Fearkiller Posted January 3, 2013 Report Share Posted January 3, 2013 Starting officially 7th of January, but will dabble in this the first week of 2013to get the feel of the goals.---------------Fearkiller, level 2 Human AdventurerStr:2.25 Dex:2.25 Sta:2 Con:1.25 Cha: 3.25 Wis: 7---------------First year BBA-student, sleepwalking through life, not knowing what he wants to do with his life...Wasting his time waiting for something to magically appear. Slowly waking up: "What have I doneto really be worth looking up on? To have really mattered to me?... Hmm. ... Yeah... Well, better get to it then!"---------I'm going to assume here I can have more than one life goal---------Life goals:Fearkilling: Find and do things that scare me. +1 WIS for every success (Max. gain of 5 pointsout of the whole challenge)What I've come up this far for the list:If I happen to swear aloud:Do 5 Push-Ups. As long as it won't dirty my clothes or I'm not in a queque where it'd hinder others.Lay down into the ground for 10 seconds and get up like nothing happened (thank you, Tim Ferriss)Say a genuine compliment to a stranger (from the NF article: How to be awesome at approaching people)---Strike up a conversation with someone I don't know (has to be done 5 times to get +1 WIS)---Arrange meetings with anyone willing to practice speaking English.Friends+fellow students the main group------------------Working out: Two workouts/week with proper warm-up and streching too and an extra streching session had to drop something off. The plan is the same from the previous challenge.Will repost it later.+1 Str, +1 Dex, +1 Con, +1 Cha------------------Diet clean up:Stop drinking coffee. Got this done 1.1-6.1.2013 (outside of challenge, no stats.) Vegetables, fruits, nuts, seeds (or any combination) for a total of one pound twice a weekNote: not necessarily the same days as working out, but preferredDrink half a liter a full liter of water/day.(Might be bititing more than I can chew)+1 Cha, +1 Con------------------Sleep more: Go to sleep regularly at 22.00 and get up at 06.00.If done before the end of challenge, go to sleep at 21.30, up at 06.00.+1 Wis, +1 Con, +2 Cha------------------------------Side Quests (not as important as the goals itself but still must get done)- Implement the tips from the article "How to become a productivity ninja" here on NF- To get my signature done Nearly, I haven't found a good enough quote to be worthy of the place.- Help other rebels more on the forums How: pick 2-4 threads to follow regularly.- Deliver personally flowers for the curator who helped me through problems I had in high school---------------Will fleshen these out when I have time, not sleep deprived(see why I have the goal ) and have a proper keyboardFor courage in the timid world! -Fearkiller "There is beauty in hardship / There are poems in grief" -Assemblage 23, Damaged | STR:2.25 | DEX:2.25 | STA:2 | CON:1.25 | CHA:3.25 | WIS:7 | A place I will collect my woots - if I remember Challenges | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 15.1 | 15.2 | Milythaels' HOoRAY for which I am grateful | Today, right now, I am alive. And that is good. It is amazing the power of those small gestures of love and kindness have on our lives. <3 - Liberator "I myself am made entirely of flaws, stiched together with good intentions." - Augusten Burroughs, Magical thinking:True stories "Pick up the pieces and keep going, one painfully slow step at a time." - Hiraedd the twice-risen, hamadryad. "Spread love and understanding. Use force if necessary." - Leon Trotsky "Let me think about the people I care about the most, and when they fail or disappoint me, I still love them, I still give them chances, and I still see the best in them. Let me extend that generosity to myself." zefrank1, An Invocation for Beginnings "I don't feel guilty for wanting. That's like being mad because you have to breathe or pee. It just is." Someone in Reddit "If you do strange things, strange things will happen!" "That's it! Now go make something beautiful." -Jake Parker Link to comment
Laureleye Posted January 4, 2013 Report Share Posted January 4, 2013 You've got an awful lot of goals to focus on, which is why the challenges now only allow 4 goals. Your goals need to be measurable; for example your "fear killer" goal-what constitutes success? 1 point a day? 1 point a week? 10 points for the entire challenge? I think this is your first challenge, so I suggest that you narrow down to the following:Workouts - 2 workouts/weekDiet cleanup - plan of what is/isn't allowed.Sleep more -and finally the Productivity Ninja for your life goal. If you need any help, let me know. The hardest part of the workout is lacing up your shoes'"10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | Current Challenge |INTJ | MFP | FitBit Link to comment
