TheGreyJedi-Ranger Posted March 23, 2020 Report Share Posted March 23, 2020 Despite my protests, the Council had seen fit to grant me the title of Jedi Knight. I did not feel worthy of the title... but did any? I've spent so long feeling as though I couldn't ever live up to the title that I never wondered what would happen if I tried to live up to it! And so that is my new goal: instead of bemoaning a title I don't deserve, work to become someone who does deserve it. My caff was growing cold next to my computer as they both sat on my desk... I began to think about what I felt like being a Jedi Knight meant. - Caring for my body - Caring for my home - Caring for my loved ones - Responsible stewardship of what I've been given Staring at the list, the last one seems to summarize everything. Good, responsible stewardship. For a moment, I'm overwhelmed with the negativity, the darkness, inside of me reminding me of how much I have not been stewarding my resources properly: my body, my family, my home, my money.... But it is never too late to begin. I cannot change the past. But with this quarantine that has me locked on my land away from my friends and fellow Jedi here in the Corellian System I had more than enough time to work on myself. Part of me regretted leaving Corellia for the sister world of Talus... but I could not completely. Not when I can look out of my window at the gorgeous rainy forest finally blooming with spring. Not when I have so much space of my very own to wander. Looking back down at my computer, I began to dial in on what exactly I wanted to steward better: - My body - Money - This beautiful home -The grounds around my home Simple enough. Now time to dial in on tasks..... ~~~ Well that's fairly clear It's time for me to focus more on proper stewardship of what I've been given. I've been given a body, a home, a family... now to make sure I take care of it as I should. As I did last time, I'm going to assign certain tasks point values, and meet my goal point value. Here's my breakdown. Total Point Goal: 125pts Body ~ Physical 1pt for every day under 50g carbs 2pts for every day under 25g Carbs Needed points - 35 Possible points - 70 Body ~ Mental/Physical 1 pt for every day I wake up at my first alarm and/or don't sleep in past 9am 2 pt for every day I wake up at 8am Needed Points: 30 Points Possible: 35 Body ~ Mental /Home ~ Outdoors 1pt for every 20-30 minute timeframe spent outside 2pts for every one of those spent gardening or walking/hiking Possible Points: 70 Money ~ Overarching 20 points for filing and paying my taxes Possible Points: 20 Home ~ Indoors 1pt for every 30 minute time span of chores Needed Points: 25 Possible Points: .... a lot? So that's my plan. I will, as usual, lose points when I read and eat together (important since I'm going to attempt to reintroduce reading in general). It's pretty simple, yet hopefully something I can really work towards. I'll update with my chosen reward when I.. well... choose it And now we end with one of my favorite Star Wars gifs ever... 6 Quote Grey Jedi Ranger Jedi Becomes A Hero Vol VII: Jedi Keeps Pushing Jedi Battle Log “Keep Calm, Carry On, and Don't Freeze Up!” - Oboro Shirakumo (Loud Cloud), My Hero Academia Vigilantes Challenges: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12. #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28, #29, #30, #31, #32, #33, #34, #35, #36, #37, #38, #39, #40, #41, #42, #43, #44, #45, #46, #47, #48, #49, #50, #51, #52, #53, #54, #55, #56, #57, #58, #59, #60, Link to comment
