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Oh hey look I changed my name back~

 

IT ME!

 

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DON’T CALL IT A COMEBACK, I’VE BEEN HERE FOR YEARS (that’s a ll cool j song you know)  And hopefully maybe this time my dumb ass can finish a challenge?  Maybe?? ? ? ???  Hi friends, I missed you all so v. much ❤️

 

So Loire is back to Shaar because let’s be real, that’s who I am, and like my name change I am also.... Back to basics here.  My life has been STUPID busy and somehow it’s all good shit despite Madam Rona rearing her ugly-ass head again lately...  cases here are climbing slowly again (like I’m sure they are for all of y’all too) and I’m just like, can people just BEHAVE for a little bit so we can kinda maybe get back to a little normal?  Maybe? PLS?

 

Anyways, thanks to the Madam here, I’ve shelved my boxing classes for the foreseeable future ‘cause I just can’t confidently get back to -that- kind of normal right now.  It sucks but it’ll be there in the future.  In the meantime I’ve gotta figure out what the fuckadoodle I’m doing over here to keep myself from turning into a Chaos Manatee.

 

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GET IT TOGETHER SHAAR HERE ARE SOME GOALS

 

Do fitness things.

Guys did you know my workplace has a gym? AN ACTUAL GYM? Our owners added a gym onto our big expansion last year and we just finished it up like a month ago and there is - a treadmill - an elliptical - fuckin’ BARBELLS - a whole ass bathroom and shower - this is the part where you slap me and say SHAAR YOU HAVE BARBELLS AT WORK and you are not USING them1?!1/!?1#  I know I know I know.... I know. My plan is to come in on Saturdays when no one is here and go to work, and ALSO one weekday after work, to be determined with how I’m feeling and what else I’ve got going on that week.

 

Keep prepping lunches.

I have SLACKED at this over the past month. I like to meal prep for Monday through Thursday and go out for lunch on Fridays but SOME days... uh.... Weeks...... I have gone out to lunch ALL week. It’s not good for me and it’s a money pit and I need to stop throwing money out the window because of some plans I’ve got unfolding (see: next goal) SO. Meal prep. SUNDAYS. Do it. No excuses.

 

Get yourself together.

Honestly I’m somehow 20/10 together even in this chaos timeline BUT - I’m moving in with my samurai himbo boyfriend within the next couple of months and I need to ASSESS MY SHIT. We are both STUPID excited for this and I could just go on and on about how wonderful and lovely and thoughtful and sweet and excellent he is but I won’t put that evil on y’all, your teeth might fall out or something. I’ve already started going through my accumulated stuff since moving back to New England but I need to not lose momentum here so I can be ready for a clean and easy move when it happens. Paring down the clutter, stowing/packing my summer stuff away for easy transport, and making a shopping list of things I’ll need to buy are all on deck for me. (Did you know I’ll have my own BATHROOM?? I’m gonna make it look SO COOL GUYS)

 

STAY. PRESENT.

Keep up with my thread and MORE IMPORTANTLY, y'all's. I'm playing lots of video games (natch) and having lots of adventures and I need to share them all AND, share in yours too! This may be the hardest goal of them all but I swear I'll make it happen! I miss my nerds like BIG TIME and I'm gonna do my best, I promise!~

 

Despite the chaos life is good, really REALLY good, I’m somehow very lucky to be right where I am right now. LET’S CRUSH SOME GOALS FRIENDS!
 

I am a Shadow. The true self.

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Level 56 Bardic Time-Mage; of the Furious Heart

STR.55  DEX.43 STA.48 CON.51 WIS.53 CHA.65

"Well...in the end, it boils down to two simple choices. Either you do or you don't.

You'd think with all the problems in this world, there'd be more answers. It's not fair...
...But that's the way things are. The choice is yours."

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You're BAAAAACCCCCCKKKKKKKK ❤️ Hi friend ^_^

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2 hours ago, shaar said:

I’m moving in with my samurai himbo boyfriend within the next couple of months and I need to ASSESS MY SHIT. We are both STUPID excited for this and I could just go on and on about how wonderful and lovely and thoughtful and sweet and excellent he is but I won’t put that evil on y’all, your teeth might fall out or something.

