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MrUgly72

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On 7/11/2019 at 11:14 AM, MrUgly72 said:

happy update

Oh man, it's really happy thing! You are doing great, congrats!

 

How's your mood? I hope you feel better, given such sweet results :) 

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I'm doing well. depression is managed, weight is slowly creeping down and I had to spend money to by a leather hole punch make my gun belt fit.  A number of the things that were crushing me are still there, but they haven't killed me yet, so I'll keep doing my best.

 

I posted my last update in the morning of 11 July, but that afternoon turned to absolute crap. At 16:30 I was in a car accident. I'm fine, they're fine, their car was fine; mine, not so much. Okay, I have duct tape and bungee cords, I can get home. I got home. I checked my mail. In the mail I had a letter from the Internal Revenue Service. They have 'adjusted' my 2017 taxes and now I owe $14,000, and please pay it by 6 Aug. I'll be honest, it got pretty dark in my living room. In the past 6 months, my depression suck to record lows, I have been laid off, (so no insurance so no anti-depressants) the woman I thought I would spend my life dumped me, I couldn't find a job, I wrecked my car and the IRS wants a pot of money. I'm not going to say I was suicidal, but I was closer than I have been since the mid 90's when I put a gun in my mouth. I refuse to believe in karma because no way have I been that shitty of a person to deserve that.

 

Anyway, things are getting better. I'm down 45 pounds, my girlfriend decided to come back and I start what I hope will be the job I retire from on the 5 Aug. I will endeavor to log progress more frequently. It helps keep me on track, so I am going to adopt a new method; post the day prior. It seems to work pretty well.

 

Peace and Be well.

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Hey there, it's me again bugging you. You okay? Maybe you need someone to talk to? Or just tell me to fuck off and I'll leave you alone (or not :)). How's your new job? You told you start Aug. 5th, do you have some feelings about it already?

 

 

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