TheGreyJedi-Ranger Posted March 23, 2020 Author Report Share Posted March 23, 2020 GOAL: 125pts Body ~ Physical W1: 13 W2: 13 W3: 9 W4: 8 W5: 13 Body ~ Mental/Physical W1: 5 W2: 3 W3: 4 W4: 8 W5: 6 Body ~ Mental /Home ~ Outdoors W1: 9 W2: 2 W3: 4 W4: 8 W5: 2 Money ~ Overarching Total: Home ~ Indoors W1: 10 W2: 9 W3: 8 W4: 4 W5: 10 Mom Workouts: 2 TOTAL: 150/150 Quote Grey Jedi Ranger Jedi Becomes A Hero Vol VII: Jedi Keeps Pushing Jedi Battle Log “Keep Calm, Carry On, and Don't Freeze Up!” - Oboro Shirakumo (Loud Cloud), My Hero Academia Vigilantes Challenges: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12. #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28, #29, #30, #31, #32, #33, #34, #35, #36, #37, #38, #39, #40, #41, #42, #43, #44, #45, #46, #47, #48, #49, #50, #51, #52, #53, #54, #55, #56, #57, #58, #59, #60, Link to comment
Tanktimus the Encourager Posted March 23, 2020 Report Share Posted March 23, 2020 Following along! 1 Quote Current Challenge "By the Most-Righteous-and-Blessed Beard of Sir Tanktimus the Encourager!" - Jarl Rurik Harrgath Link to comment
TheGreyJedi-Ranger Posted March 24, 2020 Author Report Share Posted March 24, 2020 11 hours ago, Tanktimus the Encourager said: Following along! 3 hours ago, Shadri said: HI JEDI 💕 HI GUYS ❤️❤️ Lovely to see you 2 Quote Grey Jedi Ranger Jedi Becomes A Hero Vol VII: Jedi Keeps Pushing Jedi Battle Log “Keep Calm, Carry On, and Don't Freeze Up!” - Oboro Shirakumo (Loud Cloud), My Hero Academia Vigilantes Challenges: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12. #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28, #29, #30, #31, #32, #33, #34, #35, #36, #37, #38, #39, #40, #41, #42, #43, #44, #45, #46, #47, #48, #49, #50, #51, #52, #53, #54, #55, #56, #57, #58, #59, #60, Link to comment
shaar Posted March 24, 2020 Report Share Posted March 24, 2020 HELLO HI GREETINGS ❤️ ❤️❤️ 1 Quote i am not waiting for a hero. i saved myself long ago. Level 58 Bard & Monk of the Furious Heart STR.55 DEX.43 STA.48 CON.51 WIS.53 CHA.65 "Well...in the end, it boils down to two simple choices. Either you do or you don't. You'd think with all the problems in this world, there'd be more answers. It's not fair... ...But that's the way things are. The choice is yours." Link to comment
doctorake Posted March 24, 2020 Report Share Posted March 24, 2020 Looks good following along for a fellow low carber! 1 Quote OCEAN RANGER YOUTUBE ADVENTURES 2 X IRONMAN, 3 X half IRONMAN, 3 X GORUCK Challenge, 2 X GORUCK back to back, Way too many GORUCK lights Link to comment
TheGreyJedi-Ranger Posted March 24, 2020 Author Report Share Posted March 24, 2020 4 hours ago, loire said: HELLO HI GREETINGS ❤️ ❤️❤️ 4 hours ago, doctorake said: Looks good following along for a fellow low carber! Hi guys!! Welcome along! 1 Quote Grey Jedi Ranger Jedi Becomes A Hero Vol VII: Jedi Keeps Pushing Jedi Battle Log “Keep Calm, Carry On, and Don't Freeze Up!” - Oboro Shirakumo (Loud Cloud), My Hero Academia Vigilantes Challenges: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12. #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28, #29, #30, #31, #32, #33, #34, #35, #36, #37, #38, #39, #40, #41, #42, #43, #44, #45, #46, #47, #48, #49, #50, #51, #52, #53, #54, #55, #56, #57, #58, #59, #60, Link to comment
TheGreyJedi-Ranger Posted March 25, 2020 Author Report Share Posted March 25, 2020 You guys this has been a week from hell. I'm waiting to get information on whether my boss could get a $5k project that could save my job. Otherwise I'll be finding a retail job to supplement. I'm feeling very on edge because I'm just waiting and I have no idea how long it'll last. We have 7 days to get some money coming in so that he can pay me after March. If this works, we've bought 2 months. Other wise, I'll be cut down to 1/3 of my hours and pay. Since my paycheck is the larger one that pays the bills, I need to supplement. I can't let Mr. Right get another job while I work 10 hours a day from home and don't do anything. On the other hand, I DO have mild asthma so I'm technically slightly more at risk?? IDK, I ignore my asthma all the time anyway so.... Anyway, I've got more stress than a normal person who hasn't spent a year on antidepressants could cope with well, and I've given up my unhealthy coping mechanisms (reading