Gobnait Posted January 5, 2013 Report Share Posted January 5, 2013 Fearkiller's been around at least as long as I have. Your goals to need to be tightened up. As a college student, I'd advise you against saying no coffee. I do think that weaning yourself to not having headaches when you do go without is about perfect. Basically only drink it when you need a boost. I have conditions that affect my social awareness. If I am rude, tell me what I could do better. 5'8" & 220 260 pounds | Miles Walked: X 2019: | 1 | 2 | 3 | Pre 2017: | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | * | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 | Link to comment
Fearkiller Posted January 7, 2013 Author Report Share Posted January 7, 2013 Thank you for feedback! Yay, a chance to improve!But I need all of them. It's just they didn't fit into the challenge -yeah, overachiever I know... Many of them just are rather minor individually, so I bundled them up to add up difficulty.And I got rid of the coffee during 1.1-6.1.2012, so it won't be a concern anymore.I decided to get 100% out of it because I've tried this before, managed it quite well and then fallen after month or two. "One cup won't hurt. What's wrong with two... I'll drink it just this week..."I could get rid of the extra streching session, though. Freeing some time for the productivity ninja.I don't know how long it'll take for the sleeping goal to stick, as I haven't really tried it ever before.Might be three weeks, might be two challenges...Needed to have the productivity goal, so I made it a side quest. I will achieve it all the same,it just doesn't get points for me. "There is beauty in hardship / There are poems in grief" -Assemblage 23, Damaged | STR:2.25 | DEX:2.25 | STA:2 | CON:1.25 | CHA:3.25 | WIS:7 | A place I will collect my woots - if I remember Challenges | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 15.1 | 15.2 | Milythaels' HOoRAY for which I am grateful | Today, right now, I am alive. And that is good. It is amazing the power of those small gestures of love and kindness have on our lives. <3 - Liberator "I myself am made entirely of flaws, stiched together with good intentions." - Augusten Burroughs, Magical thinking:True stories "Pick up the pieces and keep going, one painfully slow step at a time." - Hiraedd the twice-risen, hamadryad. "Spread love and understanding. Use force if necessary." - Leon Trotsky "Let me think about the people I care about the most, and when they fail or disappoint me, I still love them, I still give them chances, and I still see the best in them. Let me extend that generosity to myself." zefrank1, An Invocation for Beginnings "I don't feel guilty for wanting. That's like being mad because you have to breathe or pee. It just is." Someone in Reddit "If you do strange things, strange things will happen!" "That's it! Now go make something beautiful." -Jake Parker Link to comment
Lydieboo Posted January 7, 2013 Report Share Posted January 7, 2013 Starting officially 7th of January, but will dabble in this the first week of 2013to get the feel of the goals.---------------Fearkiller, level 2 Human AdventurerStr:2.25 Dex:2.25 Sta:2 Con:1.25 Cha: 3.25 Wis: 7---------------First year BBA-student, sleepwalking through life, not knowing what he wants to do with his life...Wasting his time waiting for something to magically appear. Slowly waking up: "What have I doneto really be worth looking up on? To have really mattered to me?... Hmm. ... Yeah... Well, better get to it then!"---------I'm going to assume here I can have more than one life goal---------Life goals:Fearkilling: Find and do thing that scare me. +1 WIS for every success (Max. gain of 5 pointsout of the whole challenge)What I've come up this far for the list:If I happen to swear aloud:Do 5 Push-Ups. As long as it won't dirty my clothes or I'm not in a queque where it'd hinder others.Lay down into the ground for 10 seconds and get up like nothing happened (thank you, Tim Ferriss)Say a genuine compliment to a stranger (from the NF article: How to be awesome at approaching people)---Strike up a conversation with someone I don't know (has to be done 5 times to get one WIS)---Arrange meetings with anyone willing to practice speaking English.Friends+fellow students the main group---------Working out: Two workouts/week with proper warm-up and streching too. The plan is the same from the previous challenge.Will repost it later.+1 Str, +1 Dex, +1 Con, +1 Cha---------Diet clean up: +1 Cha, +1 ConStop drinking coffee.Eat one pound total of vegetables, fruits, nuts and/or seeds/working-out-day.Drink half a liter of water/day.(Might be bititing more than I can chew)---------Sleep more: Go to sleep regularly at 22.00 and get up at 06.00. +1 Wis, +1 Con, +2 ChaIf done before the end of challenge, go to sleep at 21.30, up at 06.00.