TheGreyJedi-Ranger Posted June 16 Report Share Posted June 16 Hi I'm Jedi and welcome to my bare bones challenge. Things have been very... sticky for me recently. More details under the spoiler. Spoiler In short, I'm living with a narcissist. My grandmother is absolutely a narcissist of the first degree, not to mention has dementia, a mess of other physical ailments, and a drug addiction. Both my husband and myself are horrifically depressed - me badly enough that I have a safety contract with my therapist. I've been doing my best but hooo boy I can NOT. So between her, trying to muster up the energy to not go out to eat or do retail therapy, work part time, and be a parent, I'm wiped. It's even worse when I've recently discovered that she's not to be trusted alone with the baby for any period longer than a couple of minutes due to her picking up my child when she can barely walk. Baby Jedi wasn't in anything even remotely resembling danger beyond maybe a little scrape. So I have to work at nights or while others watch her. It's a whole fucking nightmare. And then there's the fun of her questioning my every decision, especially the ones that involve letting my parents or worse (to her) my in-laws take her anywhere. And as a fun bonus I'm realizing that I'm codependent on someone who has grown out of the codependency while I haven't. It fucking sucks. So yeah, that's my current reality. And that means that while I need to be continuing to take steps to take care of myself, I need to make sure they're realistic steps. One really positive thing is that I've learned part of the source of the issue behind my binge eating: I'm a chewer. I'm (self-diagnosed) autistic and stim quite a lot. A lot of behaviors I've had since childhood I'm learning are stims. And the ones I "grew out of" were mostly just masked. Nail biting turned to binge eating and finally recently to... chewing on my mouth. That's what made me look for other solutions. (I also plan to bring this up with my therapist on Monday, I'm seeing her every week and she's my favorite person) So here's what I plan to do for my bare bones basic challenge. Drink 2 Glasses of Water a Day I got out of the habit of drinking water and now I just survive on coffee and that seems a bit problematic. So my goal will be two glasses of water a day for now. Some Sort of Movement Every Day This could be a walk, this could be a few push ups or squats while I wait for my coffee to brew. Just little bits of movement. Meditate at least 4x/week At my therapist's recommendation, I'm trying to meditate regularly. Unfortunately, I keep forgetting and in general struggling with it. One thing I've noticed is that I really have to do something else as far as the "stillness" part of meditation is concerned. With the whole Autism thing, I can't really do the perfectly still thing, especially if I'm stressed already. I end up stimming more. So I just... let myself stim while I meditate. So that will help I think. Journal at least 3x/week Journalling is another thing my therapist wants me to do and I'm bad at making the time for it. It's important for me to help me process everything I'm dealing with right now. I know it's not much, but I'm in survival mode right now. I can't do everything perfectly. I can barely get to a point of growth. But if I focus on maintaining what I already have, then I won't be behind when I can finally move forward. Have a quick comfort zawa gif in this trying time. Plus ultra I suppose? 6 Quote Grey Jedi Ranger Jedi's Intermission Challenge Jedi Battle Log “Keep Calm, Carry On, and Don't Freeze Up!” - Oboro Shirakumo (Loud Cloud), My Hero Academia Vigilantes Challenges: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12. #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28, #29, #30, #31, #32, #33, #34, #35, #36, #37, #38, #39, #40, #41, #42, #43, #44, #45, #46, #47, #48, #49, #50, #51, #52, #53, #54, #55, #56, #57, #58, #59, #60, #61 Link to comment
Elastigirl Posted June 16 Report Share Posted June 16 Sounds like a tough situation. Sending hugs and cheering you on. I've noticed that sometimes when I overeat it's because I just want the sensation of chewing more. I haven't yet figured out the answer to that though. I don't want to continually munch on carrots, and I don't like gum. Maybe one of those might help you though? 1 Quote Wisdom 22.5 Dexterity 13 Charisma 15 Strength 21 Constitution-13 "Love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your strength, and with all your mind' Luke 10; 27 Link to comment
Tanktimus the Encourager Posted June 16 Report Share Posted June 16 Hugs, that's very difficult. 1 Quote Current Challenge "By the Most-Righteous-and-Blessed Beard of Sir Tanktimus the Encourager!" - Jarl Rurik Harrgath Link to comment
