Tobbe Posted December 22, 2018 Report Share Posted December 22, 2018 1 hour ago, Salinger said: I HAVE to get my hair cut. My parents will comment otherwise, because its a big fucking mess at the moment Didn't you cut your hair yourself last time? And IIRC you did a pretty good job of it too! Quote Challenge 19 - Tobbe has Nutrition and Fitness Goals | Challenge 18 - Tobbe is like Jace | Challenge 17 - Tobbe Keeps a Journal | Challenge 16 - Tobbe Builds an E-commerce Site | Challenge 15 - Tobbe and the Journey | Challenge 14 - Tobbe Goes to Sleep | Challenge 13 - Tobbe Kills Zombies | PvP - DailyDare NerdFitness Edition | Challenge 12 - Tobbe tries not to do all the things | Challenge 11 - Tobbe Becomes a Yogi in South East Asia | Challenge 10 - Tobbe Becomes a Yogi | Challenge 9 - Tobbe Gets Productive | PVP - The Last Darebender | Challenge 8 - Tobbe's 100 days of food freedom (part 2) | Challenge 7 - Tobbe's 100 days of food freedom (part 1) | Challenge 6 - Tobbe becomes a Recovery Warrior | Challenge 5 - Tobbe fights the dinosaur | Challenge 4 - Tobbe catches up and pleases his wife | PVP - Rise above the pull-up bar | Challenge 3 - Tobbe eats like a ... | Mini challenge - Students gonna ranger | Challenge 2 - The Necessities | Challenge 1 - Let's get this challenge thing going | The Intuitive Eating Support Group | TODO 2019 PvP | Battle Log (>>) Link to post
Tobbe Posted December 22, 2018 Report Share Posted December 22, 2018 17 hours ago, DaemonCorax said: On another note, quiet exercise like running, walking, biking, whatever, can be very meditative. This is so true! I love a quite walk to let my thoughts wander when I need that. Or to let my thoughts focus on a specific issue, if that's what I need Quote Challenge 19 - Tobbe has Nutrition and Fitness Goals | Challenge 18 - Tobbe is like Jace | Challenge 17 - Tobbe Keeps a Journal | Challenge 16 - Tobbe Builds an E-commerce Site | Challenge 15 - Tobbe and the Journey | Challenge 14 - Tobbe Goes to Sleep | Challenge 13 - Tobbe Kills Zombies | PvP - DailyDare NerdFitness Edition | Challenge 12 - Tobbe tries not to do all the things | Challenge 11 - Tobbe Becomes a Yogi in South East Asia | Challenge 10 - Tobbe Becomes a Yogi | Challenge 9 - Tobbe Gets Productive | PVP - The Last Darebender | Challenge 8 - Tobbe's 100 days of food freedom (part 2) | Challenge 7 - Tobbe's 100 days of food freedom (part 1) | Challenge 6 - Tobbe becomes a Recovery Warrior | Challenge 5 - Tobbe fights the dinosaur | Challenge 4 - Tobbe catches up and pleases his wife | PVP - Rise above the pull-up bar | Challenge 3 - Tobbe eats like a ... | Mini challenge - Students gonna ranger | Challenge 2 - The Necessities | Challenge 1 - Let's get this challenge thing going | The Intuitive Eating Support Group | TODO 2019 PvP | Battle Log (>>) Link to post
Salinger Posted December 22, 2018 Author Report Share Posted December 22, 2018 12 minutes ago, Tobbe said: Didn't you cut your hair yourself last time? And IIRC you did a pretty good job of it too! Thanks! I did! But I need a professional to do it really. I’ll promote my shop like mad and hope I get a sale or two over the weekend!!!!! 11 minutes ago, Tobbe said: This is so true! I love a quite walk to let my thoughts wander when I need that. Or to let my thoughts focus on a specific issue, if that's what I need Yes when I went on that walk last week it was lovely x 1 Quote Link to post
Salinger Posted December 22, 2018 Author Report Share Posted December 22, 2018 4.45pm. Football has ruined Christmas. hahaha i hate it SO much. I hate that it affects me so much too. Bastards. The lot of them. Anyway. Ive wrapped pressies, ive put the fire on, ive done a big clothes wash, and hung them up to dry, ive got a banging headache, probably too much sugar, not enough water. And stress, major stress. Ughhhhh. I looked for some hair styles and i think im going for a bit of a change on Monday. We shall see how stupid im feeling in the morning. im utterly exhausted today BUT im going to try and relax and just enjoy the festive period. Its hard though with my brain being a piece of shit lately. xx Quote Link to post
Salinger Posted December 23, 2018 Author Report Share Posted December 23, 2018 Hey. Christmas eve EVE. not doing much today, watch the football (everton will lose for sure) then pack for tomorrow. Make sure presents fit into my suitcase. Drink loads of tea, MAYBE have a couple of beers whilst watching the football. Tonight, ill give Ste his present, i hope he likes it!!!!! Im a bit anxious about getting home.............ugh. Wish i wasnt. Anyway hope you are all ok xx 1 Quote Link to post
