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DAY 9 Made it into the gym today for 30mins on the bike, 30mins on the elliptical, and a 1 mile run just to see how the foot is feeling. I'm probably only at 60% right now, but it does seem that walking/the elliptical are ok in short bursts which is great news as those are both far more applicable to ultra running than the bike is. Plus, my butt is still way sore from my ride on Saturday. Tomorrow I guess I'll go to the gym... again, yay. Or maybe I'll just ride my actual bike tomorrow, I find I really really hate doing cardio in the gym, it just seems so dumb when it's nice outside. Right now I'll plan on bringing all my workout stuff to my trip this week and try to be as active as possible, even if that means getting on the elliptical or stationary bike for hours on end.

BLEGH DAY 8 - I'm basically still not doing much of anything..... AND IT"S DRIVING ME CRAZY! Well, Saturday I rode my bike for an hour, Sunday I went for a mile run and my foot started to hurt, so I just bailed, knowing that pushing on wouldn't really help the situation. Then Sunday night I went rock climbing and felt way better than I did before. I really just need an outlet to burn off some energy. When you go from training 15+ hrs a week to under three it can be a little crazy making. I also reached out to some runners on a local forum and asked about what I should be doing, and their advice was to train in a way that doesn't aggravate your injury, and just view this as a really really long taper. So today I'm resting, and then tomorrow I'll hop on the bike and try and mimic the run workout I would have done, and just go for an approximate time instead of distance (obviously 9 miles riding is far easier than 9 miles running). In addition to training I can start working on prep for race day. Next week I get paid and I'll need to order the nutrition that I plan to use on race day and build out my drop bags. I also need to tighten up my nutrition a little bit as I go through the next few weeks. Which will intail: - Still no dairy - Minimize alcohol - remove extra sugar from my diet (aka no more desserts until post-race) I think you're right on the money. I'm a little annoyed about missing running, but I'm willing to do whatever it takes to get to the starting line healthy and ready to run. It's just makes me a little scared and the idea of "trust your training" feels like it's going out the window.

DAY 5 Still not running. Still trying to eat moderately well. And still feeling like I'm turning into a lump of play-doh just sitting around all the time. This kinda blows. Today I noticed that even walking briskly across the parking lot caused my foot to flare up a little bit, which of course totally freaked me out. I just can't believe I would have put all this time and effort into something just to have it all blow up a month before the race. I'm supposed to be running 30 miles tomorrow, and instead of doing that I'll be cleaning the house and going on a bike ride. The two biggest training weeks of my season and I'm sitting on my increasingly fat ass. Fuck, I'm so mad right now.

DAY 4! Still no running, but I did see a doctor, and talked to my coach about what I should be doing. But basically it comes down to I don't have a stress fracture, and the bones in my foot look normal (yay!). I've strained some of the ligaments in my foot and they need some time to calm down and relax. So for the next few days I'm off of running, icing several times a day, wearing a stiff shoe, and taping my foot, and taking Aleve 2x daily to help relieve inflammation in my foot. I'm throwing everything I can at this stupid pain. Then in a few days I'll go for a trial run and see where we are. But at least I can cross train (aka riding my bike a lot). Maybe I'll go on an adventure ride on Saturday. Then I need to reintroduce running slowly. The good news is that the ligaments in your foot rarely tear all the way, so if this issue flares up again during my race I'll be able to push through and finish without having to worry about long-term damage. This whole thing really blows and I'm going to miss my long run this weekend. I'm already so bored and frustrated it sucks. But I know that going into a race a little under-trained is far better than going into a race injured. As for food I'm doing well at the no drinking and no dairy. I heard from her yesterday on the way to my doctor. So now the plan is to chill through the weekend and then try getting back to running Monday.

