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Hi I'm Maggie and my ship is currently trapped in ice. By which I mean I'm off my meds, exhausted, and have made some very poor financial decisions. Was out of work about a month between holiday break and covid, had a relapse, still playing catch up. There's a proverbial eldritch polar bear chasing me, the tins are bad, etc etc we've got The Terror. 

 

Goal 1: get the ship out of the ice via paying my dang bills. As a full Lear employee now I will get paid on Wednesdays. I'll figure out the paydown strategy later but I get paid like three times in february. .. by the end of this Challenge I should be good. 

 

Goal 2: don't get scurvy. I will track my foods. That is all. 

 

Goal 3: don't get eaten by the eldritch polar bear. I'm not actually eligible for insurance until March which I find hideously unfair but in the meantime I can take my meds and attend appointment with EAP therapist and such idk 

 

Goal 4: clean ship/watercolors and climbing exercises, I will keep the apartment tidy and will work on hobbies and exercise. 

 

Will clean this up later, I just typed it in my last few minutes before shift starts. I'm so sleepy I can't keep my eyes open. 😴 hopefully this will be a fast 8 hours and I can go to bed. 

 

I have to call onion and find out where the heck my w2 is from when I worked at rheem.

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18 hours ago, Maggie-Miau said:

I have to call onion and find out where the heck my w2 is from when I worked at rheem.

 

autocorrect made it sound like i worked somewhere way cooler than i actually did. i have to call ONIN XD 

 

8 hours ago, Tanktimus the Encourager said:

Here with an ice pick and a blowtorch to help you get unstuck.

 

bless u sir tank....these are not either of those tools but for some reason this is what i thought of

 

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Today:

 

I have no braincells and i AM the demon polar bear oh my god i'm so angry/frustrated/annoyed about everything and broski is coming to my door every two minutes today about his taxes and i tried to tell him look bro i am not in a headspace to help u and he got angry with me and now everyone is mad and i have Zero braincells functioning at the moment my reading comprehension is in the negatives and i have to go to work in the morning and i WANTED to be up all weekend but absolutely crashed yesterday so it is! Not Great At The Moment but i'mma figure out something useful to do today maybe

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I slept all weekend....could not wake up...oops....

 

I had some veggies fried rice and a cup of tea today. I'm now partway through a Sunkist and some crackers. Clearly I am a nutritional Rockstar.

 

EAP got canceled bc compsych lied about telehealth being an option u_u 

 

Found out my w2 from onin is At onin and I'll be able to get it tomorrow 😄

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Hello, i have filed my taxes. A refund is expected, which will help expedite the unstuckening process, although i also intend to squirrel part of it away and promptly forget i have it until *vague gestures* darkest hour and all that.

 

Also i get paid tomorrow (wednesday) halleheckinlujah. i can pay my Bills and get a few groceries i will actually use. I'm going to try the protein angle again. 

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*frantically chiseling* 

Got paid 

Paid on rent 

Paid broski a bit 

Paid some on the credit card

Got my like five little groceries and they were delivered to somebody else so now I'm waiting for them to be redelivered 

Ate food. Idk how much protein was in it but it was some bowtie noodles with red sauce, chopped veggies burger, and roasted broccoli. 

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Had a veggie burger before work, have also had half a protein bar. Am behind on water intake but attempting to fix that. 

 

In a rare stroke of good sense, I am Waiting for everything to stop Pending before I see what I can move to savings. The rent had a nasty habit of looking like it's processed but then sneak attacking ages after the fact so this time I am trying to be a little more wise. 