---------------Side Quests (not as important as the goals itself but still must get done)-Implement the tips from the article "How to become a productivity ninja" here on NF-To get my signature done-Help other rebels more on the forums-Deliver personally flowers for the curatorthat helped me through problems I had in high school---------------Will fleshen these out when I have time, not sleep deprived(see why I have the goal ) and have a proper keyboardFor courage in the timid world! -Fearkiller You do have a lot of goals, but some of them seem to be examples of bigger goals - like talking to a stranger and laying on the ground are part of doing things you're afraid of? It sounds like you're trying to build your confidence, so maybe set that as a goal and then a list of things you can do daily to achieve that goal? Maybe something like...(And yes, I'm an absolute organizational nerd): Fearkilling: Find and do one thing that scares me per day. +1 for every success Examples:Deliver personally flowers for the curator that helped me through problems I had in high schoolIf I swear, do 5 Push-Ups. As long as it won't dirty my clothes or I'm not in a queque where it'd hinder others.Lay down into the ground for 10 seconds and get up like nothing happened (thank you, Tim Ferriss)Say a genuine compliment to a stranger (from the NF article: How to be awesome at approaching people)Strike up a conversation with someone I don't know (has to be done 5 times to get one WIS)Practice speaking English with someone Clean Up Diet: Drink 1 liter of water/day and eat 4 servings of vegetables daily and at least 20g of protein.Working out: Two workouts/week with one extra streching session Lydieboo, Level 1 Barbarian AdventurerSTR 2|DEX 2|STA 2|CON 2|WIS 4|CHA 3"Only a few people are awake, and they live in a state of total, constant amazement." Lydieboo's Do or Die Winter Challenge Link to comment
Fearkiller Posted January 9, 2013 Author Report Share Posted January 9, 2013 I did a workout today, posting the details later. Streching is still pending, but will get to it this evening.Lydieboo 07 January 2013 - 10:51 PM:You do have a lot of goals, but some of them seem to be examples of bigger goalsYes, the Fearkilling is one goal including all the stuff under it until Working out.Added some things from your organizations, planning on taking some more. Thank you!Now I must hurry, going to buy some chicken and sunflower seeds.The workout:Warm up:2x100 jumping jacks, 2x10 no-push-ups burpeesExercises:Three circuits of 1x nearly-a-chin-up, 45 second plank and 3x10 ten-second slow ducks.Streching:2x45 second strech for legs, 2x25 second for Abs and BackProtein: 200g of chicken = 38g of proteinNo vegetables, fruits, seeds or nuts -going to buy tomorrow or Friday.Push-ups for swearing: three times, not in a crowded place. "There is beauty in hardship / There are poems in grief" -Assemblage 23, Damaged | STR:2.25 | DEX:2.25 | STA:2 | CON:1.25 | CHA:3.25 | WIS:7 | A place I will collect my woots - if I remember Challenges | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 15.1 | 15.2 | Milythaels' HOoRAY for which I am grateful | Today, right now, I am alive. And that is good. It is amazing the power of those small gestures of love and kindness have on our lives. <3 - Liberator "I myself am made entirely of flaws, stiched together with good intentions." - Augusten Burroughs, Magical thinking:True stories "Pick up the pieces and keep going, one painfully slow step at a time." - Hiraedd the twice-risen, hamadryad. "Spread love and understanding. Use force if necessary." - Leon Trotsky "Let me think about the people I care about the most, and when they fail or disappoint me, I still love them, I still give them chances, and I still see the best in them. Let me extend that generosity to myself." zefrank1, An Invocation for Beginnings "I don't feel guilty for wanting. That's like being mad because you have to breathe or pee. It just is." Someone in Reddit "If you do strange things, strange things will happen!" "That's it! Now go make something beautiful." -Jake Parker Link to comment
Fearkiller Posted January 12, 2013 Author Report Share Posted January 12, 2013 10.1Water: 0.6 LProtein: 200g of chicken = 38g protein11.1Water: 0.35 LProtein: (22.8+3.2=26g) 100g sunflower seeds = 22.8g of protein+ 100g yoghurt = 3.2g of proteinFor courage in the timid world! -Fearkiller "There is beauty in hardship / There are poems in grief" -Assemblage 23, Damaged | STR:2.25 | DEX:2.25 | STA:2 | CON:1.25 | CHA:3.25 | WIS:7 | A place I will collect my woots - if I remember Challenges | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 15.1 | 15.2 | Milythaels' HOoRAY for which I am grateful | Today, right now, I am alive. And that is good. It is amazing the power of those small gestures of love and kindness have on our lives. <3 - Liberator "I myself am made entirely of flaws, stiched together with good intentions." - Augusten Burroughs, Magical thinking:True stories "Pick up the pieces and keep going, one painfully slow step at a time." - Hiraedd the twice-risen, hamadryad. "Spread love and understanding. Use force if necessary." - Leon Trotsky "Let me think about the people I care about the most, and when they fail or disappoint me, I still love them, I still give them chances, and I still see the best in them. Let me extend that generosity to myself." zefrank1, An Invocation for Beginnings "I don't feel guilty for wanting. That's like being mad because you have to breathe or pee. It just is." Someone in Reddit "If you do strange things, strange things will happen!" "That's it! Now go make something beautiful." -Jake Parker Link to comment