DAY 3 No run training today, the foot is still too sore to run on or walk on without some discomfort. Besides I'm just supposed to be doing some cross training for 90 mins today, but I went climbing yesterday and then did core and upper body today, so I'm calling it good. Not sure what is going to happen tomorrow, I'm supposed to do 9 miles followed by quarter mile repeats, but I just can't really see getting past three miles without having foot pain. Maybe I'll get on the bike or the elliptical or something. Uhg, sounds boring. We'll just have to see what tomorrow brings. Given how little time I have for this to heal I'm considering trying to get into a doctor in the next few days.

DAY 2 Yesterday I expressed concern to my coach about my speed and being afraid of not meeting the race cut-off times, and so we're re-formatting the last few weeks of my training to focus on speed and leg turn over. This is pretty easy to do since the race is a relatively flat one, so I'll be dropping the hill session in favor of another speed session. The plan for today was to run six miles pushing the pace a little, and then run the last mile as hard as possible. I say plan instead of workout because what actually happened was that my foot was still a little sore from my marathon on Saturday, but felt fine to walk and run on. However, as I reached the half way turn around it was really starting to hurt, and by the five mile mark I was reduced to a walk. Suck! (as Steve would say). So now I've sent an email to my coach asking about what I should do going forward, and I'm seeing if I can get into a podiatrist this week. This seems like possibly the worst time to get an injury as I won't have the time to recover and build back up. I'm not really sure what this means for the next few weeks before I begin to taper. I'm not sure I really have much of a running history to speak of. I've played sports since I was a kid, and so running was always a part of training for that, but I never ran more than 9-15 miles each week. Then after college I got into triathlons and obstacle racing, but never ran anything more than a half marathon until last year when I ran my first ultra (a 50k in May 2015). So now I'm running 4ish days a week, and I walk a lot as well. Trail and ultra running always appealed to me ever since I heard of it, and since I've always been into hiking and backpacking in some ways it's a really obvious extension of that.

Holyshitholyshitholyshitholyshit! In just over a month I'll be toeing the line at the American River 50 miler. It's my longest distance race to date (by about 20 miles) and I'm both excited and terrified. Mostly excited for the challenge, getting to spend a beautiful day out on the trails, and the opportunity to really push myself. Terrified that I won't finish. When I boil everything down that's where my biggest fear sits, that I'll be too slow and won't be able to finish. I know it's going to hurt, I know that it will be hard, and I know there will be points where I'll wonder what the fuck I'm doing out there. That's all part of ultra running. However, my only fear is that I won't get the chance to cross the finish line. And after all the work I've put in that would be completely crushing. For this race I really only have one goal, and that is to finish. Sure, there are time goals, pace goals that have been knocking around my head. But when it all boils down I just want to finish under the cut off. So the plan is to check in here for the next 33 days up through April 1st which is the day I drive up for my race. I want to hold myself strictly accountable to my training, nutrition, and taper, in order to give myself the best chance of crossing that finish line. Deep breath, here we go. GENERAL GOALS (it's really more like a best practices list): - Foam roll 5x weekly - Myrtl Routine and Iliac Crest rehab protocol 5x Weekly - Address and deal with any minor injuries and pains immediately. WEEK 1: Feb 29 - Mar 6 - Mileage: 50 - Long Run 25mi (or more) - One speed session, one long run, one hills, one recovery run - Remainder of days spend walking to boost mileage - Cut out alcohol and dairy from diet. - Test out race-day wardrobe and nutrition on long run, make necessary adjustments - Research race rules about using poles Day 1 Today I spent the morning stretching and doing my hip rehab and the Myrtl routine. I then threw on some push ups and pull ups as I was feeling pretty good. My foot is still a little painful from my marathon on Saturday, so I wanted to give it an extra day to rest before getting back into running tomorrow (likely). Now is not the time to aggravate a small issue into an injury, so I'm being cautious and I'll speak with my coach later today. I have my breakfasts and lunches packed for the week as well. I'm really going to focus this month on cutting out things that won't help me train. For this first week it's going to be dairy and alcohol since I know both of those things don't help me perform at my best. Next week I'll look further to see where my diet could improve. Now is also the time to start really getting on top of hydration.