 

I like sweets!

 

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Seriously so happy for you, shaaaaaaaaaar!

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Equipment: Leather armor, questing longsword, and adventurer's pack with alchemist's kit.

 

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"By the Well-Oiled-and-Meticulously-Groomed Beard of Rurik!" - Tanktimus the Encourager

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1 hour ago, Salinger said:

Shaar, its a joy to see you back, and your name....Shaar, well it just suits you. :)

 

I am so happy that YOU are happy. ❤️ 

 

Love you very much and here as always, to cheer you on xx

 

HI HI HI HI ❤️

 

Yes, yes it does. I knew if I made another challenge I'd switch it back.

 

ALWAYS happy to have you here Sal!!

 

48 minutes ago, Tanktimus the Encourager said:

Glad to see that you and the name are back. We always thought of you as Shaar anyway.

 

Loire was cool but I think of it like, a mid-life crisis, you know, your life is in a madness state of flux so WHY NOT change your name for a little while and endure?

 

Shaar is as Shaar does~

 

22 minutes ago, TheGreyJedi-Ranger said:

You're BAAAAACCCCCCKKKKKKKK ❤️ Hi friend ^_^

 

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17 minutes ago, DarK_RaideR said:

ERMAGHERD, SHERAWY'S RETURND

 

EHRMAGERD

 

DUDE

 

I'm working on my BARD RELIC in XIV

 

I look like some kind of fuckin' futuristic crossing guard LOOK at this shit

 

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I don't even know anymore..... (also am taking a break from lizard who even AM I)

 

8 minutes ago, Teros said:

we impose order on the chaos of organic evolution you live, because we  allow it. You will end, because we demand it - Overlord Manatee - quickmeme

 

 

Oh coolio, I'm in RI.

 

Like?  I've been messing around with Dante's Inferno and Age of Empires II

 

I love manatees and have even adopted one for years but, you know, it's not great for like... aerodynamics when you're fighting wendigos and stuff.

 

Massachusetts born and raised! Moved away for a long-ass time, but have been back for two years.  NEVER LEAVING New England again.

 

Those sound somewhat familiar?  I'm a sucker for Final Fantasy XIV 'cause I lead my FC there, but I've also been shitting around in GuJian 3 because it's gorgeous and I'm ALSO a sucker for celestial old-world Chinese aesthetic, Resident Evil 7 is fun but I don't get very far because I yell a lot, same with Amnesia: A Machine for Pigs, and oh yeah I still should finish Persona 4 too...................

 

Too many games, not enough time~

 

4 minutes ago, Rurik Harrgath said:

 

I like sweets!

 

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Seriously so happy for you, shaaaaaaaaaar!

 

RURIIIIIIIIIIIIIIK

 

All these candy-centric holidays are doing me in dude, Rolos, I had SO MANY Rolos at work last week.....

 

IT IS SO GOOD TO SEE YOU, I'm coming to bombard your thread with the hype

 

RIGHT

 

N O W

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Level 56 Bardic Time-Mage; of the Furious Heart

STR.55  DEX.43 STA.48 CON.51 WIS.53 CHA.65

"Well...in the end, it boils down to two simple choices. Either you do or you don't.

You'd think with all the problems in this world, there'd be more answers. It's not fair...
...But that's the way things are. The choice is yours."

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1 hour ago, shaar said:

RURIIIIIIIIIIIIIIK

 

All these candy-centric holidays are doing me in dude, Rolos, I had SO MANY Rolos at work last week.....

 

IT IS SO GOOD TO SEE YOU, I'm coming to bombard your thread with the hype

 

RIGHT

 

N O W

 

OH HI I LIEK HYPE

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[Level ??] Rurik, Templar-Marshal

Class: Paladin of the Order of the Sacred Flame (Conquest Paladin/Champion)

BRUTALITY 11 | FINESSE 10 | VIGOR 11 | INSIGHT 14 | WILL 13

Equipment: Leather armor, questing longsword, and adventurer's pack with alchemist's kit.

