion). Now excuse me as I buy another 24 oz to get through the next 7 hours of my day.
  2. Soo... Otherwords Week 0 Helped me relook at my Big Why. So new goals! Bascially what I have been saying as goals, just finally drawn up together and to be put on main page. Main goal! Write down my to do list/scheduled day on a notebook paper. Can be the night before (or 1 am of that day) or at noon during the day. Just get down to pen and paper what I want to get done, and the reality of time. While also am being mindful of what urges I want to do. Side Goals -Study Ojibwe an hour a day. The number 1 class that I will not pass by only studying 1-2 hours a week. I actively need to keep at it. I paid premium for Quizlet (since I suck at pronuncing any new words). Plus I have a recording to listen and respond to that I found makes my less favorite part of my job go by faster. -444 words written on homework. Based on 4thewords, but will count a page of mindmapping notes also. I'm curious if this is possible, but also right now.... -Make a Weekly Practicum Searching Goal (achieve within 2 weeks). I was advised to look up jobs and cold call emails to any agency in the Twin Cities area to make connections and let them know what I offer. While also given job opportunities through my advisor's email. Bigger goal is to have a few job offers by 2021 and pick which one is the best. Proxy wise I'm looking in my own state Minnesota and hopefully in the metro area. Honestly looking for a place with diversity/outside of my bubble to help me learn a bit, since the Twin Cities are doing pretty cool things in inclusivity in Rec and Park area. Look SMART enough? Reward time (haven't had this in a while). Each thing has a goal for "points". Writing a sheet out, reaching 444 words, or hitting a goal (honestly may throw in completed howework assignment for a point). Point equals a $1... Where I can add up to getting the pretty darn holo nailpolish I want. I will get what I want as I go, as this is a shop that has high demand/not enough holo at times. Main goal as I said previsouly- School color holo nail polish (with 1 color being limited edition) and a nail manicure kit that will help me keep up my constantly breaking nails (I have calluses from my janitor job... so I'm intrigued how fast the polish comes off).
  3. Ok slowing down. You are mainly correct. I basically am hoping a schedule can help me be productive on my to do list. While knowing that things will get done without overwhelming myself and going with the flow. I see this tieing in with personal care as it's usually on my list. For if timing my tasks will help, I realized after finally watching the whole series I have been doing it on and off for the last 5 years. Either through work clock or being in a crunch time with life. Where I 'm aware things take longer for me do to slower transition and I take longer to learn/think through things. I had quit my job last June because they were asking tasks completion at a faster rate than I could do. I knew my brain and body couldn't keep up. I work where I work because they know I can complete it with a compromised time table. Idk if that narrows down my big why. A narrower scope would be "I want to finish what I say I will do, while taking care of my self in the process." I have big dreams that take days not hours to complete. I know doing my challenge will be an unneeded stressor, so any idea on what?
  4. For me its bascially right now all my work takes up 90% of my energy. At work I know I have to get over it, and at work I have flexibility of making it work (such as if I need more breaks or change up how I do things). All my managers care for me and see mee as someone with a good work ethic, even though I see all my weaknesses also. At home, working around someone with different levels of energy also. While also I can't be just crabby at home (problem of a home of empaths) keeping up with school work and taking care of myself is a bit difficult. For me my big why, is I noticed scheduling routines end better. However, I am someone that has a hard time do to having to also plan out what I also need around. Such as caffiene, nap time or food. Work I have the routines down. Me taking care of myself, school work and reseraching practicums... Idk how. So my hope is to look for a tool and this "seeing how long things take" is the first step everything I looked up. However, my life I feel like is changing weekly. And in 14 weeks is going to be VERY different. So my hope is to change stuff up. How is it already Monday?? Seriously, I slept all Friday (was just dead). Knew I had to sleep to get to work. Saturday I had to go to a State Park for class. 6 hour day between the commute and 3 hour hike/discussion. I'm the leader of the group and am already falling behind my goals because I was dead after I got home. Sunday had to do museum job, ended up working longer due to needing more breaks... So Monday cranky, had to apologize to my mom more than once and try to get stuff done. Top it off last week my secondary laptop decided to give out on browsers connecting to internet. Even though the laptop says its connected. The computer was my main zoom computer and I have don't really know what happened... .Plus cuts me on my availabilty a bit to figure out how to work in my room when I'm cranky... Boyfriend is looking for new cheap laptop or tablet to help me out. Boyfriend and I are good after a few discussions. I'm having a hard time keeping my feelings to myself around my mother (am forseeing myself to bring my main laptop into my room again...) Just because of me not her. ---- Going to change the main goal to help with school work... Everyday I write 444 words for school work and 1 hour of ojibwe (flash cards & listening exercises). I can put a point toward getting nail polish/nail accessory.
  5. I have an IT guy in my life where he has forever to do this once in awhile.... with the crazy world it's just how it goes. Glad you had a good day off and are still staying pretty consistent with your goals. Hope clearer information can come for the business. Do you do anything special for getting your nails done?
  6. I attempted to make the title uncomfortable as I spent an hour writing a post and lost it.... (my computer wasn't having it). Also I have a bad liking to the word schedule. (Also I've been having issues with managing energy aka mana. - hence tile) Last challenge I only did the last half while starting up NF coaching. Coaching has helped by me being able to drop my worries on my fitness and weight loss. Nows to focus more on getting through my daily list. Between here and coaching I realized that I need more tools with scheduling to keep routines. And to help get mr through the next 14 weeks of school and get a practicum aligned up. Challenge made as of Sept. 15, 2020 (Wk 1) Main goal! Write down my to do list/scheduled day on a notebook paper. Can be the night before (or 1 am of that day) or at noon during the day. Just get down to pen and paper what I want to get done, and the reality of time. While also am being mindful of what urges I want to do. Side Goals -Study Ojibwe an hour a day. The number 1 class that I will not pass by only studying 1-2 hours a week. I actively need to keep at it. I paid premium for Quizlet (since I suck at pronuncing any new words). Plus I have a recording to listen and respond to that I found makes my less favorite part of my job go by faster. -444 words written on homework. Based on 4thewords, but will count a page of mindmapping notes also. I'm curious if this is possible, but also right now.... -Make a Weekly Practicum Searching Goal (achieve within 2 weeks). I was advised to look up jobs and cold call emails to any agency in the Twin Cities area to make connections and let them know what I offer. While also given job opportunities through my advisor's email. Bigger goal is to have a few job offers by 2021 and pick which one is the best. Proxy wise I'm looking in my own state Minnesota and hopefully in the metro area. Honestly looking for a place with diversity/outside of my bubble to help me learn a bit, since the Twin Cities are doing pretty cool things in inclusivity in Rec and Park area. Look SMART enough? Reward time (haven't had this in a while). ---- (previous challenge made on Week 0)