Qnobi Posted June 16 Report Share Posted June 16 Hi, Jedi! Meditation has been very helpful for me. If you don’t follow it already, the Ten Percent app is about kick off a week-long challenge focused on habit-forming. I’ve found it a great tool for practical stuff enhancing the practice. 1 Quote Link to comment
TheGreyJedi-Ranger Posted June 16 Author Report Share Posted June 16 3 hours ago, Elastigirl said: Sounds like a tough situation. Sending hugs and cheering you on. I've noticed that sometimes when I overeat it's because I just want the sensation of chewing more. I haven't yet figured out the answer to that though. I don't want to continually munch on carrots, and I don't like gum. Maybe one of those might help you though? I actually bought what's called Chewelry - it's basically a teething type thing on a necklace for grown ups/older kiddos. I am wearing a necklace that's got a little chew toy on the end and it's already been an incredible help! 22 minutes ago, Tanktimus the Encourager said: Hugs, that's very difficult. Yeah it's.. not ideal. 7 minutes ago, Qnobi said: Hi, Jedi! Meditation has been very helpful for me. If you don’t follow it already, the Ten Percent app is about kick off a week-long challenge focused on habit-forming. I’ve found it a great tool for practical stuff enhancing the practice. I've been using Balance - I claimed my free year. It was doing me a lot of good at first, but the learn to meditate path got too long too fast for me. So I'm doing the dailies and singles right now 3 1 Quote Grey Jedi Ranger Jedi's Intermission Challenge Jedi Battle Log “Keep Calm, Carry On, and Don't Freeze Up!” - Oboro Shirakumo (Loud Cloud), My Hero Academia Vigilantes Challenges: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12. #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28, #29, #30, #31, #32, #33, #34, #35, #36, #37, #38, #39, #40, #41, #42, #43, #44, #45, #46, #47, #48, #49, #50, #51, #52, #53, #54, #55, #56, #57, #58, #59, #60, #61 Link to comment
Rookie Posted June 17 Report Share Posted June 17 Hey Jedi! Sorry life is being terrible for you right now. What a hard situation. I'm here for support! 1 Quote {Chase the wind and touch the sky; I will fly} Link to comment
TheGreyJedi-Ranger Posted June 17 Author Report Share Posted June 17 11 hours ago, Rookie said: Hey Jedi! Sorry life is being terrible for you right now. What a hard situation. I'm here for support! Thanks ❤️ Life really do be like that sometimes, all I can do is my best 1 Quote Grey Jedi Ranger Jedi's Intermission Challenge Jedi Battle Log “Keep Calm, Carry On, and Don't Freeze Up!” - Oboro Shirakumo (Loud Cloud), My Hero Academia Vigilantes Challenges: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12. #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28, #29, #30, #31, #32, #33, #34, #35, #36, #37, #38, #39, #40, #41, #42, #43, #44, #45, #46, #47, #48, #49, #50, #51, #52, #53, #54, #55, #56, #57, #58, #59, #60, #61 Link to comment
Rookie Posted June 17 Report Share Posted June 17 8 hours ago, TheGreyJedi-Ranger said: Thanks ❤️ Life really do be like that sometimes, all I can do is my best And that is all we ask ❤️ 1 Quote {Chase the wind and touch the sky; I will fly} Link to comment
shaar Posted June 18 Report Share Posted June 18 I am so sorry things are so hard for you right now. ❤️It’s easy to say things will get better, but it’s so hard to even believe that when you’re so far in that hole. I get it my friend. Hang in there and one day at a time. And please keep us updated on how you are doing! 1 Quote i am not waiting for a hero. i saved myself long ago. Level ?? Bard & Monk of the Furious Heart STR.55 DEX.43 STA.48 CON.51 WIS.53 CHA.65 "Well...in the end, it boils down to two simple choices. Either you do or you don't. You'd think with all the problems in this world, there'd be more answers. It's not fair... ...But that's the way things are. The choice is yours." Link to comment
Grandkai_NL Posted June 19 Report Share Posted June 19 Hey Jedi, so sorry to hear things are so hard for you. Here to support you with your goals and through this rough time ❤️ 1 Quote Current Challenge Instagram | Duolingo | TrueAchievements (Xbox) | Goodreads | Twitch (no activity as of late) Past challenges here Link to comment