Salinger Posted December 24, 2018 Author Report Share Posted December 24, 2018 Hi, merry christmas eve..... Today, in 3 and a bit hours ill go get my hair cut, and then get the train back to my parents house. Struggling with paying for that as its all i have in my bank, but its necessity. anyway...merry fucking christmas and all that. I still dont know HOW i want my hair. Will decide when i get there i guess. Its bloody cold, im literally wrapped up, sat on the sofa. haha At least at my parents house there will be two woodburner fires lit at all times 1 Quote Link to post
Tobbe Posted December 24, 2018 Report Share Posted December 24, 2018 Merry Christmas Sal 1 Quote Challenge 19 - Tobbe has Nutrition and Fitness Goals | Challenge 18 - Tobbe is like Jace | Challenge 17 - Tobbe Keeps a Journal | Challenge 16 - Tobbe Builds an E-commerce Site | Challenge 15 - Tobbe and the Journey | Challenge 14 - Tobbe Goes to Sleep | Challenge 13 - Tobbe Kills Zombies | PvP - DailyDare NerdFitness Edition | Challenge 12 - Tobbe tries not to do all the things | Challenge 11 - Tobbe Becomes a Yogi in South East Asia | Challenge 10 - Tobbe Becomes a Yogi | Challenge 9 - Tobbe Gets Productive | PVP - The Last Darebender | Challenge 8 - Tobbe's 100 days of food freedom (part 2) | Challenge 7 - Tobbe's 100 days of food freedom (part 1) | Challenge 6 - Tobbe becomes a Recovery Warrior | Challenge 5 - Tobbe fights the dinosaur | Challenge 4 - Tobbe catches up and pleases his wife | PVP - Rise above the pull-up bar | Challenge 3 - Tobbe eats like a ... | Mini challenge - Students gonna ranger | Challenge 2 - The Necessities | Challenge 1 - Let's get this challenge thing going | The Intuitive Eating Support Group | TODO 2019 PvP | Battle Log (>>) Link to post
Rinna Posted December 24, 2018 Report Share Posted December 24, 2018 Merry Christmas, and safe travels. Relax and enjoy family, as much as you can. 2 Quote Level 20 Daywalker Fitbit Rinna joins the Fellowship to Rivendell 318.24/458 Spoiler "The only way to lose is to give up." -Tanktimus the Encourager "You can't beat someone that refuses to give up." -Björn Járnhamar Link to post
Salinger Posted December 25, 2018 Author Report Share Posted December 25, 2018 Thanks guys! merry Christmas everyone have an amazing day with loved ones. xx 2 Quote Link to post
Arkania Posted December 25, 2018 Report Share Posted December 25, 2018 Marry Christmas 1 Quote Battle Log | Epic Quest | Instagram Actual Challenge: Work hard play hard Old Challenges: Lvl 1 Challenge - Arkania chases herself - Arkania's life will be cleared to the base with downshifting - Arkania transforms to Ronja Rövardotter - Arkania is back in black - Arkania goes far and beyond the Ninja Warrior Casting Link to post
TGP Posted December 26, 2018 Report Share Posted December 26, 2018 Merry Christmas hopefully today seems a little better! I know you're up against tough challenges but we believe in you. have you been able to feel a little better the last few days? I saw the post about football. ha. sorry I'm NOT sure I can understand it TOO well. I don't root for sports teams, but I guess them losing is a bit of the downside from the thrill of victory. is it a tiny bit of relief from life, though, that no matter how badly (or well) your sports team does- it doesn't really change your life very much? :curious on this side of the Pond, I've Heard NOTHING about (American) football; this then Prolly means the local team (the Pittsburgh Stealers) isn't doing well and won't be going to the Superbowl. (which is the top game of American football). when THAT happens I just don't end up hearing much. nobody wants to chat on and on (to a non-fan) about a favorite sports team , when they are losing. ofc, If I am WRONG. it might mean Only that I'm too antisocial, don't talk to too many people, and I've missed the excitement. that's possible. . Quote https://rebellion.nerdfitness.com/index.php?/topic/116426-im-awake/ the "NEW" normal is good with me! as Life was Never really Normal anyways.... Link to post