Fearkiller Posted January 13, 2013 Author Report Share Posted January 13, 2013 12.1 Saturday0.3 liters of water 23.30-8.00 worth of sleep300g bag of frozen vegetables 13.1 0.75 liters of waterThe problem is I can wake up at 6 but then I get trapped in the warm comfort of my bed and actually get out of the bed at 8.00-9.00 I'd need a machine that pulls the blanket off... Only one workout this week, didn't get it done this morning and as with those cases, the day was quickly filled with other (less important) things. "There is beauty in hardship / There are poems in grief" -Assemblage 23, Damaged | STR:2.25 | DEX:2.25 | STA:2 | CON:1.25 | CHA:3.25 | WIS:7 | A place I will collect my woots - if I remember Challenges | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 15.1 | 15.2 | Milythaels' HOoRAY for which I am grateful | Today, right now, I am alive. And that is good. It is amazing the power of those small gestures of love and kindness have on our lives. <3 - Liberator "I myself am made entirely of flaws, stiched together with good intentions." - Augusten Burroughs, Magical thinking:True stories "Pick up the pieces and keep going, one painfully slow step at a time." - Hiraedd the twice-risen, hamadryad. "Spread love and understanding. Use force if necessary." - Leon Trotsky "Let me think about the people I care about the most, and when they fail or disappoint me, I still love them, I still give them chances, and I still see the best in them. Let me extend that generosity to myself." zefrank1, An Invocation for Beginnings "I don't feel guilty for wanting. That's like being mad because you have to breathe or pee. It just is." Someone in Reddit "If you do strange things, strange things will happen!" "That's it! Now go make something beautiful." -Jake Parker Link to comment
Gobnait Posted January 13, 2013 Report Share Posted January 13, 2013 I've been having problems with facing the cold first thing in the morning, too. Well, I've been sick, but just tossing off my clothes and not putting on my sleepwear has made it a more noticeable concern. Try warmer pajamas and less blankets. Good for getting frozen veggies. Now get on that fearkilling or I'm gonna make you stand on a streetcorner with a sign that says, "I have trouble leaving my comfort zone." I have conditions that affect my social awareness. If I am rude, tell me what I could do better. 5'8" & 220 260 pounds | Miles Walked: X 2019: | 1 | 2 | 3 | Pre 2017: | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | * | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 | Link to comment
Blaidd Posted January 13, 2013 Report Share Posted January 13, 2013 Now get on that fearkilling or I'm gonna make you stand on a streetcorner with a sign that says, "I have trouble leaving my comfort zone."hahaha, i think i need a sign like that Half Faerie (Sidhe) Scout | Black Belt Kitchen Ninja "A positive attitude will not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort" - Herm Albright You're welcome to skype me (audriwolf) too but let me know who you are My challenge Link to comment
Fearkiller Posted January 15, 2013 Author Report Share Posted January 15, 2013 Now get on that fearkilling or I'm gonna make you stand on a streetcorner with a sign that says, "I have trouble leaving my comfort zone." Hold me onto this: If I do not manage equal or above a C in all my goals, I will do that. I met the student who I practiced speaking english with once in the previous challenge and he offered to find time for an another lesson.And I have a potential friend right there.I got another workout done on Monday 14.1, will post it later.-----Another side of the coin:I've had two chances on "genuine compliment" and one on "start a conversation". And I missed all three.-----Well, got to flip it again. "There is beauty in hardship / There are poems in grief" -Assemblage 23, Damaged | STR:2.25 | DEX:2.25 | STA:2 | CON:1.25 | CHA:3.25 | WIS:7 | A place I will collect my woots - if I remember Challenges | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 15.1 | 15.2 | Milythaels' HOoRAY for which I am grateful | Today, right now, I am alive. And that is good. It is amazing the power of those small gestures of love and kindness have on our lives. <3 - Liberator "I myself am made entirely of flaws, stiched together with good intentions." - Augusten Burroughs, Magical thinking:True stories "Pick up the pieces and keep going, one painfully slow step at a time." - Hiraedd the twice-risen, hamadryad. "Spread love and understanding. Use force if necessary." - Leon Trotsky "Let me think about the people I care about the most, and when they fail or disappoint me, I still love them, I still give them chances, and I still see the best in them. Let me extend that generosity to myself." zefrank1, An Invocation for Beginnings "I don't feel guilty for wanting. That's like being mad because you have to breathe or pee. It just is." Someone in Reddit "If you do strange things, strange things will happen!" "That's it! Now go make something beautiful." -Jake Parker Link to comment
