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May I give a few suggestions as a student of psychology, and I'm particularly good at what I do.

You say you are slaying a demon, you are not. It is you. I know this sounds cruel but the more you say it is something else the more it becomes less of you and any failure it just part of that. This is why they don't tell alcoholics anymore it is a disease etc, they are told it is their choice to control their behaviour not their fight. You are in control of what you eat and how you move, not everyone is built to be strong this is the way of the world but many of us can be and maybe that includes you.

Also might I suggest a personal trainer, personal trainers are not a good thing in the long run because they get you dependent on them but for starting out they push you that little bit further until you actually get over the hump.

I know all of this because my demon was ectomorphism. I was so thin two doctors wanted me hospitalised. Not anorexia just can't alter my weight easily. My training came from my father, we didn't get on since he was so fit and I wasn't until I took the steps to exercise and I understood all of the choices he had made in his life. Secondly every choice is yours, you become what you think and if you think you are fighting a terrible monster you start to fight on (btw fighting is hard), if you live as though you won and you exercise because you like the lifestyle...well you are getting the idea

Taking responsibility for ones thoughts as well as actions is how success is created

I apologise if this sounded cruel but I have experience of where this goes, only you live in your head ( and the CIA chip beaming up your thoughts to the satellite of course)

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May I give a few suggestions as a student of psychology, and I'm particularly good at what I do.

You may be particularly good at what you do but you obviously don't understand this thread

I understand that these voices in my head are simply a manifestation of my thoughts and not an actual demon... that's called metaphor... it's a comparison so that I have something to think about and something pseudo concrete to rally against...

I'm not sure why you felt you had to post that on my thread... but thank you anyways

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* This is the day the Lord has made, rejoice in it and be glad. God, The Bible. * Do or do not, there is no try. - Yoda
* There are three options in this life; be good, get good, or give up. -- House * Never take counsel of your fears. Stonewall Jackson. 

* level 50 isn't gonna just POOF happen - alienjenn, NF IRC chatroom

 

* I'm not about to give up - Because I heard you say - There's gonna be brighter days… I won't stop, I'll keep my head up - No, I'm not here to stay ...  - 

 I just might bend but I won't break - As long as I can see your face - When life won't play along - And right keeps going wrong - And I can't seem to find my way - I know where I am found - So I won't let it drag me down - Oh, I'll keep dancing anyway - Mercy Me - Move

 

 

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And you obviously didn't get the whole point of this thread which was modifying my behaviors to say more positive things about my body thereby leading to a more healthy and positive self view

I'm sorry you didn't appreciate my use of visualization and metaphor to assist my thought transformation progress... both odd which are acceptable practices in modern psychiatry... my methods may not be supervised by a "personal trainer" but they are methods that were introduced to me by licensed therapists who have dealt with our family and my situation and who know a lot more than you do about it and us

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* This is the day the Lord has made, rejoice in it and be glad. God, The Bible. * Do or do not, there is no try. - Yoda
* There are three options in this life; be good, get good, or give up. -- House * Never take counsel of your fears. Stonewall Jackson. 

* level 50 isn't gonna just POOF happen - alienjenn, NF IRC chatroom

 

* I'm not about to give up - Because I heard you say - There's gonna be brighter days… I won't stop, I'll keep my head up - No, I'm not here to stay ...  - 

 I just might bend but I won't break - As long as I can see your face - When life won't play along - And right keeps going wrong - And I can't seem to find my way - I know where I am found - So I won't let it drag me down - Oh, I'll keep dancing anyway - Mercy Me - Move

 

 

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And I'm sorry if I sounded harsh or cruel but it upsets me when people who are "students" of psychology claim to know more about my situation than people who've been in my life for years

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* This is the day the Lord has made, rejoice in it and be glad. God, The Bible. * Do or do not, there is no try. - Yoda
* There are three options in this life; be good, get good, or give up. -- House * Never take counsel of your fears. Stonewall Jackson. 

* level 50 isn't gonna just POOF happen - alienjenn, NF IRC chatroom

 

* I'm not about to give up - Because I heard you say - There's gonna be brighter days… I won't stop, I'll keep my head up - No, I'm not here to stay ...  - 

 I just might bend but I won't break - As long as I can see your face - When life won't play along - And right keeps going wrong - And I can't seem to find my way - I know where I am found - So I won't let it drag me down - Oh, I'll keep dancing anyway - Mercy Me - Move

 

 

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i apologise if i offended, and yes the use of visualisation is accepted in modern psychiatrist but so is dream therapy something that is highly contested. these are all just opinions; my only intention was to highlight the sometimes weakening nature of giving internal things an external persona. As for people talking about the situation they are not living in; i can understand i have had to deal with this myself but i suffered a particularly horrible relapse because i did not accept that it was me.