Salinger Posted December 26, 2018 Author Report Share Posted December 26, 2018 Thanks for the well wishes TGP - football hmmm I think it definitely does affect my life. If we win good then I’m happier and focused and if we lose badly I do tend to feel pretty awful for a couple of days !! It’s silly really and I shouldn’t let it affect me as much as it does. but I’ve been going the game since I was young and it’s been drilled into me really from my family. It’s emotional yeah one way or the other!! today we won 5-1 though yay. Its been ok at my parents, I had a wobble yesterday and this morning though. Just feelings of being a failure and not normal. Im very different from my mum dad and sister. My sister fits in much better than I do. Im weird, a feminist, bisexual, mental, artist, I care about refugees, I care about the homeless, I actively get involved in politics, I think women should have equal pay and don’t need a fucking man to be happy... etc anyway i I shouldn’t moan or bitch because I’m lucky they love me... still not sure what I’m doing for New Year’s Eve..... bit panicked as time runs out....?! Hooe everyone is great xx 3 Quote Link to post
TGP Posted December 26, 2018 Report Share Posted December 26, 2018 A great Answer! then. as for your team! congrats!!! you need something to cheer about. I love this.... 34 minutes ago, Salinger said: Im weird, a feminist, bisexual, mental, artist, I care about refugees, I care about the homeless, I actively get involved in politics, I think women should have equal pay and don’t need a fucking man to be happy... etc I love how you share who you are and I love how much you give to other people here on the forums certainly an inspiration! myself. I think I'm just a wannabe hermit. Too antisocial for my own good! NOW, re-reading that a little.... don't get too all upset at my gender! we're not all THAT bad. some of are half polite and pleasant. Here in Pennsylvania (for example), I think we guys are about half toilet trained, and we've almost mastered the art of not belching/farting in polite company. Ha! and anyways more seriously. happiness always comes (when it comes) from within. 1 1 Quote https://rebellion.nerdfitness.com/index.php?/topic/116426-im-awake/ the "NEW" normal is good with me! as Life was Never really Normal anyways.... Link to post
Salinger Posted December 27, 2018 Author Report Share Posted December 27, 2018 Im home, got back around 2.30pm, fell asleep eeek. Laid in my bed with Jackson, next minute, its 4pm haha. Had some pizza for dinner just now, full UP. Oh and im meant to be going to Liverpool tomorrow but i have barely any money and to be honest, im not that excited about going. Im meant to be meeting my friend from Italy, ive not seen her since my birthday (remember she called me fat) we speak all the time over messenger but not been face to face since. I have to travel and the trains arent reliable. And reallly, i want a day on my own doing nothing. Ughhhhhh dont know what to do. Anyway, i hope the new boards go up soon not long to wait though! 2 Quote Link to post
Salinger Posted December 28, 2018 Author Report Share Posted December 28, 2018 I really despise these days between Christmas and NYE...i feel lost! I want to get back working but no one will be responding to emails or anything till after NYE...ugh bloody hell. I just need to relax i guess. Doesnt help that we are in the dregs of this challenge and im chomping at the bit to start a new one! haha. Not sure if i will go to meet my friend in Liverpool...i duno what to do maybe ill just ave a cup of tea and a bacon butty. HA x Quote Link to post
Rinna Posted December 28, 2018 Report Share Posted December 28, 2018 3 hours ago, Salinger said: I really despise these days between Christmas and NYE...i feel lost! I want to get back working but no one will be responding to emails or anything till after NYE...ugh bloody hell. I just need to relax i guess. Doesnt help that we are in the dregs of this challenge and im chomping at the bit to start a new one! haha. Not sure if i will go to meet my friend in Liverpool...i duno what to do maybe ill just ave a cup of tea and a bacon butty. HA x After her behavior, I’d make her come to you. If you truely want to see her, that is. There was no excuse for her behavior. 1 Quote Level 20 Daywalker Fitbit Rinna joins the Fellowship to Rivendell 318.24/458 Spoiler "The only way to lose is to give up." -Tanktimus the Encourager "You can't beat someone that refuses to give up." -Björn Járnhamar Link to post