TheGreyJedi-Ranger Posted June 19 Author Report Share Posted June 19 On 6/17/2023 at 7:36 PM, Rookie said: And that is all we ask ❤️ That's all I can ask of myself too ❤️ 22 hours ago, shaar said: I am so sorry things are so hard for you right now. ❤️It’s easy to say things will get better, but it’s so hard to even believe that when you’re so far in that hole. I get it my friend. Hang in there and one day at a time. And please keep us updated on how you are doing! I appreciate you ❤️ I'm managing okay most days thanks to the coping strategies I'm working on with my therapist. I'll do my best ❤️ 10 hours ago, Grandkai_NL said: Hey Jedi, so sorry to hear things are so hard for you. Here to support you with your goals and through this rough time ❤️ Thank you ❤️ Happy to have you! ~ I really love this site. The support has been incredible and direly needed. Thank you guys so much for checking in and caring about me during a time when I feel super isolated. Yesterday was a lot of fun, we split time after church between my parents' and my in-laws' houses. At my in-laws' house we took Baby Jedi swimming and she had a ball ❤️ Today was therapy and tomorrow is my appointment with a gastroenterologist for my gallbladder issues. 6 Quote Grey Jedi Ranger Jedi's Intermission Challenge Jedi Battle Log “Keep Calm, Carry On, and Don't Freeze Up!” - Oboro Shirakumo (Loud Cloud), My Hero Academia Vigilantes Challenges: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12. #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28, #29, #30, #31, #32, #33, #34, #35, #36, #37, #38, #39, #40, #41, #42, #43, #44, #45, #46, #47, #48, #49, #50, #51, #52, #53, #54, #55, #56, #57, #58, #59, #60, #61 Link to comment
TheGreyJedi-Ranger Posted June 20 Author Report Share Posted June 20 Heard back from my doctor about my bloodwork and change in meds and hooo boy was his reply a bit tone deaf. I'd told him that I'd had a lot of recurring issues over the past several years that seemed to be a cause of weight gain rather than an effect. He ran a bunch of labs and the results were... pretty useless. I reached back out because of the issues I've been having and my therapist's recommendations that I swap antidepressants. I also noted that I've been having pretty severe hair loss issues as well as wondering what the problem was. He basically told me the hair loss was probably diet/nutrition related, my triglicerides were high so I needed to cut down on carbs, and I needed to make sure I got a diet high in folate and vitamin D. Oh, and that he prefers to prescribe Lexapro instead of Celexa anyway b/c it's newer. But yeah I haven't replied yet. At this point I'm about to just take the L and focus on doing my best with lifestyle. I just started taking a multivitamin and a vitamin D supplement, as well as a supplement called Berberine that helps with regulating blood sugar and helping with insulin resistance (apparently it behaves similarly to Metformin except it's a plant based thingie). I'm just going to run with those and see what's up. I can't really do much else as I do my bloody best with what I have. I'm so damn tired of being gaslit by doctors who want the easy answers. "Oh yeah, you should just cut carbs." Oh really? Well what am I supposed to do about the fact that when I don't eat enough carbs my body has a freak out? That I'm weak and exhausted and hangry? That all my body craves is carbs and sugar, no matter what my diet looks like? That I did a fully restricted keto for a good 3-4 months and while I did lose 10-15lbs, I was hungry and angry and exhausted all the time. Not to mention I hated every single minute. I just want to not be living in a fucked up meat suit, ya dig? Maybe half of it is my fault. If that. Some of it is, yes. But some of it is because I've had undiagnosed and unhelped issues both mental and physical for over a decade at this point. Ugh. Hopefully I can figure things out soon. 4 Quote Grey Jedi Ranger Jedi's Intermission Challenge Jedi Battle Log “Keep Calm, Carry On, and Don't Freeze Up!” - Oboro Shirakumo (Loud Cloud), My Hero Academia Vigilantes Challenges: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12. #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28, #29, #30, #31, #32, #33, #34, #35, #36, #37, #38, #39, #40, #41, #42, #43, #44, #45, #46, #47, #48, #49, #50, #51, #52, #53, #54, #55, #56, #57, #58, #59, #60, #61 Link to comment