Fearkiller Posted January 17, 2013 Author Report Share Posted January 17, 2013 14.1 Monday??????Didn't write them down anywhere.It'd be guesswork at best. 15.1 Tuesday80g of sunflower seeds (slightly fed up with these, going to find something else soon) = 18g of proteinSleep 22.30-06.20 16.1 Wednesday60g of SF seeds = 12g of protein4 dl of milk = 4x3.2=12g of proteinSleep 23.00-06.15 "There is beauty in hardship / There are poems in grief" -Assemblage 23, Damaged | STR:2.25 | DEX:2.25 | STA:2 | CON:1.25 | CHA:3.25 | WIS:7 | A place I will collect my woots - if I remember Challenges | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 15.1 | 15.2 | Milythaels' HOoRAY for which I am grateful | Today, right now, I am alive. And that is good. It is amazing the power of those small gestures of love and kindness have on our lives. <3 - Liberator "I myself am made entirely of flaws, stiched together with good intentions." - Augusten Burroughs, Magical thinking:True stories "Pick up the pieces and keep going, one painfully slow step at a time." - Hiraedd the twice-risen, hamadryad. "Spread love and understanding. Use force if necessary." - Leon Trotsky "Let me think about the people I care about the most, and when they fail or disappoint me, I still love them, I still give them chances, and I still see the best in them. Let me extend that generosity to myself." zefrank1, An Invocation for Beginnings "I don't feel guilty for wanting. That's like being mad because you have to breathe or pee. It just is." Someone in Reddit "If you do strange things, strange things will happen!" "That's it! Now go make something beautiful." -Jake Parker Link to comment
Blaidd Posted January 17, 2013 Report Share Posted January 17, 2013 Nuts, coconut pieces, jerky and bacon "crisps" are great subs for sunflower seeds Sent with awesomeness from my iPad using Tapatalk Half Faerie (Sidhe) Scout | Black Belt Kitchen Ninja "A positive attitude will not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort" - Herm Albright You're welcome to skype me (audriwolf) too but let me know who you are My challenge Link to comment
Gobnait Posted January 17, 2013 Report Share Posted January 17, 2013 I have conditions that affect my social awareness. If I am rude, tell me what I could do better. 5'8" & 220 260 pounds | Miles Walked: X 2019: | 1 | 2 | 3 | Pre 2017: | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | * | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 | Link to comment
Fearkiller Posted January 18, 2013 Author Report Share Posted January 18, 2013 Fraggles bring a good mood. 17.1 ThursdayProtein:2x30g bread pieces = 12g30g of cheese = 6,5g2dl milk = 6gTotal: 24.5Water 8 dlSleep 22.10-06.05 Kelekona, 13 January 2013 - 10:46 PM: Now get on that fearkilling or I'm gonna make you stand on a streetcorner with a sign that says, "I have trouble leaving my comfort zone." Planning on putting this on my signature, at least for this challenge.Sums it up nicely. And it's funny. Thought it'd be polite to ask. "There is beauty in hardship / There are poems in grief" -Assemblage 23, Damaged | STR:2.25 | DEX:2.25 | STA:2 | CON:1.25 | CHA:3.25 | WIS:7 | A place I will collect my woots - if I remember Challenges | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 15.1 | 15.2 | Milythaels' HOoRAY for which I am grateful | Today, right now, I am alive. And that is good. It is amazing the power of those small gestures of love and kindness have on our lives. <3 - Liberator "I myself am made entirely of flaws, stiched together with good intentions." - Augusten Burroughs, Magical thinking:True stories "Pick up the pieces and keep going, one painfully slow step at a time." - Hiraedd the twice-risen, hamadryad. "Spread love and understanding. Use force if necessary." - Leon Trotsky "Let me think about the people I care about the most, and when they fail or disappoint me, I still love them, I still give them chances, and I still see the best in them. Let me extend that generosity to myself." zefrank1, An Invocation for Beginnings "I don't feel guilty for wanting. That's like being mad because you have to breathe or pee. It just is." Someone in Reddit "If you do strange things, strange things will happen!" "That's it! Now go make something beautiful." -Jake Parker Link to comment