shaar Posted December 28, 2018 Report Share Posted December 28, 2018 1 hour ago, Rinna said: After her behavior, I’d make her come to you. If you truely want to see her, that is. There was no excuse for her behavior. Hoo boy howdy if this isn't a MOOD. She wants to see you, she'll come to you. See how much she truly values you... I'm glad you survived the holiday!!! <33 2 Quote i am not waiting for a hero. i saved myself long ago. Level 50 Bardic Time-Mage; of the Furious Heart STR.55 DEX.43 STA.48 CON.51 WIS.53 CHA.65 "Well...in the end, it boils down to two simple choices. Either you do or you don't. You'd think with all the problems in this world, there'd be more answers. It's not fair... ...But that's the way things are. The choice is yours." » kom starkru Link to post
Salinger Posted December 28, 2018 Author Report Share Posted December 28, 2018 2 hours ago, Rinna said: After her behavior, I’d make her come to you. If you truely want to see her, that is. There was no excuse for her behavior. 26 minutes ago, shaar said: Hoo boy howdy if this isn't a MOOD. She wants to see you, she'll come to you. See how much she truly values you... I'm glad you survived the holiday!!! <33 Dont think im going to see her, just cos its later now and i have another headache and feel sick. You are both right too. But hey ho..... Thanks guys x Ugh well i dropped my FUCKING PHONE IN THE SINK kill me now. I cant afford a new one at ALL. Its in a bag of rice right now, ill leave it there till tonight and hope so much it helps. For fuck sake, i was trying to get Jackson off the side and i dropped it in the dish water. Ugh. woe is me. i feel so sorry for myself!! My head is banging. Im tired and weepy, i feel sick, i dont know if i am hungry or not, i have no money, i want to get drunk, im bored. I did finish a proposal and send it off though (for a show next year) Maybe ill get some water and have some paracetomol. The buses are shite or non existent at the moment so i feel i cant even get anywhere like town to walk around or see a friend. Im meant to be meeting a different friend tomorrow, but in Manchester. She says she will buy me lunch. Which is nice of her. Im so isolating myself though, i feel ive had so much human contact i need to stew in my own sorrow for a bit. Like an idiot. Getting out will probably do me good. But i dont have a phone now aaaaghhhhhhhhhh. I could cry so much i feel lost and hopeless. Maybe ill sleep a bit? x 2 Quote Link to post
Echoceanic Posted December 28, 2018 Report Share Posted December 28, 2018 If a friend doesn't treat you the way a friend should be treating you, the relationship should be reexamined, especially if the treatment is "be nice". 2 hours ago, Salinger said: She says she will buy me lunch. Which is nice of her. Im so isolating myself though, i feel ive had so much human contact i need to stew in my own sorrow for a bit. Like an idiot. Getting out will probably do me good. Lunch is good. Bright and easy. I'm sorry life is beating you over the head this year. I can only give you a virtual hug. 2 Quote "... However vast the darkness, we must supply our own light." - Stanley Kubrick "Difficult for myself? Agent... I was born difficult for myself." - Clint Barton Challenges: #1 #2 (mini) #3 (mini) #4 #5 #6 #7 #8 #9 #10 #11 #12 #13 #14 #15 #16 #17 #18 #19 #20 My Fitness Pal - inactive Link to post
Salinger Posted December 28, 2018 Author Report Share Posted December 28, 2018 1 minute ago, Echoceanic said: If a friend doesn't treat you the way a friend should be treating you, the relationship should be reexamined, especially if the treatment is "be nice". It is a bit complicated relationship. we have major ups and downs. Both kind of mental, which can be hard on both of us. 2 minutes ago, Echoceanic said: Lunch is good. Bright and easy. I'm sorry life is beating you over the head this year. I can only give you a virtual hug. Yes looking forward to seeing her, she is studying in Edinburgh so i dont see her much these days so it will be really nice im sure! Thanks for the hug Echo xx 2 Quote Link to post
Salinger Posted December 29, 2018 Author Report Share Posted December 29, 2018 Hey all, really fucking bored and anxious and sad and annoyed. Football making me want to jump off bridges again. I have a banging headache, im so bored. No one is able to work with me, no emails etc till Wednesday probably. Cant wait to get back to work. I feel very much in limbo at the moment. Which is annoying as hell. Like i say, my head hurts, i feel quite sick as well. I did have a nice lunch with my friend, was great to see her. Its 6pm now, i could go to bed already hahahaha x 2 Quote Link to post
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