TheGreyJedi-Ranger Posted June 21 Author Report Share Posted June 21 Today's doctor visit was fairly encouraging. I'm getting referred to a surgeon to get my galbladder out. I'm going to start harassing my old doctor's office about sending records, this is absolutely absurd. I've sent in two forms and literally nothing has gone through (you have to wait over a month between forms because it apparently takes at least 30 business days or some other bullshittery). So I have a 7 month old baby and never actually got a postpartum checkup. Also, I'm sick. Which is absolutely delightful >_> 2 1 Quote Grey Jedi Ranger Jedi's Intermission Challenge Jedi Battle Log “Keep Calm, Carry On, and Don't Freeze Up!” - Oboro Shirakumo (Loud Cloud), My Hero Academia Vigilantes Challenges: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12. #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28, #29, #30, #31, #32, #33, #34, #35, #36, #37, #38, #39, #40, #41, #42, #43, #44, #45, #46, #47, #48, #49, #50, #51, #52, #53, #54, #55, #56, #57, #58, #59, #60, #61 Link to comment
Rookie Posted June 21 Report Share Posted June 21 Aww baby Jedi loves the water! ❤️ So cute. My niece and nephew are little fish lol Your doctor sounds delightful 😑 I hate not getting answers. Like obviously something isn't working how it should and it's not just fine. My 33yo friend is pretty sure she had a heart attack.... There was some activity on a test that was done that suggests heart attack or something similar and they are like eh it's probably not a heart attack because you are young. But she's under so much stress and she has a history of heart problems as a kid. But they are like eh probably fine. 1 Quote {Chase the wind and touch the sky; I will fly} Link to comment
TheGreyJedi-Ranger Posted June 22 Author Report Share Posted June 22 21 hours ago, Rookie said: Aww baby Jedi loves the water! ❤️ So cute. My niece and nephew are little fish lol Your doctor sounds delightful 😑 I hate not getting answers. Like obviously something isn't working how it should and it's not just fine. My 33yo friend is pretty sure she had a heart attack.... There was some activity on a test that was done that suggests heart attack or something similar and they are like eh it's probably not a heart attack because you are young. But she's under so much stress and she has a history of heart problems as a kid. But they are like eh probably fine. She loves baths too, it's adorable ❤️ Eh... the whole thing is some bullshit. And so is what your friend went through. I'm hoping that my vitamins make something of a difference, frankly. Right now I don't have the spoons to do too much with my health 1 Quote Grey Jedi Ranger Jedi's Intermission Challenge Jedi Battle Log “Keep Calm, Carry On, and Don't Freeze Up!” - Oboro Shirakumo (Loud Cloud), My Hero Academia Vigilantes Challenges: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12. #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28, #29, #30, #31, #32, #33, #34, #35, #36, #37, #38, #39, #40, #41, #42, #43, #44, #45, #46, #47, #48, #49, #50, #51, #52, #53, #54, #55, #56, #57, #58, #59, #60, #61 Link to comment
TheGreyJedi-Ranger Posted June 24 Author Report Share Posted June 24 wowww what a week. I've definitely been getting sicker, but I'm mostly trying to do some mild bits of self care to keep it from getting too terribly bad. Yesterday I got basically nothing done aside from baking three cakes (two were for a bake sale at church) and I was sooooo exhausted. Then baby Jedi didn't let me sleep so I'm exhausted today. Though I'm getting work done early in the AM and that's nice. However, I will absolutely be taking a nap today. Even just a little one will make things a lot easier. I've been reading a book called Boundaries by Henry Young and hooo boy I should have waited on that book. It's very much calling me out. Necessary but not something I have a lot of energy to handle right now. But I'll have to do it sooner rather than later because I don't want baby Jedi to inherit my boundaries issues. Even though I'm not 100% sure what they are exactly, I know they're not something I want someone else to deal with. Particularly not my sweetheart. Goals are going okay, I need to actually sit down and journal because I've got some thoughts and feelings that I need to sort through. And definitely looking forward to that nap! 5 Quote Grey Jedi Ranger Jedi's Intermission Challenge Jedi Battle Log “Keep Calm, Carry On, and Don't Freeze Up!” - Oboro Shirakumo (Loud Cloud), My Hero Academia Vigilantes Challenges: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12. #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28, #29, #30, #31, #32, #33, #34, #35, #36, #37, #38, #39, #40, #41, #42, #43, #44, #45, #46, #47, #48, #49, #50, #51, #52, #53, #54, #55, #56, #57, #58, #59, #60, #61 Link to comment
shaar Posted June 24 Report Share Posted June 24 I hope you enjoy your nap - you so deserve it!! 1 Quote i am not waiting for a hero. i saved myself long ago. Level ?? Bard & Monk of the Furious Heart STR.55 DEX.43 STA.48 CON.51 WIS.53 CHA.65 "Well...in the end, it boils down to two simple choices. Either you do or you don't. You'd think with all the problems in this world, there'd be more answers. It's not fair... ...But that's the way things are. The choice is yours." Link to comment