Thanks! That's a good way to look at it, as opposed to being worried that I'm blowing my training. I only have four more weekends (including the marathon this weekend) before I taper, so I guess I'm getting a little nervous.

Why did I just discover how great walking is! I've been boosting my mileage this week with walks and really loving it so far. And I'm back on track with my eating after being too busy at work yesterday to eat lunch I made it to the store before my class and so I at least have some basic food to get through the remainder of the week. I'd say where I'm really falling short right now is in strength training, but since I have a race this weekend I'm going to just pass and then develop a body weight routine (to implement next week) that is more geared towards maintenance leading into my race rather than strength gains. I'm a little over a month from my A race, so I don't want to bother working on strength that is non-running specific. I think form drills and correcting imbalances will be a better use of my remaining training weeks. So far week four has been: Monday: 2 miles "hard" I ran and walked and generally felt exhausted Tuesday: 5 miles at a comfortable pace in the morning. Rock climbing at night. Wednesday: 3 miles brisk walk. Great recovery session. Outside of packing lunches I'm generally starting to eat better after my vacation. I have my first months measurements that I'll do Friday morning (although I'm not really expecting much progress I want to keep the habit up). This link is the one I've been following almost daily (I kind of break it up and try and do some parts throughout the day when I have a chance): http://www.sw.org/HealthLibrary?page=Apophysitis,%20Iliac,%20with%20Rehab-SportsMed I think it's really helpful and it's making me realize that my core is pretty weak. And this one is good for general hip strength and mobility, again I'll do random bits throughout the day, but try and get at least a few moves in before my run or walk in the morning. http://www.njsportsmed.com/files/myrtl_routine.pdf Ultimately what I think I'm learning is that my hips and core a weak, so that when I'm running and pushing off my left foot, my right hip is collapsing and causing strain on the outside of my left hip. It's sort of hard to explain, but standing on one foot and moving your hip around helped me isolate the movement that is causing the pain. But so far I'd say that the training is helping, as well as icing after every run or walk.

Week 3 wrap up. Mileage - NOPE! Too cold and then too sick to run much. Probably only got in 10miles over the whole week Food Choices - NOPE! Gosh this was a wake up call, eating the way my family does left me feeling pretty crappy. I'm ready for more veggies in my life! All the little things - YES! I've been following a rehab protocol for Illiac Crest pain and the Myrtl method for general core and glute strength. Packing lunch - Irrelevant since not at work, but didn't spend hardly any money on food, so that was nice. Work/personal goals - Kind of irrelevant, although I did do some writing and sent some e-mails while on my train ride. I really want this job, so I'm trying to be productive/available and work extra. So now we're on week 4. Today I'm feeling pretty sleep deprived, still moderately sick, and just a little tired overall (do people have vacations that are actually restful?). I'm hoping I can have a bit of a down day at work, get home at a decent hour so I can climb and then get into bed. I'm also going to break my packing lunch streak I have no food at work, or at home, so regardless I need to buy food. And I'm just feeling too depleted and tired to go without lunch. My goal for this week will be to get in some pretty good workouts and then rest/walk only Thursday and Friday so I can be ready for my marathon on Saturday. Not as well as I would have hoped, I ended up with a cold... actually it felt like I got a cold, got better, and then got another cold. Rather annoying. So I wasn't running as far/as often as I would have really liked. Even my 2 miles today felt really hard and tiring. But hopefully now that I'm home I can get some good food and good sleep over the next few days and we'll be back on track!