 

"Rangers have to at least give up on pants. It's a special rule we enacted after Rurik became a Guild Leader.” – DarK_RaideR

"Did I just get my ass kicked by a member of Metallica meets History Channel's Vikings?" - Wild Wolf

"By the Well-Oiled-and-Meticulously-Groomed Beard of Rurik!" - Tanktimus the Encourager

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5 hours ago, shaar said:

And hopefully maybe this time my dumb ass can finish a challenge?  Maybe?? ? ? ???  Hi friends, I missed you all so v. much ❤️

I have been having this issue too lately.  Lots going on.

 

And I feel worse about abandoning my people than my own thread, ha.

 

Here to follow

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Hello Friend!  It's good to see you again.  🙂

 

Good goals!  Happy Challenge!

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My friends you are all SO SWEET AND WONDERFUL thank you so much for being so rad and welcoming my wayward ass back again ❤️

 

Also please excuse any typos, I just got a new keyboard and I feel like a toddler trying to learn how to tap dance over here, new key alignment WHAT, also LOOK at this baby --

 

 

 

On 10/18/2020 at 5:30 PM, Rurik Harrgath said:

 

OH HI I LIEK HYPE

 

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GOSH DARN IT

 

On 10/18/2020 at 5:32 PM, foxinthenorth said:

can i just

how

how do you make the words like this

i love it

 

I am a Very Good Bard in FFXIV but it's been stated - many times - that my major contribution to my raid team is my impressive stream of consciousness trash talk and creative swearing in voice chat.  I SEE WHY THEY KEEP ME AROUND NOW I GET IT

 

20 hours ago, Maggie-Miau said:

shdfjshjs  i love you and your typing style so much, holy wow 100000/10

following! I'm glad things are good for you! also congratulations on the "samurai himbo boyfriend", and thank you for blessing us with that description ❤️

 

MIAUMIAU ❤️ Hahaha thankles, he absolutely knows he's a himbo and it's p. great~

 

20 hours ago, Novaurora said:

I have been having this issue too lately.  Lots going on.

 

And I feel worse about abandoning my people than my own thread, ha.

 

Here to follow

 

SO MUCH going on friendo, I so feel you on that.  SO MUCH.  But we do the best we can and every day is another chance!!

 

19 hours ago, WhiteGhost said:

SHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRR is BACK!  

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YO YO YO YO YO

 

Dude I will never NOT be blown away by your mobility videos on Instagram.  GOALS.  g o a l s

 

12 hours ago, Mr_Willes said:

 

yes! That!!! Exactly that! like...

 

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It's SUCH a joy to be reading in here. Please come back often and post A LOT

 

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And Shaar, please, do not, ever again, change that 

 

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name of yours

 

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AND...

 

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SWEET BUTTERY JESUS ON A CRACKER I missed your epic gif game Willes!!!

 

(ALSO YOU)

 

Goodness gracious never ever change ok

 

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7 hours ago, GoodDoug said:

Shaar! Soooo glad you are back with us. 

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I've always silently translated Loire into shaar in my head as I read it.

 

 

I think, somewhere, deep in the cockles of my stony heart, I FELT THIS TOO, but I needed a change for a little bit, kind of like when you buy a convertible car as a mid life crisis, or when you like decide you have a mighty NEED to bungee jump out of a propeller plane to test the boundaries of your very existance

 

.... Or something!~  HI DOUG good to see yooouuu!!!

 

2 hours ago, Cheetah said:

Hello Friend!  It's good to see you again.  🙂

 

Good goals!  Happy Challenge!

 

CHEETZ ❤️  Happy challenge to you tooooooo!!!!

 

 

 

Updates for today are as follows I guess??

 

- Lunches for this week are.... turkey wraps.  HOW EXCITING. I had a dream over the weekend that I went to the grocery store to find wraps and for some reason they were all 10857 calories and I had an actual meltdown in the dream grocery store but THANKFULLY this dream did not come true. (Brains, why??)