 

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We have to work Saturday 😪 and two of my coworkers are getting on my nerves. I think I'm just a massive bitch bc it doesn't really matter but for every break every day this week, without fail ten minutes before break they hit me with "I'm going to the restroom I'll be right back" and then don't reappear until five minutes after break. Essentially giving themselves longer breaks. It's annoying both bc they know I can't do that since somebody has to watch the line, so they're intentionally leaving me with the work, and because if you're going to do that at least tell me that's what you're doing instead of this "I'm going to the restroom" bull as if I don't know what you're about 😒

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7 hours ago, Maggie-Miau said:

We have to work Saturday 😪 and two of my coworkers are getting on my nerves. I think I'm just a massive bitch bc it doesn't really matter but for every break every day this week, without fail ten minutes before break they hit me with "I'm going to the restroom I'll be right back" and then don't reappear until five minutes after break. Essentially giving themselves longer breaks. It's annoying both bc they know I can't do that since somebody has to watch the line, so they're intentionally leaving me with the work, and because if you're going to do that at least tell me that's what you're doing instead of this "I'm going to the restroom" bull as if I don't know what you're about 😒

Nah, that's infuriating. It's normal to be upset about that. 

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10 hours ago, Maggie-Miau said:

We have to work Saturday 😪 and two of my coworkers are getting on my nerves. I think I'm just a massive bitch bc it doesn't really matter but for every break every day this week, without fail ten minutes before break they hit me with "I'm going to the restroom I'll be right back" and then don't reappear until five minutes after break. Essentially giving themselves longer breaks. It's annoying both bc they know I can't do that since somebody has to watch the line, so they're intentionally leaving me with the work, and because if you're going to do that at least tell me that's what you're doing instead of this "I'm going to the restroom" bull as if I don't know what you're about 😒

 

Yeah, that's bull. I'm sorry they're treating you like that. Have you been feeling deprived as a result?

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1 hour ago, Kishi said:

 

Yeah, that's bull. I'm sorry they're treating you like that. Have you been feeling deprived as a result?

 

I think it's less feeling deprived and more being annoyed when I feel like people think I'm stupid or something?   I haven't pinpointed exactly why it bothers me so much. 

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Ehehe, last night....the line went down before lunch, so we all cleaned up and found work to do to kill time. Then A-Line started turning off their monitors and stuff and we were told to hang up the scanners as we were about to be sent home early. Lunch bell rings, we're told not to clock out. 

 

Do you know we got back from lunch and had to literally just stand there for two hours until the next break XD and then another half hour after that before Hyundai finally gave up and called it 🤣 I was annoyed like,,,,,why keep us here if you don't need us,,,,but I was also like,,,I'm literally getting paid over 45 dollars just for being there 🤣🤣🤣 and they canceled Saturday work. Doubtless they'll stick it to us next Saturday to make up for it bit I'm cool with it since I only have one overtime day next week anyway. 

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Idk if it's because I'm tired or readjusting to the meds but I've been like...particularly prone to...it's like my bones in my arms are Crawling and the only relief is shakeshakeshake, and have been in the absolute trenches fighting the urge to Knock Head Against Things which I know is super weird but it's grrrrrrrr 

 

I don't want to go to sleep because then the weekend will be over

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10 minutes ago, Maggie-Miau said:

Idk if it's because I'm tired or readjusting to the meds but I've been like...particularly prone to...it's like my bones in my arms are Crawling and the only relief is shakeshakeshake, and have been in the absolute trenches fighting the urge to Knock Head Against Things which I know is super weird but it's grrrrrrrr 

 

I don't want to go to sleep because then the weekend will be over

 

Sorry to hear this. Please don't knock your head against anything no matter how tempting it may seem. Any other way to express what you're feeling?

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32 minutes ago, WolfDreamer said:

 

Sorry to hear this. Please don't knock your head against anything no matter how tempting it may seem. Any other way to express what you're feeling?

 

Fortunately i am now at home and can alternate between my big clunky headphones and simply putting my weighted dragon on my head XD I also went ahead and informed momsauce that this is a Thing . I'm listening to music right now, which can actually increase the arm shaking urge, but am making another clay figure to keep my hands busy :3

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18 hours ago, Tanktimus the Encourager said:

I don't watch the show, but I've seen images on the internet, and that little guy on the right is giving me Taika Waititi from What We Do in The Shadows vibes.

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Ha! I've not seen it either but have similarly seen Images. It really does look like him 😮 

 

This the little guy on our left, 

 

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and this is the fella on our right

 

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