Somehow I find myself at the end of week 2 without having checked in at all during the week. Ooops. But to be fair to myself, I've been putting work on the front burner in order to really shine at my job and I'm hoping that it will pay off. I'm getting the vibe that I'm doing well in this trial run, and now it's just going to be about waiting and seeing if they have a position to offer me. So I think it's fair to say that I'm doing really well at my two personal goals, and for that I'm very proud of myself. Well, except for one of my classes that I've been too busy to either attend or do the homework for. But I figure that I should be putting my efforts into the work that could get my the job I want, over the class that could potentially provide me with a portfolio to start applying to get the job I want. Make sense? I'm hoping on a flight tonight to Boston where I'll spend Friday before driving up to a cabin in NH for two days. Then down to CT on Monday for four days, and then over to CO for two days, and then back to Los Angeles next week. So I'm going to do my week 2 wrap up today and then talk briefly about augmented goals for the upcoming week. As for fitness goals I've been doing as well as I can, and when it's all said and done I think that is something I can be happy with. Goal # 1: Increase weekly mileage. Run 4 days weekly. Monday I walked 2 miles, Tuesday I had a kick ass hill run of seven miles, Wednesday I worked 18hrs and only managed a 20min walk so let's call that one mile even though it was probably a little more than a mile, and today (Thursday) I did a three mile run that was supposed to be a speed session but really was more run/walk because I'm so incredibly tired. To date I'm at 13 miles. Yikes! Not sure I'll meet this goal again with travel I'm going to have to break up my long run this weekend into two equal days. It's supposed to be very very cold in NH so I'll need to adjust. Goal # 2: Pack Lunch and Breakfast every work-day during February. Doing well here. It's easy when I make my breakfasts and lunches on Sundays because it's so much easier to pick up my tupperware in the morning than try and figure out a lunch plan mid-day. This has been especially valuable as I've been so busy at work that I haven't had much time to even go outside during the day. I think I'm going to continue this down the line, maybe not as a challenge, but as a habit that makes it easier to save money and eat well Goal # 3: Strength train twice weekly. Ooops, not doing terribly well here. I did one solid day, and then today I was so fried from the work week that I barely did some core work and phoned it in. I'm pretty sleep deprived and fighting a cold and I just had no energy after my run. But I'll be climbing tonight so at least that's something. Goal # 4: All the little things! I've actually been doing well at this! Yes, this surprised me! I typically blow this off, but now I'll just plop down on the floor to foam roll or do core work while my boyfriend watches TV. My knee pain is decreasing and my hip pain is easing up a little too. Goal # 5: Dinner time is winner time. I've recruited my boyfriend and told him to rules I've set for myself for what I want to be eating around dinner time. So far I'm down 1/2 pound in the last week which is a really sustainable weight loss goal while I'm training. Very happy with how this is going. All in all I'm pretty happy! So for this weekend and next week while I'm in much colder climes and trying to fit in training around family and travel I'll plan to do the following. - Eat as well as I would at home, practice saying no to treat foods and stick to my one "off-plan" meal each week. - Run more often, but less distance, hopefully this will compensate for milage and prevent me from freezing to death. - On days I don't run be as active as possible. - Keep up with nightly stretching and core work.