and eating was my only coping mechanism basically, that and spending large amounts of time on social media which I can't do right now) so I'm kinda at a loss on how to keep my crap together. I'm trying to make myself watch makeup videos on youtube(an activity I enjoy) as well as do my makeup daily(another activity I enjoy) . Plus, I've written and additional 2k words on my Star Wars megafanfic (summary in the spoiler). Spoiler Arlena is the last of the cut off branch of the Dooku family. After her parents were assassinated, she was dropped at a "group home" on neighboring Toprawana. Luke Skywalker found her when he was looking for young kids and teens for the Jedi academy. 16 year old Ben Solo appears at her little desk in the research center one day trying to learn about Anakin Skywalker and why he turned to the dark side. During the course of the research, they become each others best friend, to Leia's relief and Luke's concern. After discovering that Anakin Skywalker was literally dragged to the dark side kicking and screaming, both Ben and Lena are suspicious. Particularly Lena, whose connection to the Living Force has manifested as a talent for seeing and manipulating Shatterpoints. She hasn't told her friend that he, like his grandfather before him, is THE galactic shatter point. The future of the galaxy hinges on his decisions, and her goal is to give him the best shot possible. After Lena stops Luke from attacking Ben, the two youngins (now 18 and 16) seek out Ashoka Tano to continue learning about Anakin Skywalker's fall. Ben and Lena train under Ashoka for a couple years, seeking out places like Tatooine and Naboo for more hidden information about what happened to Ben's family and where Anakin Skywalker went wrong. But like the dwarves of Moria, they dug too greedily and too deep. When they uncover information about Sheev Palpatines descendants and, ultimately, the hidden Sith planet of Exegol, they must find a way to pull the influence of Palpatines spirit from Luke Skywalker or the Jedi Academy will soon be transformed into an academy for Sith.... If you're curious, its Google Doc is here, please leave comments and constructive criticism. This story is close to my heart right now and I really want to share it with people. But my usual readers are super busy (one's a college student and the other is a nurse) so I figured I could share it with you guys ❤️ Really praying about the job situation, really terrified as well. Trying to function as a normal human but a n x i e t y. 2 Quote Grey Jedi Ranger Jedi Becomes A Hero Vol VII: Jedi Keeps Pushing Jedi Battle Log “Keep Calm, Carry On, and Don't Freeze Up!” - Oboro Shirakumo (Loud Cloud), My Hero Academia Vigilantes Challenges: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12. #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28, #29, #30, #31, #32, #33, #34, #35, #36, #37, #38, #39, #40, #41, #42, #43, #44, #45, #46, #47, #48, #49, #50, #51, #52, #53, #54, #55, #56, #57, #58, #59, #60, Link to comment
shaar Posted March 25, 2020 Report Share Posted March 25, 2020 6 minutes ago, TheGreyJedi-Ranger said: I'm just waiting This this this. This is the hardest thing in the WORLD and I hate it, and I hate that you're hanging on the edge waiting for this information... I hope this afternoon gets better for you and you can find some peace moments in the chaos. 1 Quote i am not waiting for a hero. i saved myself long ago. Level 58 Bard & Monk of the Furious Heart STR.55 DEX.43 STA.48 CON.51 WIS.53 CHA.65 "Well...in the end, it boils down to two simple choices. Either you do or you don't. You'd think with all the problems in this world, there'd be more answers. It's not fair... ...But that's the way things are. The choice is yours." Link to comment
