Around five years ago I tried to do it. Now I have your attention using these facts as a shameless hook, let me continue.
First, don't worry about the suicide. I am now locked up on a psychiatric ward and no longer want to do it.
This post is about fitness.
I won't bore you with my story, TLDR version I yo-yo'd between 325 lbs and 173 lbs, completing a marathon last year at an obese 240 lbs and 5'7" tall. I ran the majority of it, but I did walk parts of the second half.
Now after getting quite fit and strong I blobbied out when I got locked up on this psychiatric ward.
I'm so sick of this cycle I want to be strong like a Spartan but my funds are limited though I'm not completely without cash.
Where do I turn for help? I'm basically clueless just doing what the intro guy at the gym said for months, until I got locked up.
You have no idea what I've been through, how could you, I haven't told you.
It wasn't that bad but it wasn't that easy either. Please help me finally achieve this goal you *truly* cannot begin to understand how tragically grateful I'll be.
