Laini gives it (yet another) shot

[llsoszynski@gmail.com]

Hey! you deserve an A and I agree fully with Goodwince your confidence has come along in leaps and bounds!

You have tackled the eating probs & done some awesome workouts, just awesome

Ps love your comment re:stuck up looking girl trainers, made me chuckle, I agree with you stick with the nice lady:)

Thanks Kel Glad i had you and the others as support or i probably wouldn't have made it as well as i have.

No.. you didn't make your goals, but you were also getting back into lifting and you lost motivation then came back into it. In the grand scheme of things sure.. you probably didn't get quite the A a well determined person would get at working hard and being completely focused. You did, however, jump back from a bout of not feeling up to anything.. I have to say that's a challenge in and of itself. Not only did you come back more focused, but you came back with stellar achievements. I think to say you should get above an A for the last half the challenge would be putting it lightly.

While I was in school, I couldn't help but notice that the kids who lacked ambition at the start but picked up later did much better than myself who burn out early lol. So you've definitely came back with more conviction.

My relationship with food is slowly gaining ground. I'm feeling more comfortable with it and I'm acknowledging my successes and losses. It's really only the first steps, but I know now that I'm getting myself into. I'm learning how to plan accordingly too. Starting to think of ways. It's tough for me because I'm always hungry Sometimes I think the people who are always complaining about being hard gainers suck because they have the advantage of being skinny and I've always been able to eat a crap ton of food without problems!

It's weird that I'm always hungry too because I eat pretty satiating foods. Probably have to just drink more water as it seems to change my view of hunger!

Thanks goodwince . If challenges had terms, and this was a two-term challenge, i would get an F for the first half, and an A for the second, haha. Since the drill with my unit this weekend i'm having trouble coming back to it, and that might be why i'm pissed off today, haha. I haven't done anything bad, its just my mindset has shifted again and I need to recognize and get back to where i was last week. Maybe it was just a bad nights sleep, haha.

hey, first steps are the way to new habits and it looks like you're doing an awesome job. i know how you feel being always hungry.. that was my problem for a while too, haha. water definitely helps. i found from the IF days that if i'm not hungry, and i eat something, i generally become hungry.. a vicious circle. just another reason to not graze all day and to only eat while hungry

[goodwince]

How is that a vent? LOL.

Eh, we all have our days. You'll get passed it. Your cat just jumps up on the bed? My roommate's cat likes to run his tail back and forth across the blinds till I wake up and yell at him lol.

Great job on the PR. Careful with your hands. You need to wrap them!!

[llsoszynski@gmail.com]

Haha well I wanted to vent but I realized my bad mood is completely irrational and I had no reasoning behind it so my.vent was rather short lol. And my cat... Holy Jeeze. He likes to borrow between your face and the pillow when your sleeeping, and no matter how many times you throw him off the bed he jumps right back up and keeps doing it, all the while purring so frigin loud. And I wonder how I got ring worm all over my neck... Something I'm upset Bout too haha, its getting worse :/. So worried its going to spread to my face since my cat basically sleeps on it.

Damn good deeds always go and bite me in the butt. Why????

[llsoszynski@gmail.com]

Haha well I wanted to vent but I realized my bad mood is completely irrational and I had no reasoning behind it so my.vent was rather short lol. And my cat... Holy Jeeze. He likes to borrow between your face and the pillow when your sleeeping, and no matter how many times you throw him off the bed he jumps right back up and keeps doing it, all the while purring so frigin loud. And I wonder how I got ring worm all over my neck... Something I'm upset Bout too haha, its getting worse :/. So worried its going to spread to my face since my cat basically sleeps on it.

Damn good deeds always go and bite me in the butt. Why????

[goodwince]

Lol. That was a rather short vent. That sounds like cats. I woke up to it scratching at my door non-stop. So I let it in and then it runs around trying to wake me. Little bastard lol. They don't give up either.

They don't always bite you in the butt lol. It'll get better. What's the hubs think of the cat?