TheGreyJedi-Ranger Posted March 25, 2020 Author Report Share Posted March 25, 2020 43 minutes ago, loire said: This this this. This is the hardest thing in the WORLD and I hate it, and I hate that you're hanging on the edge waiting for this information... I hope this afternoon gets better for you and you can find some peace moments in the chaos. It really is. It's completely out of my control. I've done everything I can and now I just have to wait. It definitely makes it tricky to be able to focus on anything, that's for sure. Quote Grey Jedi Ranger Jedi Becomes A Hero Vol VII: Jedi Keeps Pushing Jedi Battle Log “Keep Calm, Carry On, and Don't Freeze Up!” - Oboro Shirakumo (Loud Cloud), My Hero Academia Vigilantes Challenges: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12. #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28, #29, #30, #31, #32, #33, #34, #35, #36, #37, #38, #39, #40, #41, #42, #43, #44, #45, #46, #47, #48, #49, #50, #51, #52, #53, #54, #55, #56, #57, #58, #59, #60, Link to comment
Tanktimus the Encourager Posted March 25, 2020 Report Share Posted March 25, 2020 That is a stinky situation. I hope it gets better soon. 1 Quote Current Challenge "By the Most-Righteous-and-Blessed Beard of Sir Tanktimus the Encourager!" - Jarl Rurik Harrgath Link to comment
TheGreyJedi-Ranger Posted March 25, 2020 Author Report Share Posted March 25, 2020 51 minutes ago, Tanktimus the Encourager said: That is a stinky situation. I hope it gets better soon. Me too. I mean, ultimately there's no more than like 6 days or so but that feels SO long when you're waiting on information that changes your day to day life 1 Quote Grey Jedi Ranger Jedi Becomes A Hero Vol VII: Jedi Keeps Pushing Jedi Battle Log “Keep Calm, Carry On, and Don't Freeze Up!” - Oboro Shirakumo (Loud Cloud), My Hero Academia Vigilantes Challenges: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12. #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28, #29, #30, #31, #32, #33, #34, #35, #36, #37, #38, #39, #40, #41, #42, #43, #44, #45, #46, #47, #48, #49, #50, #51, #52, #53, #54, #55, #56, #57, #58, #59, #60, Link to comment
doctorake Posted March 27, 2020 Report Share Posted March 27, 2020 I hope you get the project! 1 Quote OCEAN RANGER YOUTUBE ADVENTURES 2 X IRONMAN, 3 X half IRONMAN, 3 X GORUCK Challenge, 2 X GORUCK back to back, Way too many GORUCK lights Link to comment
TheGreyJedi-Ranger Posted March 27, 2020 Author Report Share Posted March 27, 2020 3 hours ago, doctorake said: I hope you get the project! You and me both, the client still hasn't gotten back in touch with my boss x_x 1 Quote Grey Jedi Ranger Jedi Becomes A Hero Vol VII: Jedi Keeps Pushing Jedi Battle Log “Keep Calm, Carry On, and Don't Freeze Up!” - Oboro Shirakumo (Loud Cloud), My Hero Academia Vigilantes Challenges: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12. #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28, #29, #30, #31, #32, #33, #34, #35, #36, #37, #38, #39, #40, #41, #42, #43, #44, #45, #46, #47, #48, #49, #50, #51, #52, #53, #54, #55, #56, #57, #58, #59, #60, Link to comment
TheGreyJedi-Ranger Posted March 30, 2020 Author Report Share Posted March 30, 2020 Two words. CABIN. FEVER. Husband has been working a ton so I'm home alone all the time with no car so I can't even go driving. It's even worse because work has been really light too. Still haven't heard about work. This weekend was iffy. I've tried reading and focusing on other things but I lost a lot of passion for a lot of my hobbies over the years. IDK if I'm the person who likes those things anymore, ya know? Or am I just mildly depressed and it's affecting what brings me joy? IDK. No bueno either way. I did go outside today, some to read and some to talk to my grandmother on the phone. I also got up on time and my mom did a workout with me over Zoom. IDK what husband and I will do tonight. Maybe I'll go ahead and do the taxes >_> 2 Quote Grey Jedi Ranger Jedi Becomes A Hero Vol VII: Jedi Keeps Pushing Jedi Battle Log “Keep Calm, Carry On, and Don't Freeze Up!” - Oboro Shirakumo (Loud Cloud), My Hero Academia Vigilantes Challenges: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12. #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28, #29, #30, #31, #32, #33, #34, #35, #36, #37, #38, #39, #40, #41, #42, #43, #44, #45, #46, #47, #48, #49, #50, #51, #52, #53, #54, #55, #56, #57, #58, #59, #60, Link to comment