 

the intention was only to help, and i have done fighting your own head.

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:/ but ^5 Jenn for standing up for yourself...that alone can be hard. I do get the point of the thread and I love the demon metaphor (am partial to dragons myself, but thats because of my inner princess) but yeah, seeing the progress you have made, all while working and being a mom, inspires the heck out of me!!! I'm glad you see that these days :)

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:/ but ^5 Jenn for standing up for yourself...that alone can be hard. I do get the point of the thread and I love the demon metaphor (am partial to dragons myself, but thats because of my inner princess) but yeah, seeing the progress you have made, all while working and being a mom, inspires the heck out of me!!! I'm glad you see that these days :)

Thanks bekah :) were you the one posting pics on fb of a new place? I loved the blue and green chairs... my fav colors :)

I chose demon because the bible tells us that our battles are not against this world but against demons and spirits... the bible also tells us that we have the authority to bind and cast out these demons... I understand that this is my own head... and I don't have a demon following me (although I'm not discounting that... I just don't feel that's the case here) but having something concrete to focus my thoughts on is helpful

So next challenge I'm going to be writing on my book... I'm not there... I'm not perfect... but I think that the most impressive teachers of warfare are the ones who still have the sweat of battle on them

I'm thinking that one of the main scriptures I want to use is the one that has "see through a glass darkly" in it... which means that until Jesus comes back we only have partial knowledge of things which I think includes ourselves... I'm going to meet with one of my pastors and discuss it with her after I do some research but I think it fits :)

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Still feeling good about myself :) I've actually felt pretty :D

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* This is the day the Lord has made, rejoice in it and be glad. God, The Bible. * Do or do not, there is no try. - Yoda
* There are three options in this life; be good, get good, or give up. -- House * Never take counsel of your fears. Stonewall Jackson. 

* level 50 isn't gonna just POOF happen - alienjenn, NF IRC chatroom

 

* I'm not about to give up - Because I heard you say - There's gonna be brighter days… I won't stop, I'll keep my head up - No, I'm not here to stay ...  - 

 I just might bend but I won't break - As long as I can see your face - When life won't play along - And right keeps going wrong - And I can't seem to find my way - I know where I am found - So I won't let it drag me down - Oh, I'll keep dancing anyway - Mercy Me - Move

 

 

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Jenn :) That is amazing (feeling pretty and your reasoning for your choice of wording) and I actually read a book series and one of the titles was "Through a glass darkly" and I really enjoyed them. I never knew it had anything to do with a Bible verse before then. 

I was the one posting the photos of the living room, and those blue and green chairs are very special to me. I bought them from Ikea, and they came with white covers on them, because the white covers were several hundred dollars cheaper than the colored covers. So I just bought fabric dye and colored them all myself. So they are handmade in the sense that I did the colors myself, so they mean more to me than just an average set of chairs :) I'm glad you like them too! They came out beautifully I thought too! :D 

You DO look pretty, by the way :) 

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That's awesome... I do a lot of crafty stuff... so that's something I would totally do ;)

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* This is the day the Lord has made, rejoice in it and be glad. God, The Bible. * Do or do not, there is no try. - Yoda
* There are three options in this life; be good, get good, or give up. -- House * Never take counsel of your fears. Stonewall Jackson. 

* level 50 isn't gonna just POOF happen - alienjenn, NF IRC chatroom

 

* I'm not about to give up - Because I heard you say - There's gonna be brighter days… I won't stop, I'll keep my head up - No, I'm not here to stay ...  - 

 I just might bend but I won't break - As long as I can see your face - When life won't play along - And right keeps going wrong - And I can't seem to find my way - I know where I am found - So I won't let it drag me down - Oh, I'll keep dancing anyway - Mercy Me - Move

 

 

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Looked in the mirror in the bathroom a little while ago... my first thought was "oh that's a pretty girl" turn on the water washing hands... still looking I'm the mirror... "that's really cute hair"... reach for the paper towels... have to turn back to the mirror "umm what? Wait a minute that's me!"

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/seriously had this internal dialogue this morning/

Need more sleep... so glad I'm off tonight!

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* This is the day the Lord has made, rejoice in it and be glad. God, The Bible. * Do or do not, there is no try. - Yoda
* There are three options in this life; be good, get good, or give up. -- House * Never take counsel of your fears. Stonewall Jackson. 