Oh man, just looking at my list of goals seems overwhelming right now. Let's do a week 1 wrap up and we'll see where I can improve this week. Goal 1 - Increase milage. Week 1 - NOPE! I don't really have a good excuse for this one other than we went to my boyfriends holiday party on Saturday and on Sunday my legs were tired and I was burnt out from the week so I just lazed around, went climbing, and then went into office for a few hours later in the day. This week I'm swapping the elliptical for walking with the idea that it's more of a transferable skill to ultras, and it will help boost my weekly mileage. Goal 2 - Pack breakfast and lunch. Whew, last week really tested my resolve to eat left overs, but I'm happy to report I made it through! This week I've already packed my lunches and breakfasts for the week so that's taken care of. Goal 3 - Strength train twice weekly. - NOPE! Knee pain and fear of injury kept me from the weights. This week I'll be back in the gym starting tomorrow now that I know I'm not getting injured, I just need to remain diligent with the foam roller. Goal 4 - All the little things! Doing better than I feared! I've been doing a little in the morning and evening and while 10mins doesn't seem like a lot, I'm hoping lots of little sessions will add up. This week I want to keep with this trend. Goal 5 - Dinner time is winner time! This has been a bit of a struggle still. Holiday party food is no good, and one night for dinner I basically ate pop-chips and bean dip which killed my stomach. This week I want to make better choices ahead of time, and remind myself that if I delay dinner a few hours I will not starve, but I will be much happier with myself. Goal 6 - Personal - No skipping! Went to both classes next week. Booyah! This week I plan to do the same. Goal 7 - Personal - Be really nice to everybody. Last week I did far better than I expected and didn't allow myself any RBF (resting bitch face). This week I plan to do the same, as well as making an effort to ask questions that prompt people to talk more about themselves. Week 1 Grade: B+ So I'm doing pretty well, but when it comes to running could definitely be doing better. This upcoming week should be much the same as last week, except Thursday night I'm flying to Boston and I'll be traveling the east coast to ski and visit family/friends for more than a week. I might need to split my long run into two more equal length days to avoid freezing to death in the New Hampshire mountains. Oh man, it's torture for me too, but it's definitely been helping. I still dread doing it though.

Oh man I love the fan! Those things are so necessary when it comes to making a treadmill a good experience. I also like your goals a lot, and the flexibility to accommodate your schedule on and off the boat is really nice. And the life-goals you have really resonated with me, I too am working towards being outwardly more social, and saving money, or in my case paying off college debt. I'd be interested to hear a review of the finance book you pick up.

Alright, super fast check in here! I'm allowing myself 10 minutes after I just finished eating to do an update. Tuesday - Good things: Ran 5 miles of speed session, stretched at home after the run, ate packed meals except for an apple I bought, went to class and loved it! And went out of my way to be helpful at work which also meant doing some work at home before bed. Things to improve: had a beer when I got home, didn't foam roll, still haven't shopped or meal prepped after travel so I'm seriously running out of food. Wednesday - Good things: Didn't hit the snooze button at all! Great foam roll session, did my glute and core work, and 45mins as cross training on the elliptical, lots to do at work but I'm trying to smile more, be eager, and be super efficient. Bad things: as of dinner I will be out of food! Need to shop tonight after class, ugh. Didn't do 5x5 because my knee was bugging me so I prioritized foam rolling and form exercises and feel way better now. Aaaaand that's about it! I feel like if I can just hold everything together a little while longer things will suddenly get much easier. I'm trying to not think about everything I have to do, and instead just work on moving from one task to the next with purpose. I know I'm going to be a little low on sleep, so I'm going to try and be really good about no screens in bed and no TV during the week period. Quality over quantity. I also learned that my IT bands are really tight and if I don't foam roll often then my right knee and left hip can really ache. The good news is this is something that's totally in my control and not an injury. Thanks so much! Also, your user name is amazing!