Tanktimus the Encourager Posted March 30, 2020 Report Share Posted March 30, 2020 57 minutes ago, TheGreyJedi-Ranger said: IDK what husband and I will do tonight. Maybe I'll go ahead and do the taxes 1 Quote Current Challenge "By the Most-Righteous-and-Blessed Beard of Sir Tanktimus the Encourager!" - Jarl Rurik Harrgath Link to comment
TheGreyJedi-Ranger Posted March 30, 2020 Author Report Share Posted March 30, 2020 13 hours ago, Tanktimus the Encourager said: Update, we did not do the taxes. We ate mexican food and he watched Boy Meets World on Disney+ 2 Quote Grey Jedi Ranger Jedi Becomes A Hero Vol VII: Jedi Keeps Pushing Jedi Battle Log “Keep Calm, Carry On, and Don't Freeze Up!” - Oboro Shirakumo (Loud Cloud), My Hero Academia Vigilantes Challenges: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12. #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28, #29, #30, #31, #32, #33, #34, #35, #36, #37, #38, #39, #40, #41, #42, #43, #44, #45, #46, #47, #48, #49, #50, #51, #52, #53, #54, #55, #56, #57, #58, #59, #60, Link to comment
Tanktimus the Encourager Posted March 30, 2020 Report Share Posted March 30, 2020 3 hours ago, TheGreyJedi-Ranger said: Update, we did not do the taxes. We ate mexican food and he watched Boy Meets World on Disney+ A way better plan to be honest. Quote Current Challenge "By the Most-Righteous-and-Blessed Beard of Sir Tanktimus the Encourager!" - Jarl Rurik Harrgath Link to comment
TheGreyJedi-Ranger Posted March 31, 2020 Author Report Share Posted March 31, 2020 Hey guys, got an update from work. We didn't get notice on anything in time, so I'm cutting my hours in half for the forseeable future. Thankfully, Mr. Right is making enough money right now that I don't have to get another job yet, and maybe not at all. I'll continue to push on my work even unpaid because it means a lot to me, and I'll use some of this time to maybe decorate my house a bit with what I have. I started my taxes last night, spent 2 hours on them, and definitely didn't come into the living room having a panic attack >_> We had a lot happen this year: bills that didn't get pulled from our old checking account, money fronted that we never put back, etc. that ended up coming from my tax money for the year. I'm freaking out about what the taxes are going to look like for 2019. And by that I mean I'm ignoring the concept right now because I don't have any other way to handle life right now. Still searching for coping mechanisms. Reading is a fairly solid one, and I'm looking for other things I can do that are good for me and won't hurt me to help cope with life. Yesterday was just bad overall though. They readjusted Mr. Right's work schedule (they had been closing his store at 6:30 and corporate changed it to 7:30 and told everyone like yesterday) and he's working SO MUCH. It's really hard to be here in the house alone all the time with no car so I can't even venture out to the store or go hiking or anything. It's really hard on my mental health, particularly since our state governor issued a stay in place order that goes until JUNE 10 WHAT THE HECK. I don't know if I can make it much longer like this if we're being honest. I'm lonely, I'm scared, and I don't get anywhere nearly enough time with humans. My job may or may not survive this disaster, and even if we do we may not have enough clients to keep us afloat because the clients won't survive. Basically, I'm trying to pretend that my life is normal when it's really not but that's the only way I can get through the day without having daily panic attacks. It feels like the past two or three weeks have lasted months and months. I don't know how much more of this I can take. 2 Quote Grey Jedi Ranger Jedi Becomes A Hero Vol VII: Jedi Keeps Pushing Jedi Battle Log “Keep Calm, Carry On, and Don't Freeze Up!” - Oboro Shirakumo (Loud Cloud), My Hero Academia Vigilantes Challenges: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12. #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28, #29, #30, #31, #32, #33, #34, #35, #36, #37, #38, #39, #40, #41, #42, #43, #44, #45, #46, #47, #48, #49, #50, #51, #52, #53, #54, #55, #56, #57, #58, #59, #60, Link to comment
