Ayancia

My intro can be found in the intro section but I need the help of some rebels. I just lost my job due to some health issues that seem to be worsening no matter what I do. It was a good deal job with good benefits, but no matter how hard I tried I couldn't do it due to pain and anxiety. If you have some ideas, some suggestions, kind words, or resources if appreciate it. I have fibro and I'm doing my best to keep myself healthy but the swelling, pain, and migraines have become debilitating. Thanks for reading. Sent from my Nexus 6P using Tapatalk

So much of my awakening was even before that. I lived in a passive aggressive household that was abusive when I was younger, so I had to learn to see the world again as well. Sent from my Nexus 6P using Tapatalk

Thanks if you need any help you know where to find me. I'm currently in the process of writing a book. Really excited to meet people here. Sent from my Nexus 6P using Tapatalk

I'm so excited that this is a thing! I'm looking into quite a few languages including conlangs. I'll be in touch! Sent from my Nexus 6P using Tapatalk

I'm totally down! Right now my username is chickennotwifel, and I'm looking for people interested in eso too, but I also have destiny, far cry, ect. Definitely hit me up! Sent from my Nexus 6P using Tapatalk

Mischief, I'm not the person you asked but I found habit rpg to be a really cool way to keep track of the things you want to do, and there's real consequences of you don't do them. Overall it helped me a lot because if I didn't do the dishes I could have lost my gear and a level. Sent from my Nexus 6P using Tapatalk

Just wanted to say hey! And also, I noticed that you're working on drinking more tea instead of soda. That's a hurtle I just recently jumped, and while I can't always say no to root beer ( my precious) I've learned that herbal teas can work wonders, and honey can always be your friend. A little bit of honey can make a huge difference. Also, loose leaf tea is another world of delicious entirely! Anywho, Welcome. May the odds be ever in your favor.

Thanks! I've always related to elves, but it wasn't until I played 4th ed Dnd that I really got to know the drow. It seemed like a good color palate to start my story with as it really mirrors my childhood growing up sadly. Luckily though, I'm starting to adapt.

Hey! I'm a newbie too, and already intimidated because you're a million steps ahead of me. cin vhetin. I look forward to growing with you.

I'm told this is where I start, so here goes. I'm a drow. I grew up in the passive agressive, down and dirty, cut throat world. I learned quite a few skills there, but what I learned most of all is that I hated it. I hated the politics. I hated the backstabbing. Not to mention, I HATE lies and secrets. This dark society just wasn't for me. Problem. I had troubles with sunlight. Migraines, illness, dizziness, pain. This was the first wave of a whole slew of problems. Did you know that if you try to communicate with a surface dweller using nothing but sarcasm and passive aggression, that they don't react the way they should? I've met many races, and many different rebels and adventurers, npc's and more. I've found that very few understand the headspace of those of us from the darkness underneath. Huh. I commited myself to learning about this surface world and how it works. Once I got past the initial problems with sunlight, the communication barriers, and the change in air quality, I started to see colors. This world had so many colors. So many people. So many places. So much more variety. So here is the...well not the beginning, as my journey began many years ago. This is the beginning of book one. Not book one as in "the first book". This book one is what comes after the hobbit. This is my fellowship of the ring. This is where I start becoming aware and making my own choices. So I'll start with the challenge. I, Ayancia (for now) resolve to start here: I will replace one processed snack every day with something natural. I will eat one vegetable with one meal per day. (At least) I will walk every day, and that's not including my normal transit walking. I will meditate. Every. Day. Something has to help me get used to this surface world. So, if you can see it in your heart to trust and encourage this wayward Drow, it would be much appreciated. (Though don't be surprised if I'm unsure of how to show my appreciations to you surface dwelling creatures.)

I'm told this is where I start, so here goes. I'm a drow. I grew up in the passive agressive, down and dirty, cut throat world. I learned quite a few skills there, but what I learned most of all is that I hated it. I hated the politics. I hated the backstabbing. Not to mention, I HATE lies and secrets. This dark society just wasn't for me. Problem. I had troubles with sunlight. Migraines, illness, dizziness, pain. This was the first wave of a whole slew of problems. Did you know that if you try to communicate with a surface dweller using nothing but sarcasm and passive aggression, that they don't react the way they should? I've met many races, and many different rebels and adventurers, npc's and more. I've found that very few understand the headspace of those of us from the darkness underneath. Huh. I commited myself to learning about this surface world and how it works. Once I got past the initial problems with sunlight, the communication barriers, and the change in air quality, I started to see colors. This world had so many colors. So many people. So many places. So much more variety. So here is the...well not the beginning, as my journey began many years ago. This is the beginning of book one. Not book one as in "the first book". This book one is what comes after the hobbit. This is my fellowship of the ring. This is where I start becoming aware and making my own choices. So I'll start with the challenge. I, Ayancia (for now) resolve to start here: I will replace one processed snack every day with something natural. I will eat one vegetable with one meal per day. (At least) I will walk every day, and that's not including my normal transit walking. I will meditate. Every. Day. Something has to help me get used to this surface world. So, if you can see it in your heart to trust and encourage this wayward Drow, it would be much appreciated. (Though don't be surprised if I'm unsure of how to show my appreciations to you surface dwelling creatures.)