This post really has nothing to do with swimming as the title might suggest. Instead the next month will be about keeping some good habits I formed last month, working on some weak areas I observed, and generally trying not to get overwhelmed by my work and training load(s). I only have two months until I toe the line at American River 50 Mile and to be honest, I'm freaking out! The next six weeks will be the most important training block, but will also overlap with two separate week-long trips, trying out a new position at work, and taking two night classes. Whew! Things are moving, but they seem to all be coming to a head at the same time. As a result I'll likely have more than four standard goals. FITNESS & HEALTH GOALS - Goal # 1: Increase weekly mileage. Run 4 days weekly. Right now I'm comfortably running close to 35 miles each week. Over the next six weeks I'm going to add 10% mileage increase each week until I'm running 50 mile weeks in March. The breakdown will look like this. Week 1 - 37 Week 2 - 40 Week 3 - 44 Week 4 - 48 Week 5 - 53 Week 6 - 55 Goal # 2: Pack Lunch and Breakfast every work-day during February. This was a great success last month, and definitely saved me some money that can instead go to paying down debt and saving for travel later in the year. Goal # 3: Strength train twice weekly. Again, this was part of my last challenge, and I think it's valuable to being a good ultra-runner and important for overall fitness. I'll be following stronglifts 5x5 which I enjoy, is a simple program, and produces results. Goal # 4: All the little things! I have a really hard time remembering to foam roll, do hip and glute strengthening, basically all the little things that help me not get injured. The goal for this challenge will be to develop a 20 minute session that I can do most week-nights before bed that will help me to get rid of some nagging pains and be a more resilient runner. Goal # 5: Dinner time is winner time. Last challenge I noticed that my eating habits really deteriorate around dinner and the weekends when things are less structured. This challenge I'm going to focus on no grains, dairy, or sugar around dinners. And on the weekends I'm going to allow myself only one "off plan" meal. I'd love to get to my race 5-10lbs down from where I currently am and I know this will help. PERSONAL GOALS - Goal # 6: No skipping! I will now blow off class unless I'm traveling, I will not blow off my homework, period. Goal # 7: Try really really really hard at work, and be really really really nice to everybody. I'm being given a trial run at work for the position I want to move in to and I really want to impress everybody and show that I can hold my own and deserve the job. This challenge will be about knocking it out of the park when it comes to work. In addition to that I know one of the biggest things holding me back is how I present myself and how I work with others. My review from this year was stellar aside from that so it really is the only thing holding me back. I need to revive the old version of me who taught snowboarding, could take crap all day from dumb clients and do so with a smile on her face and the air that made everybody think they were having the best time ever. This challenge looks like a lot, and it is. But there is a season for all things, and this is the season for simplifying life outside of a few key areas, working really hard, and embracing the challenge. Come April I'll have more time on my hands to relax and decompress.

Woohoo first challenge of 2016 is in the books. Below is a quick wrap up of how I did and areas that I'll want to be focusing on next challenge. Goal # 1 - Run 4x each week How I did: B. I'd say I consistently made it three days a week, and only some weeks made it four. What I'll do next: With two months until my 50 miler, and two marathons in that time it's really important to get my mileage up. Next challenge I resolve to run four days each week, and if for some reason I cannot run that day I must walk for a similar amount of time. Goal # 2 - Cross Train 6x each week How I did: B+. I hit most of these workouts, especially early in the challenge. As my race came up I slid a little on these intentionally, but didn't abandon them completely. What I'll do next: I think I'll keep this challenge much the same, and emphasize recovery on my cardio cross training and not make them into another workout session. Goal # 3 - Make that diet sparkle! How I did: A-. I packed all my lunches and breakfasts for the month! Which kept me at a solid caloric goal, and saved me some serious cash. I only slipped up on alcohol twice in addition to my planned consumption the day after my race. What I'll do next: I want to keep the lunch and breakfast packing challenge for next go around, and I'll work on keeping alcohol to once a week even if I don't specifically include it in a challenge. I also realized that dinner and after dinner cravings for dessert are where I'm really struggling nutritionally. For next challenge I'll include something to keep night time and weekend eating in check with the goal of losing 5-10lbs before my race in April. Goal # 4 - Personal Goal - Complete Spec Ad work and update website to send to talent manager at company How I did: A+. I finished this goal early, was proud of the work I produced, and now I'm being given a trial run at this new position for the next two weeks! In addition to that I also signed up for two classes that will help me get my career moving in the direction that I wanted, and have almost finished some of the design and website work I'm doing for my department. Overall this goal was a massive success! What I'll do next: I'll probably incorporate a goal about getting my homework done early into the next challenge, or rewards for not skipping any classes. we'll see. So then overall it was a pretty successful challenge I'd say. For the next challenge I'd like to target a bit of fat loss, so today before this challenge is even over I got up and took a new set of measurements that I'll use as comparison at the end of February. I'm opting to just take measurements this time around and see how that works for me. For some reason I find stepping on the scale or taking progress pictures stressful and annoying, so I'm going to just do what I feel like it a reasonable measurement process and ditch the rest. I'm off to Vancouver this weekend for a ski trip, but I'll be back next Tuesday ready to kick some more challenge butt!