SkyGirl Posted April 1, 2020 Report Share Posted April 1, 2020 Dang, Jedi, that's a lot of Heavy to process and I'm really sorry. ❤️ It is an incredibly lonely and scary time to be stuck inside alone - someone somewhere commented (wisely) that in times of distress, our instinctive reaction as humans is to come together, to hug each other, to share resources, to work together, etc.; and what's so hard about this is that we're all scared but we're required to not go to each other. It's like being hungry but not being allowed to eat anything. I'm still figuring out how to cope myself, so I don't have a whole lot to offer besides letting you know that I see you. ❤️ This is most likely going to be a long and hard road and it's going to wear on us in a lot of ways. But we've spent years building our Ranger family into the tight and loving community it is today, and those bonds of friendship are going to hold strong no matter what happens. And we aren't going through this alone (Isaiah 43:2) - I'm praying hard that our hearts will be opened to see the reality of that. As always, feel free to DM me on whatever platform works best if you'd like to talk! It's not like I'm going anywhere! 1 Quote SKY ELVENWORD NOBLEHEART The Silver Archer, Ranger Level 53 Jesus-follower | Writer | Encourager | Resident Myers-Briggs and Enneagram Geek "Knowing that we can be loved exactly as we are gives us all the best opportunity for growing into the healthiest of people." - Fred Rogers Link to comment
TheGreyJedi-Ranger Posted April 1, 2020 Author Report Share Posted April 1, 2020 10 hours ago, SkyGirl said: Dang, Jedi, that's a lot of Heavy to process and I'm really sorry. ❤️ It is an incredibly lonely and scary time to be stuck inside alone - someone somewhere commented (wisely) that in times of distress, our instinctive reaction as humans is to come together, to hug each other, to share resources, to work together, etc.; and what's so hard about this is that we're all scared but we're required to not go to each other. It's like being hungry but not being allowed to eat anything. I'm still figuring out how to cope myself, so I don't have a whole lot to offer besides letting you know that I see you. ❤️ This is most likely going to be a long and hard road and it's going to wear on us in a lot of ways. But we've spent years building our Ranger family into the tight and loving community it is today, and those bonds of friendship are going to hold strong no matter what happens. And we aren't going through this alone (Isaiah 43:2) - I'm praying hard that our hearts will be opened to see the reality of that. As always, feel free to DM me on whatever platform works best if you'd like to talk! It's not like I'm going anywhere! Exactly. And despite being an introvert, my first instinct when things are hard is to chat/be with one of my people. And that's exactly it: you know exactly what will help but you're forced to make yourself not have it. No bueno. Thanks ❤️ I spent a really long period of my life depressed. A lot of the past 5 years have been me in and out of it. So I lost touch with hobbies and things that bring me joy - I'm not sure if I'm the person who likes those things anymore, ya know? Reading 100% is. But am I still a person who likes to draw? To color? Am I still someone who likes to write? I feel like I'm trying