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And finally I am getting around to not really doing another challenge.

 

Plans:

Go to bed early

Get up at 5.

Go gambling and win millions.

 

I had a few good moments last week. 

 

 

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Level 8 : Wizard Blacksmith 

[ STR 6 | DEX 6 | STA 5 | CON 5 | WIS 10 | CHA 4 ]

Jakkals, 2019 nommer 3

 

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Adapt yourself to the things among which your lot has been cast

and love sincerely the fellow creatures with whom destiny has

ordained that you shall live.

-Marcus Aurelius

 

 

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Still alive.

 

Why going to bed early is so difficult I do not know.

 

Good things:  I have emptied bookshelves, and sorted out the books. 

 

Bad things:   I am angry,  all the time. 

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Level 8 : Wizard Blacksmith 

[ STR 6 | DEX 6 | STA 5 | CON 5 | WIS 10 | CHA 4 ]

Jakkals, 2019 nommer 3

 

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Adapt yourself to the things among which your lot has been cast

and love sincerely the fellow creatures with whom destiny has

ordained that you shall live.

-Marcus Aurelius

 

 

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18 hours ago, Jakkals said:

Still alive.

 

Why going to bed early is so difficult I do not know.

 

Good things:  I have emptied bookshelves, and sorted out the books. 

 

Bad things:   I am angry,  all the time. 

Why are you angry?

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Str. 6 Dex. 2 Sta. 1 Con. 12 Wis. 8 Cha. 3

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Motto: Where there is life, there is hope.

Soli Deo Gloria

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5 hours ago, fitnessgurl said:

Why are you angry?

 

One of the side effect I have of depression. It used to be a major problem, went away, and it is back.

 

And as part to make life more interesting, the bank have suspended our overdraft facility. With good reason.

 

I finally got around to finish the repair on my side mirror. It has now been six months that I have been driving around without the mirror, and my guardian angel has saved me multiple times. And no traffic cops have noticed.

 

And there is even a little possibility of a reasonable order in the near future. But I will sustain my excitement until the deposit is paid. 

 

 

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Level 8 : Wizard Blacksmith 

[ STR 6 | DEX 6 | STA 5 | CON 5 | WIS 10 | CHA 4 ]

Jakkals, 2019 nommer 3

 

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Adapt yourself to the things among which your lot has been cast

and love sincerely the fellow creatures with whom destiny has

ordained that you shall live.

-Marcus Aurelius

 

 

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19 minutes ago, Jakkals said:

 

One of the side effect I have of depression. It used to be a major problem, went away, and it is back.

 

And as part to make life more interesting, the bank have suspended our overdraft facility. With good reason.

 

I finally got around to finish the repair on my side mirror. It has now been six months that I have been driving around without the mirror, and my guardian angel has saved me multiple times. And no traffic cops have noticed.

 

And there is even a little possibility of a reasonable order in the near future. But I will sustain my excitement until the deposit is paid. 

 

 

What brought it back? Are you able to find a healthy outlet for your anger?

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L3 Human Ranger/Assassin

Str. 6 Dex. 2 Sta. 1 Con. 12 Wis. 8 Cha. 3

https://www.nerdfitness.com/character/58014

Motto: Where there is life, there is hope.

Soli Deo Gloria

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Jakkals - 

 

I enjoy translating your challenge titles.  Awakes with a start is what came through.  I know the feeling.  Not as badly as a friend, but those are stories for in person.

 

Anger is a part of life.  I have plenty of it as well.  It is okay to be angry.  It is okay to feel.  It took me a long time to accept that, I lost most of my hair not accepting that.  What we do is find ways to constructively let it out.  I'm not good at that.  Learning to transmute hurt into expression is hard.  Please try to do it, I am trying to do it as well.  

 

 - Murphy's Roommate

 

 

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Healthy outlets for anger includes exercise and meditation, both of which I just do not have the energy for.

 

It has been an OK weekend. Fiddled around in the workshop, did not really managed to do anything, went to the bar to watch SA play Argentina, bought some fries, took the dogs for walks, and had a nice Sunday afternoon sleep. 

 

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Level 8 : Wizard Blacksmith 

[ STR 6 | DEX 6 | STA 5 | CON 5 | WIS 10 | CHA 4 ]

Jakkals, 2019 nommer 3

 

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Adapt yourself to the things among which your lot has been cast

and love sincerely the fellow creatures with whom destiny has

ordained that you shall live.

-Marcus Aurelius

 

 

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It has been an eventful sort of week. 

 

Our telephone line got cut due to non-payment. We had three blissful days without internet.

 

I had an outing. Slept at my brother's place in the city, went to a blacksmith's get together, played with fire, spend too much money, went to the farmers market, bought pizza, saw Mission Impossible and had a few nice conversations.

 

I also visited my therapist. The poor woman. We do not discuss money. I haven't even payed her for the last time I saw her eighteen months ago. I feel very guilty. 

 

One of the guys at work were absent all last week. Their baby were stillborn.

 

And another one arrived at work this morning with stitches in his head. He has been stabbed in the back and in the head. 

 

Me? I am fine. I almost feel like a human.

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Level 8 : Wizard Blacksmith 

[ STR 6 | DEX 6 | STA 5 | CON 5 | WIS 10 | CHA 4 ]

Jakkals, 2019 nommer 3

 

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Adapt yourself to the things among which your lot has been cast

and love sincerely the fellow creatures with whom destiny has

ordained that you shall live.

-Marcus Aurelius

 

 

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And another week without internet. This time it was a fault somewhere in the exchange.

 

We had our first rain of the season today. Poor Flappie spend the whole day under the bed, she is very very scared of the thunder.

 

Other than that the week were so-so. Nothing special. I did start to sort out folders on my computer. It was interesting.

 

I also found a copy of Tetris on my computer during this week. I have forgotten how addicted I was.

 

 

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Level 8 : Wizard Blacksmith 

[ STR 6 | DEX 6 | STA 5 | CON 5 | WIS 10 | CHA 4 ]

Jakkals, 2019 nommer 3

 

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Adapt yourself to the things among which your lot has been cast

and love sincerely the fellow creatures with whom destiny has

ordained that you shall live.

-Marcus Aurelius

 

 

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7 hours ago, Sloth the Enduring said:

Hah. I can’t keep a copy of Tetris around.

 

Have you ever played this version?

Level 8 : Wizard Blacksmith 

[ STR 6 | DEX 6 | STA 5 | CON 5 | WIS 10 | CHA 4 ]

Jakkals, 2019 nommer 3

 

Spoiler

 

Adapt yourself to the things among which your lot has been cast

and love sincerely the fellow creatures with whom destiny has

ordained that you shall live.

-Marcus Aurelius

 

 

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