TheGreyJedi-Ranger Posted June 26 Author Report Share Posted June 26 On 6/24/2023 at 5:05 PM, shaar said: I hope you enjoy your nap - you so deserve it!! It was an incredible nap - I woke up a new person. ~ Today was a very restful day. I spent the entire day playing with Baby Jedi in a way I hadn't since I started working again and it just brought me such joy. My mom is taking her tonight because I have an early and far away appointment with a surgeon to talk about removing my godforsaken gallbladder. Overall goals are going decently though I could really do a lot better about meditating. But journalling is going great, and I'm remembering to move most of the time. And water is getting consumed. 3 Quote Grey Jedi Ranger Jedi's Intermission Challenge Jedi Battle Log “Keep Calm, Carry On, and Don't Freeze Up!” - Oboro Shirakumo (Loud Cloud), My Hero Academia Vigilantes Challenges: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12. #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28, #29, #30, #31, #32, #33, #34, #35, #36, #37, #38, #39, #40, #41, #42, #43, #44, #45, #46, #47, #48, #49, #50, #51, #52, #53, #54, #55, #56, #57, #58, #59, #60, #61 Link to comment
Elastigirl Posted June 26 Report Share Posted June 26 Sounds like a wonderful day! 1 Quote Wisdom 22.5 Dexterity 13 Charisma 15 Strength 21 Constitution-13 "Love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your strength, and with all your mind' Luke 10; 27 Link to comment
Rhovaniel Posted June 27 Report Share Posted June 27 I hear you on the doctors gaslighting you. It's stupid and I hate that they don't take you seriously. You are doing wonderfully Jedi. I hope your health improves though - is there any hope of seeing another doctor? 1 Quote “All You Have To Decide Is What To Do With The Time That Is Given To You.” - Gandalf The Chronicles of Rhovaniel, Dúnedain Ranger: Volume One: Wintering, Volume Two: Winter is Passing, Spring is Near, The Chronicles of Rhovaniel, Volume Three: Reborn into Spring, Rhovaniel Batltes the PEWS (late spring challenge)| Volume Four: Strength in Summer|Volume Five: Ambushed in the Archives (current) Spoiler Previous Challenges: 1|2|3|4|5|6|7|8|9|10|11|12|13 14| 15|16|17|18|19|20|21|22|23|24|25|26|27| 28 29|30 Link to comment
TheGreyJedi-Ranger Posted June 27 Author Report Share Posted June 27 On 6/25/2023 at 9:07 PM, Elastigirl said: Sounds like a wonderful day! It really was! I needed to have it to hold on to from the way this week has gone. 5 hours ago, Rhovaniel said: I hear you on the doctors gaslighting you. It's stupid and I hate that they don't take you seriously. You are doing wonderfully Jedi. I hope your health improves though - is there any hope of seeing another doctor? It's so frustrating. I don't know - I'm going to hold off on pushing for that so far. My first appointment with this doc was really good, and I'm willing to hold off and see if he's just brusque on messages or what. ~ Okay so it's been a messy time. First off, I went to a surgeon yesterday and are moving forward with potentially seeking gallbladder removal for me. That was excellent. Less excellent is the fact that Mr. Right got pulled over twice for the same thing over the course of three days. (details in spoiler) Spoiler Our car's registration expired during COVID, and by the time the DMV had waiting lists less than multiple months long, we were looking at moving out of state. There seemed to be no reason to pay so much for registration and then leave. Our inspection (we live in a state that requires inspections on automobiles) expired during 2021 as well. We subsequently moved in Jan/Feb of 2022 to a state that didn't require inspections. I spent the next few months collecting the stuff needed to get residency in our new state, as well as car registration. Then we had an Incident (wheren we were scammed out of around $4000 by a Craigslist scammer when we were trying to rent a home) and we decided to move back. In the time frame since we've moved back (December), we've been trying to play catch up on bills, debts, and assorted other bullshittery. We hadn't gotten to our inspection and registration (and the delinquent personal property taxes...) yet. So on Saturday, Mr. Right got pulled by a state trooper (colloquially known as "staties" or "Ticket fairies") which was annoying but whatever. But today he got pulled over by an asshole who saw the existing tickets and said "If you don't have an appointment, you're getting another ticket." Keep in mind that the first day we could have done anything was yesterday. So yeah, that's some shit. Also, my grandmother is on her narcissistic bullshit again wheren she refuses to listen to the words out of my mouth (AKA - "I'm not mad at you, I wasn't mad at you") and throw a pity party and be passive agressive. When I tried to talk to her she fussed at me, threw said pity party, and kept talking over me. And ignored every word I spoke unless it pertained to her. Recently it's been feeling very "one step forward and five steps back" every time something good happens we get screwed over several times. I'm mentally and emotionally exhausted. 