to figure myself out all over again. But the thing that i'm really clinging to is that so far, no matter the situation, we've been provided for. So I'm clinging to God's provision. And will definitely take you up on that the next time the blues surface ~~~ I changed my goal from 1pt for an 8am wakeup to 2 points for 8am and 1pt for 9am. One of my depression symptoms is a neverending exhaustion and the desire to sleep until noon every day. So the fact that I'm getting up at an alarm on a daily basis is actually a miracle. And the fact that I'm sticking to my 8-9am is really hard but good. This situation has really put some claws in the depression that I thought I'd shaken off. However, I am still clinging to God and my loved ones, and don't feel the need to get more of my antidepressant. I won't put myself in danger, but if possible I'd like to not have to go back on them. Today is another not so outdoorsy day, but I'll be back out there tomorrow hopefully. I think I need to add generic bonus points for working out with my mom. She and I have been doing workouts together on Zoom. It's a great break for both of us, and a great way to connect. 1 Quote Grey Jedi Ranger Jedi Becomes A Hero Vol VII: Jedi Keeps Pushing Jedi Battle Log “Keep Calm, Carry On, and Don't Freeze Up!” - Oboro Shirakumo (Loud Cloud), My Hero Academia Vigilantes Challenges: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12. #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28, #29, #30, #31, #32, #33, #34, #35, #36, #37, #38, #39, #40, #41, #42, #43, #44, #45, #46, #47, #48, #49, #50, #51, #52, #53, #54, #55, #56, #57, #58, #59, #60, Link to comment
Elastigirl Posted April 1, 2020 Report Share Posted April 1, 2020 That's cool that you and your mom do workout via Zoom. Praying for you. Shelter at home until June is daunting, I think your feelings are absolutely normal 1 Quote Wisdom 22.5 Dexterity 13 Charisma 15 Strength 21 Constitution-13 "Love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your strength, and with all your mind' Luke 10; 27 Link to comment
TheGreyJedi-Ranger Posted April 2, 2020 Author Report Share Posted April 2, 2020 On 4/1/2020 at 11:47 AM, Elastigirl said: That's cool that you and your mom do workout via Zoom. Praying for you. Shelter at home until June is daunting, I think your feelings are absolutely normal It's a great way to connect with her They're fairly gentle, but they get me moving. And it's more fun to do with someone! It's terrifying. I'm scared for my own mental health. And for the mental health of others I love. It's a lot to cope with. Quote Grey Jedi Ranger Jedi Becomes A Hero Vol VII: Jedi Keeps Pushing Jedi Battle Log “Keep Calm, Carry On, and Don't Freeze Up!” - Oboro Shirakumo (Loud Cloud), My Hero Academia Vigilantes Challenges: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12. #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28, #29, #30, #31, #32, #33, #34, #35, #36, #37, #38, #39, #40, #41, #42, #43, #44, #45, #46, #47, #48, #49, #50, #51, #52, #53, #54, #55, #56, #57, #58, #59, #60, Link to comment
TheGreyJedi-Ranger Posted April 2, 2020 Author Report Share Posted April 2, 2020 This quote is so timely: "That's the point of it, Bryce. Of life. To live, to love, knowing that it might all vanish tomorrow. It makes everything that much more precious." - House of Earth and Blood by Sarah J. Maas 2 Quote Grey Jedi Ranger Jedi Becomes A Hero Vol VII: Jedi Keeps Pushing Jedi Battle Log “Keep Calm, Carry On, and Don't Freeze Up!” - Oboro Shirakumo (Loud Cloud), My Hero Academia Vigilantes Challenges: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12. #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28, #29, #30, #31, #32, #33, #34, #35, #36, #37, #38, #39, #40, #41, #42, #43, #44, #45, #46, #47, #48, #49, #50, #51, #52, #53, #54, #55, #56, #57, #58, #59, #60, Link to comment
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