Gobnait Posted January 18, 2013 Report Share Posted January 18, 2013 Anything to keep that at the front of your mind. I have conditions that affect my social awareness. If I am rude, tell me what I could do better. 5'8" & 220 260 pounds | Miles Walked: X 2019: | 1 | 2 | 3 | Pre 2017: | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | * | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 | Link to comment
Laureleye Posted January 18, 2013 Report Share Posted January 18, 2013 Maybe you can get warmed up by making more/longer posts? We'll all make you practice your written English at least. The hardest part of the workout is lacing up your shoes'"10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | Current Challenge |INTJ | MFP | FitBit Link to comment
Fearkiller Posted January 19, 2013 Author Report Share Posted January 19, 2013 I realized I need a new trigger for fearkilling: instead of waiting for curses, I just need a constant reminder.What about drawing a something on my wrist with a (non) permanent marker. Plain "X" is boring, any quote is too long.. ideas? Maybe you can get warmed up by making more/longer posts? We'll all make you practice your written English at least. The problem is spoken english, I can write 90%-fluently. "90%" because after high school the responsibility for spottingmy mistakes is on my own hands, and that tends to lead all the small mistakes I don't notice to pileup. I've got a creeping feeling I'm not as good writer as at the end of high school.Anyways, it'd get to beat the fear of interacting with people and also get my english in shape,ready for being an exchange student and for around the world trip I've been planning togo after I graduate.18.1 Friday180g of chicken = 36g protein3dl milk = 9gtotal 45gWater 8dlSleep 22.10-06.10I just thought out that I'd throw all my material stuff out of the window (open it first ) if I could get personal growth that way. Life does not work so, but the next challenge will be cluttering everything in my room. Big box in the middle of the room and just throw the "oh, I can't throw this away, I might need it someday"-stuff away. Small wonder how much stuff there's eating up time.(Just to have the thought here to remember.) "There is beauty in hardship / There are poems in grief" -Assemblage 23, Damaged | STR:2.25 | DEX:2.25 | STA:2 | CON:1.25 | CHA:3.25 | WIS:7 | A place I will collect my woots - if I remember Challenges | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 15.1 | 15.2 | Milythaels' HOoRAY for which I am grateful | Today, right now, I am alive. And that is good. It is amazing the power of those small gestures of love and kindness have on our lives. <3 - Liberator "I myself am made entirely of flaws, stiched together with good intentions." - Augusten Burroughs, Magical thinking:True stories "Pick up the pieces and keep going, one painfully slow step at a time." - Hiraedd the twice-risen, hamadryad. "Spread love and understanding. Use force if necessary." - Leon Trotsky "Let me think about the people I care about the most, and when they fail or disappoint me, I still love them, I still give them chances, and I still see the best in them. Let me extend that generosity to myself." zefrank1, An Invocation for Beginnings "I don't feel guilty for wanting. That's like being mad because you have to breathe or pee. It just is." Someone in Reddit "If you do strange things, strange things will happen!" "That's it! Now go make something beautiful." -Jake Parker Link to comment
Fearkiller Posted January 21, 2013 Author Report Share Posted January 21, 2013 Spoke english with my friend, and managed to improve a bit again.(The speak english fearkilling will be rated based on how much I improve.Hard to quantify. But let's sort it out as it comes along.. Got workout done 19.1, but I should've waited for my knee to heal. However,warm-up: 150 jumping jacks,exercises: 3 circuits of 10 push ups and 45 second plankand after those circuits once 12 min with the bipedal.Streching as usual but with double dose for quads. 19.1Protein: 200g chicken = 40gVegetables: 200g frozen veggies in the stir fry + 50g kiwiWater: 8 dlSleep: 22.10-06.40 20.1Protein: 200g chicken = 40gVegetables: 200g frozen veggies in the stir fryWater: 1.1 lSleep: 22.10-06.10 "There is beauty in hardship / There are poems in grief" -Assemblage 23, Damaged | STR:2.25 | DEX:2.25 | STA:2 | CON:1.25 | CHA:3.25 | WIS:7 | A place I will collect my woots - if I remember Challenges | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 15.1 | 15.2 | Milythaels' HOoRAY for which I am grateful | Today, right now, I am alive. And that is good. It is amazing the power of those small gestures of love and kindness have on our lives. <3 - Liberator "I myself am made entirely of flaws, stiched together with good intentions." - Augusten Burroughs, Magical thinking:True stories "Pick up the pieces and keep going, one painfully slow step at a time." - Hiraedd the twice-risen, hamadryad. "Spread love and understanding. Use force if necessary." - Leon Trotsky "Let me think about the people I care about the most, and when they fail or disappoint me, I still love them, I still give them chances, and I still see the best in them. Let me extend that generosity to myself." zefrank1, An Invocation for Beginnings "I don't feel guilty for wanting. That's like being mad because you have to breathe or pee. It just is." Someone in Reddit "If you do strange things, strange things will happen!" "That's it! Now go make something beautiful." -Jake Parker Link to comment