 

- My Samurai Himbo - henceforth referred to as Aoshi (or ao for short) (his favorite character in my favorite anime, rurouni kenshin) (mine is saito)  - is taking me to a bougie Korean restaurant out near where I work WEDNESDAY NIGHT and I'm equal parts excited but also intimidated because guys I hope the menu has pictures otherwise I'm just gonna point and hope whatever I get isn't WACKY WEIRD.  I've had bibimbap before but I do not like the EGG bit so...... we will see.  Hmhmhm.

 

- Workout day will probably be Thursday. Tomorrow night is my sports massage and then Wednesday is Korean date night, and I was gonna do something Friday but I forgot what that was, so better leave it open just in case...

 

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- ALSO are any of you watching The Haunting of Bly Manor on Netflix?!?1/!?! I am halfway through and I am CONFUSED and also kind of INTRIGUED and while I can say I'm not like, wicked into it, I want to see what happens???  My friends at work are finished with it and Ao is an episode or two ahead of me so I've got some catching up to do aaaaa MYSTERIOUS TELEVISION SHOWS TELL ME YOUR SECRETS

 

Okayokay that's all for now!~  HAPPY MONDAY Y'ALL

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STR.55  DEX.43 STA.48 CON.51 WIS.53 CHA.65

"Well...in the end, it boils down to two simple choices. Either you do or you don't.

You'd think with all the problems in this world, there'd be more answers. It's not fair...
...But that's the way things are. The choice is yours."

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30 minutes ago, shaar said:

 

- Lunches for this week are.... turkey wraps.  HOW EXCITING. I had a dream over the weekend that I went to the grocery store to find wraps and for some reason they were all 10857 calories and I had an actual meltdown in the dream grocery store but THANKFULLY this dream did not come true. (Brains, why??)

 

 

 

Turkey wraps are my favorite and were basically all I ate when Corona hit, SO EASY. 

 

Also hallo hallo welcome back :D

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45 minutes ago, shaar said:

I'm equal parts excited but also intimidated because guys I hope the menu has pictures otherwise I'm just gonna point and hope whatever I get isn't WACKY WEIRD.

You can't go wrong with bulgogi (bbq beef usually eaten wrapped in lettuce).  I have never seen a Korean restaurant that didn't have it :) 

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3 hours ago, shaar said:

 

- My Samurai Himbo - henceforth referred to as Aoshi (or ao for short) (his favorite character in my favorite anime, rurouni kenshin) (mine is saito)  - is taking me to a bougie Korean restaurant out near where I work WEDNESDAY NIGHT and I'm equal parts excited but also intimidated because guys I hope the menu has pictures otherwise I'm just gonna point and hope whatever I get isn't WACKY WEIRD.  I've had bibimbap before but I do not like the EGG bit so...... we will see.  Hmhmhm

My friend, you only had to ask:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Korean_dishes

Save that link on your phone and use it as a cheat sheet if the menu does not explain the dishes.

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10 hours ago, shaar said:

SWEET BUTTERY JESUS ON A CRACKER I missed your epic gif game Willes!!!

 

(ALSO YOU)

 

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Goodness gracious never ever change ok


I've only been here like (holy schmoly, i just checked) for over half a decade.

 

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So that's over 5 years trying to change... I might as well give up... I'm just gonna visit cause it's so darn cozy here...

 

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10 hours ago, shaar said:

as a mid life crisis

 

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It has so many advantages for your (mental) health, you will never have to worry about having enough money for a drughabit for instance...

 

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9 hours ago, spezzy said:

Also hallo hallo welcome back :D

 

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Putting "hallo" in sentences...

 

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1 hour ago, Salinger said:

Turkey wraps mmmmmmmmmmmmm :D 

 

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I second the Bulgolgi! 

 

My husband L O V E S kimchi and kimchi stew as well. I don't love fermented stuff but if you're okay with fermentation then possibly kimchi

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5 minutes ago, TheGreyJedi-Ranger said:

I second the Bulgolgi! 

 

My husband L O V E S kimchi and kimchi stew as well. I don't love fermented stuff but if you're okay with fermentation then possibly kimchi

 

My very good friend is starting a kimchi business haha

 

She apparently makes the nicest kimchi in Manchester, and loads of people want to buy it from her..... 

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