First 50k of the year is in the books! I had a super amazing day on the trails and stuck to my race plan. I had two goals going into this race, and I'm really proud to say that I stuck to both of them, and was rewarded for my efforts. The first goal was to not push the pace, I knew I'd have to get back into training less than a week after this race, so it was key to keep the effort mellow. For the first half of the race I kept the pace at what I call " all day pace." This is, as you might assume, an effort level that I feel I could maintain all day. So if this meant walking I walked, if it meant running I ran, and generally didn't worry about being passed or passing people until the last five miles of the race. Using this strategy and keeping my effort low I sailed through the 20th mile mark feeling pretty good. Made it through 25 feeling pretty ok, and then sort of slogged home for the lat five miles, but managed to pass six other runners in that time! My second goal was to eat more during the race and try and survive off the aid stations as much as possible. I don't want to show up for my 50 miler in April afraid of eating off the aid station table. My goal is to eat really well during my everyday life, and then during my race I want to be a human garbage truck consuming any and everything I can. This race I ate a lot of salted potatoes and potato chips, M&M's, coke, and some fruit. I supplemented the aid food with GU and Clif chews and kept one bottle of gatorade and one bottle of water on me. I felt amazing during 80% of the race and only had one section of nausea around mile 22. I also think I should have stopped and eaten something at mile 27 to help me finish stronger. Overall I'd say this race/training run was a total success, and I'm feeling more confident about my first 50 miler coming up in April, especially knowing I have two more months to train. At the end of the day I walked away with a 30+ minute PR and was 40 seconds away from breaking 8 hours. So this week is going to be a bit different from the rest of this challenge. Namely that I'll be abstaining from running until Thursday, and will only be climbing and doing some light cardio cross training starting tomorrow. However, packing breakfasts and lunches has been going well and will continue this week. I'll also be going back to removing most alcohol. I drank a few drinks the last few days, and can definitely tell the effect it's having on my mood. For some reason when I drink more than one day in a row it really puts me in a bit of a grumpy and unmotivated mood the next day. So starting tonight again I'm cutting back on alcohol. Generally I feel really good about this challenge, and ready to have a weekend off before jumping into the next challenge.

I got my portfolio submitted to the talent manager at my work! So that goal is completed and done Now all there is to do is wait. This week was a very intentionally very mellow, only one strength session, and only one climb so far. I'm trying to rest up a little bit for my 50k on Sunday. I'm both excited to run a long race this weekend, but I'm also nervous. It always seems like the few days before a race a few little pains show up and I can't tell if I'm just tired or actually getting sick, and I'm pretty sure most of it's in my head, but it's always enough to make me a little cautious. Oh and I'm still doing really solid on the no drinking front! The first week was hardest but now I've settled back into my pattern of drinking infrequently. But I will be having a few drinks after my race on Sunday! Woo!

Hey kids! Not much time to post, but week 2 ended well, got three runs in (including my sunday recovery run) and did 20miles on Saturday. This week I'm feeling pretty beat up and tired so I'm taking it a little easy, knowing I have a 50K on Sunday. I'm soooooo close to getting my website up and finalized! Two more things to draft and I'll be done this is really good because class starts tonight.

