I'm new to this but I'm not new to feeling stuck.
I'm 21 and I'm 208lbs. I don't come from a family of big bones and I'm not tall- I'm a proud 5 ft 5in. So.....there is no excuse- I am fat and I am on a journey to start. I red a few topics and they are lovely but I think its so underrated...'starting' I am emotionally prepared....physically too but somewhere...somehow-I'm stuck.
I buy the gym clothes I organized the youtube videos I even learnt what to eat before and after workout but I just can't seem to do it. And when I do its only like a day. I feel ashamed, I feel disappointed and I feel hopeless. I am not seeking pity- I am seeking relief. I just hope I'm not the only one.