Fearkiller Posted January 23, 2013 Author Report Share Posted January 23, 2013 21.1Sleep: 22.15-06.00Water 8 dlProtein 4dl milk and 30g mincemeat burrito = 12g + 6gTotal 18gVeggies and stuff none 22.1Sleep 22.05-06.00 yay, closing in!Water 9dlProtein100g meatballs = 18g4dl milk = 12gTotal 30gVeggies and stuff 300g of roots "There is beauty in hardship / There are poems in grief" -Assemblage 23, Damaged | STR:2.25 | DEX:2.25 | STA:2 | CON:1.25 | CHA:3.25 | WIS:7 | A place I will collect my woots - if I remember Challenges | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 15.1 | 15.2 | Milythaels' HOoRAY for which I am grateful | Today, right now, I am alive. And that is good. It is amazing the power of those small gestures of love and kindness have on our lives. <3 - Liberator "I myself am made entirely of flaws, stiched together with good intentions." - Augusten Burroughs, Magical thinking:True stories "Pick up the pieces and keep going, one painfully slow step at a time." - Hiraedd the twice-risen, hamadryad. "Spread love and understanding. Use force if necessary." - Leon Trotsky "Let me think about the people I care about the most, and when they fail or disappoint me, I still love them, I still give them chances, and I still see the best in them. Let me extend that generosity to myself." zefrank1, An Invocation for Beginnings "I don't feel guilty for wanting. That's like being mad because you have to breathe or pee. It just is." Someone in Reddit "If you do strange things, strange things will happen!" "That's it! Now go make something beautiful." -Jake Parker Link to comment
Gobnait Posted January 23, 2013 Report Share Posted January 23, 2013 Choose a power word, something that stands for your goals. A decade ago, one of those livestrong bracelets would have been perfect. You could also try to find a charm or bead at a craft store that reminds you of your goals. http://www.quickmeme.com/Honey-Badger-Dont-Care/?upcomingSent from my GT-N8013 using Tapatalk HD I have conditions that affect my social awareness. If I am rude, tell me what I could do better. 5'8" & 220 260 pounds | Miles Walked: X 2019: | 1 | 2 | 3 | Pre 2017: | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | * | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 | Link to comment
Fearkiller Posted January 26, 2013 Author Report Share Posted January 26, 2013 My workout 19.1 left my both knees in a queer state: it doesn't feel like real pain, yet there's something wrong with them. I think that if this isn't over by Monday, I'll have to seek a doctor appointment. However, I will still continue with core and upper body strength (yet without warming up). Been using those knees as an excuse to skip working out and have to do some extra planks and push ups in public-fearkilling to patch that up with. 23.1 WednesdaySleep 22.05-6.00Water 9dlVeggies 300g veggies Protein 5 dl milk = 15g50g of meatballs = 9gTotal: 24g24.1 ThursdaySleep 22.25-06.05Water 8 dlVeggies -. Protein 4 dl milk = 12g200g = 32gTotal 44g25.1 FridaySleep 22.30-06.00Water 9 dlVeggies 225g frozen veggiesProtein 4 dl milk = 12g200g of pork = 32gTotal = 44g "There is beauty in hardship / There are poems in grief" -Assemblage 23, Damaged | STR:2.25 | DEX:2.25 | STA:2 | CON:1.25 | CHA:3.25 | WIS:7 | A place I will collect my woots - if I remember Challenges | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 15.1 | 15.2 | Milythaels' HOoRAY for which I am grateful | Today, right now, I am alive. And that is good. It is amazing the power of those small gestures of love and kindness have on our lives. <3 - Liberator "I myself am made entirely of flaws, stiched together with good intentions." - Augusten Burroughs, Magical thinking:True stories "Pick up the pieces and keep going, one painfully slow step at a time." - Hiraedd the twice-risen, hamadryad. "Spread love and understanding. Use force if necessary." - Leon Trotsky "Let me think about the people I care about the most, and when they fail or disappoint me, I still love them, I still give them chances, and I still see the best in them. Let me extend that generosity to myself." zefrank1, An Invocation for Beginnings "I don't feel guilty for wanting. That's like being mad because you have to breathe or pee. It just is." Someone in Reddit "If you do strange things, strange things will happen!" "That's it! Now go make something beautiful." -Jake Parker Link to comment