Whew, the start of this challenge/year has been one hectic ride, and it doesn't look like it's going to get easier any time soon. I've been putting in 10-12hr days at work, and just got my first homework assignment for class, despite the fact that it doesn't start for almost a week. I'm not doing terribly well at remembering what is happening on what days, so here is what I know so far: - Pack all my lunches and breakfasts for the week - Check - Strength workouts 2 of 2 - check (deadlifts are at 135lbs for five reps!) - Cross training 2 of 2 - check - Speed session - check - No alcohol this week - check Things I still need to do: 2x rock climbing (one tonight - hopefully, one this weekend - definitely) Hill repeats - probably not going to happen this week due to extra day off when I was sick. But I tried to simulate hills on the elliptical today. Not sure how much crossover there is there, but at least I worked really hard. Personal goal: I've drafted three of the four spec ads I can draft myself, and I'm having an illustrator friend of mine in NY draft up my illustrated ads that I'll finish coloring later myself. With the day off on Monday (MLK) I'll use the time to pull photos from my old blog and load them onto my new site, and finish coloring and comping the three other ads that my friend is helping me with. I'm actually going to get my site up and running by early next week! This has been an really tough challenge for me so far, but I'm about 90% perfect so far, let's see if I can get 100% the next two weeks. I'm going to be really excited to sleep in on Friday.

Mondays and PMS man.... not a great combo. I ate way too much ice cream last night, which I didn't really need to do. But I wanted to... and it was delicious. It also made me realize that I'm really solid when it comes to breakfast and lunch choices (typically because I pack them all Sunday), but that dinner and dessert (which I should be eating less frequently) are probably my biggest dietary downfall. I'm not really in a place where I can deal with another challenge right now, so for the time being I'll work on being mindful of what I eat in the evenings and make that another challenge next round. It seems I'm also stuck in sick-or-not limbo so I opted to skip my five mile speed session this morning and just go climbing after work with the boyfriend. Historically I make the wrong choice when it comes to training while sick, and last year that resulted in a simple cold turning into having bronchitis for six weeks. So this time around I'm playing it safe and I'm just going to take it easier until I know I'm not coming down with something. Plus, the first day of my period is usually a really terrible training day, so I'm not going to sweat it. Overall (could be the hormones) I'm feeling a little less enthusiastic this week about well, everything. Work seems to be grinding on me in a way it normally doesn't, and having to pretend to be enthusiastic about the new photo/AD guy with my dream job is getting old fast. Now I'm getting asked to place and pick up lunch orders which I really resent but feel like I'd be a jackass to say no. Besides performance reviews are coming up and I really don't need to piss anybody off right now. Our new producer is a bit intense and a work-aholic, combined with my manager who also has those tendencies (to the point where it almost ruined his marriage last year) and I'm starting to think that I don't like where this department is heading. But, silver lining to every stupid f--king cloud.... I'm now 100% certain that I'm ready to move on from this job and this company if need be. I just hope that I can find a new position in the next few months.

Woah, you live on a boat, and you might move to Seattle (my dream city one day)... I don't know you, but I think I like you!

Woo triathlon! That's how I got into endurance sports, but I think like you I went a little crazy did a half ironman and then kinda dwindled off, now I do a sprint tri at most once a year. Eeps. Good call putting the swim on hold, and I think it's rad that you guys get together to bike! Seriously, now that I'm older I'm super glad my parents got me into fitness young.

Hey Kefka! Yeah reading challenges! I love reading... to the exclusion of almost all other media. What is on your reading list for this challenge? And I feel you about the coffee, I really need to cut back a bit too... too bad it's so tasty. Excited to see where your challenge goes!

Week 2 - Monday Ok, let me just tell you that I was crazy sore from my long run on Saturday, and probably being too lazy on Sunday, and boy oh boy did I really want to bail on the gym this morning. But I eventually convinced myself that I would just get my 5x5 session in and call it good. However, by the time I was there and done with my strength session I felt good enough to get in 30 mins on the elliptical and some quick core and stretching in. Yay And now I feel far better and less sore than I would have otherwise. Win! 1 of 2 strength - Check! 1 of 2 cross train - Check! Breakfast and lunch packed for today. I feel like I'm off to a good start for week 2! Mini challenge this week: ENGAGE! Community only works if everybody is in it together. This week I want to start following some challenges of other scouts and start offering support where I can. If I have time to mindlessly scroll through facebook or imgur, I can read some challenges from some awesome people.