2 1 Quote Grey Jedi Ranger Jedi's Intermission Challenge Jedi Battle Log “Keep Calm, Carry On, and Don't Freeze Up!” - Oboro Shirakumo (Loud Cloud), My Hero Academia Vigilantes Challenges: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12. #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28, #29, #30, #31, #32, #33, #34, #35, #36, #37, #38, #39, #40, #41, #42, #43, #44, #45, #46, #47, #48, #49, #50, #51, #52, #53, #54, #55, #56, #57, #58, #59, #60, #61 Link to comment
Rhovaniel Posted June 27 Report Share Posted June 27 I'm really sorry Jedi. That is a shitty and sucky situation to have to deal with on top of everything else. 1 Quote “All You Have To Decide Is What To Do With The Time That Is Given To You.” - Gandalf The Chronicles of Rhovaniel, Dúnedain Ranger: Volume One: Wintering, Volume Two: Winter is Passing, Spring is Near, The Chronicles of Rhovaniel, Volume Three: Reborn into Spring, Rhovaniel Batltes the PEWS (late spring challenge)| Volume Four: Strength in Summer|Volume Five: Ambushed in the Archives (current) Spoiler Previous Challenges: 1|2|3|4|5|6|7|8|9|10|11|12|13 14| 15|16|17|18|19|20|21|22|23|24|25|26|27| 28 29|30 Link to comment
TheGreyJedi-Ranger Posted June 28 Author Report Share Posted June 28 17 hours ago, Rhovaniel said: I'm really sorry Jedi. That is a shitty and sucky situation to have to deal with on top of everything else. It is, but hopefully we'll be moved in with my mom sooner rather than later which would help some of it. I'm currently making a list of all the random adulting crap I'm behind on to try to get my hands around it. 1 Quote Grey Jedi Ranger Jedi's Intermission Challenge Jedi Battle Log “Keep Calm, Carry On, and Don't Freeze Up!” - Oboro Shirakumo (Loud Cloud), My Hero Academia Vigilantes Challenges: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12. #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28, #29, #30, #31, #32, #33, #34, #35, #36, #37, #38, #39, #40, #41, #42, #43, #44, #45, #46, #47, #48, #49, #50, #51, #52, #53, #54, #55, #56, #57, #58, #59, #60, #61 Link to comment
shaar Posted June 30 Report Share Posted June 30 Hi friend. ❤️ I'm so sorry you have to deal with family members being absolutely nonsensical and terrible to you. I would be exhausted too and just FRUSTRATED. I seriously hope things can lighten up for you a little bit soon, you work so hard and deserve a break! Keep pushing through, we are here for you and believe in you!! 1 Quote i am not waiting for a hero. i saved myself long ago. Level ?? Bard & Monk of the Furious Heart STR.55 DEX.43 STA.48 CON.51 WIS.53 CHA.65 "Well...in the end, it boils down to two simple choices. Either you do or you don't. You'd think with all the problems in this world, there'd be more answers. It's not fair... ...But that's the way things are. The choice is yours." Link to comment
TheGreyJedi-Ranger Posted June 30 Author Report Share Posted June 30 51 minutes ago, shaar said: Hi friend. ❤️ I'm so sorry you have to deal with family members being absolutely nonsensical and terrible to you. I would be exhausted too and just FRUSTRATED. I seriously hope things can lighten up for you a little bit soon, you work so hard and deserve a break! Keep pushing through, we are here for you and believe in you!! It's definitely been a time but hopefully I can get some stuff taken care of soon. I direly need a break. BUT I have Monday AND Tuesday off for the holiday and i'ma use that time to catch up on my life and play with my precious baby jedi 1 Quote Grey Jedi Ranger Jedi's Intermission Challenge Jedi Battle Log “Keep Calm, Carry On, and Don't Freeze Up!” - Oboro Shirakumo (Loud Cloud), My Hero Academia Vigilantes Challenges: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12. #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28, #29, #30, #31, #32, #33, #34, #35, #36, #37, #38, #39, #40, #41, #42, #43, #44, #45, #46, #47, #48, #49, #50, #51, #52, #53, #54, #55, #56, #57, #58, #59, #60, #61 Link to comment
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