Fearkiller Posted February 1, 2013 Author Report Share Posted February 1, 2013 26.1 SundaySleep 22.00-06.10Water ???Veggies ???Protein ???27.1 MondaySleep 22.05-06.00Water 9 dlVeggies -.Protein 200g of pork = 44g28.1 TuesdaySleep 22.00-06.00Water 1.2 lVeggies Protein 100g salmon = 22.8g29.1 WednesdaySleep 22.10-06.00Water 8dlVeggies -.Protein 75g salmon = 15g30.1 ThursdaySleep 22.20-06.20Water 9dlVeggies 100g chili vegetables, 100g kiwi, 100g banana, 200g pear = total 500gProtein 200g yoghurt = 6.4g4dl milk = 12gthe 100g of chili veggies = 5gtotal 23.4g "There is beauty in hardship / There are poems in grief" -Assemblage 23, Damaged | STR:2.25 | DEX:2.25 | STA:2 | CON:1.25 | CHA:3.25 | WIS:7 | A place I will collect my woots - if I remember Challenges | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 15.1 | 15.2 | Milythaels' HOoRAY for which I am grateful | Today, right now, I am alive. And that is good. It is amazing the power of those small gestures of love and kindness have on our lives. <3 - Liberator "I myself am made entirely of flaws, stiched together with good intentions." - Augusten Burroughs, Magical thinking:True stories "Pick up the pieces and keep going, one painfully slow step at a time." - Hiraedd the twice-risen, hamadryad. "Spread love and understanding. Use force if necessary." - Leon Trotsky "Let me think about the people I care about the most, and when they fail or disappoint me, I still love them, I still give them chances, and I still see the best in them. Let me extend that generosity to myself." zefrank1, An Invocation for Beginnings "I don't feel guilty for wanting. That's like being mad because you have to breathe or pee. It just is." Someone in Reddit "If you do strange things, strange things will happen!" "That's it! Now go make something beautiful." -Jake Parker Link to comment
Fearkiller Posted February 8, 2013 Author Report Share Posted February 8, 2013 Fearkilling: 6.2I did 3x10 and 3x45 second planks random public places, mostly my polytechnic. Felt weird, but looks can't hurt Going to ask next week 5random peoples to join me the speak english thing -acknowledging it here,because I know I will shy from it if not accountable. And I will show up in Valentine's Day-party 14.2. Normally, I'd shy along in a corner,but now I'll do my best to actually meet people. Concerning about the goal rating, I assume that anything between 0-25% = F, 25-50% = D, 50-75% = C, 75-100% = B 100%- ...err... It can't be. What did I miss? 01.02 FridaySleep 22.15-06.00Water 8 dlProtein 5 dl milk = 15g,40g cheese = 8gVeggies -.02.02 SaturdaySleep 22.00-06.00Water 6 dlProtein 100g nuts = 22.8gVeggies The same 100gnuts and 250g apples03.02 SundaySleep ?Water ?Protein ?Veggies ?(Post it note gonemissing) 04.02 MondaySleep 22.10-06.00Water 0 dlProtein 4 dl milk = 12g,50g pork = 8gVeggies -. 05.02 TuesdaySleep 22.00-06.00Water 10 dlProtein 100g nuts = 22.8gVeggies -.06.02 WednesdaySleep 22.00-06.00Water 9 dlProtein 50g salmon = 8g,4 dl milk = 12gVeggies -. 07.02 ThursdaySleep 22.05-06.00Water 10 dlProtein 50g salmon = 8g,4 dl milk = 12gVeggies 400g oranges "There is beauty in hardship / There are poems in grief" -Assemblage 23, Damaged | STR:2.25 | DEX:2.25 | STA:2 | CON:1.25 | CHA:3.25 | WIS:7 | A place I will collect my woots - if I remember Challenges | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 15.1 | 15.2 | Milythaels' HOoRAY for which I am grateful | Today, right now, I am alive. And that is good. It is amazing the power of those small gestures of love and kindness have on our lives. <3 - Liberator "I myself am made entirely of flaws, stiched together with good intentions." - Augusten Burroughs, Magical thinking:True stories "Pick up the pieces and keep going, one painfully slow step at a time." - Hiraedd the twice-risen, hamadryad. "Spread love and understanding. Use force if necessary." - Leon Trotsky "Let me think about the people I care about the most, and when they fail or disappoint me, I still love them, I still give them chances, and I still see the best in them. Let me extend that generosity to myself." zefrank1, An Invocation for Beginnings "I don't feel guilty for wanting. That's like being mad because you have to breathe or pee. It just is." Someone in Reddit "If you do strange things, strange things will happen!" "That's it! Now go make something beautiful." -Jake Parker Link to comment
Blaidd Posted February 10, 2013 Report Share Posted February 10, 2013 Good luck with that Valentine's Day party. I am not really one for Valentine's day but i am lucky that, if i was, i wouldn't have to try and flirt with anyone on it Please do come and tell us how it went though. I am sure you will have a great time! Half Faerie (Sidhe) Scout | Black Belt Kitchen Ninja "A positive attitude will not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort" - Herm Albright You're welcome to skype me (audriwolf) too but let me know who you are My challenge Link to comment
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