* level 50 isn't gonna just POOF happen - alienjenn, NF IRC chatroom

 

* I'm not about to give up - Because I heard you say - There's gonna be brighter days… I won't stop, I'll keep my head up - No, I'm not here to stay ...  - 

 I just might bend but I won't break - As long as I can see your face - When life won't play along - And right keeps going wrong - And I can't seem to find my way - I know where I am found - So I won't let it drag me down - Oh, I'll keep dancing anyway - Mercy Me - Move

 

 

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:) How's the demon fighting? i think as soon as I kill one, ten replace it! Although right now my recent past is the worst of them. I struggle to deal with other people's emotions effectively...good old Asperger's, making intimate relationships torturous since, forever. I jus't struggle to know what to do, say etc. when people are having any kind of very strong emotions unless its something I have been told exactly how to handle previously (ie. when I cry, I need a hug) but then when the situation with that person changes, I'm at a loss again, but thankfully, I had some amazing advice given to me that said sometimes it's okay to just not do anything. I know that this has broken just about every relationship in some way, or at least contributed to the problems, and that makes me afraid to ever get involved with anyone, because I'm tired of things going wrong and I don't know how to handle it, and then being seen as cold and unfeeling, when its so much the opposite. I used to think I was completely incapable of love, but I just didnt understand how to love in a way that resonated, I guess we each have our own "frequency" (makes me think of that book The 5 Love Languages) but now I know I can (and do) love, and that helps a lot with knowing this is a demon thats not as real as he appears to be.

So, there's my demon of late, fucker. lol.

I tackled this one this week! :D

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I tackled this one this week! :D

 

 

you are so awesome!!!

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* This is the day the Lord has made, rejoice in it and be glad. God, The Bible. * Do or do not, there is no try. - Yoda
* There are three options in this life; be good, get good, or give up. -- House * Never take counsel of your fears. Stonewall Jackson. 

* level 50 isn't gonna just POOF happen - alienjenn, NF IRC chatroom

 

* I'm not about to give up - Because I heard you say - There's gonna be brighter days… I won't stop, I'll keep my head up - No, I'm not here to stay ...  - 

 I just might bend but I won't break - As long as I can see your face - When life won't play along - And right keeps going wrong - And I can't seem to find my way - I know where I am found - So I won't let it drag me down - Oh, I'll keep dancing anyway - Mercy Me - Move

 

 

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subbing.  <3

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There is never a sudden revelation, a complete and tidy explanation for why it happened, or why it ends, or why or who you are. You want one and I want one, but there isn't one. It comes in bits and pieces, and you stitch them together wherever they fit, and when you are done you hold yourself up, and still there are holes and you are a rag doll, invented, imperfect. And yet you are all that you have, so you must be enough. There is no other way.
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subbing.  <3

 

 

feel free to go back and read :)

 

 

I mainly don't post here much anymore because I feel the mission has been accomplished :D

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* This is the day the Lord has made, rejoice in it and be glad. God, The Bible. * Do or do not, there is no try. - Yoda
* There are three options in this life; be good, get good, or give up. -- House * Never take counsel of your fears. Stonewall Jackson. 

* level 50 isn't gonna just POOF happen - alienjenn, NF IRC chatroom

 

* I'm not about to give up - Because I heard you say - There's gonna be brighter days… I won't stop, I'll keep my head up - No, I'm not here to stay ...  - 

 I just might bend but I won't break - As long as I can see your face - When life won't play along - And right keeps going wrong - And I can't seem to find my way - I know where I am found - So I won't let it drag me down - Oh, I'll keep dancing anyway - Mercy Me - Move

 

 

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feel free to go back and read :)

I shall.

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and a specialist in self-kintsukuroi.

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There is never a sudden revelation, a complete and tidy explanation for why it happened, or why it ends, or why or who you are. You want one and I want one, but there isn't one. It comes in bits and pieces, and you stitch them together wherever they fit, and when you are done you hold yourself up, and still there are holes and you are a rag doll, invented, imperfect. And yet you are all that you have, so you must be enough. There is no other way.
― Marya Hornbacher, Wasted: A Memoir of Anorexia and Bulimia

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a few notes I took while reading:

 

RE your dad calling you “thunder thighâ€:  my dad still calls me “Shamu hips†sometimes.

 

I like the stabbing-people-with-toothpicks imagery.

 

the third pic of Shakespeare and Rhino spelunking was adorable.

 

so you’ve two sons and a daughter?

 

your calves are kick-ass!

 

you came up with some great points about yourself throughout your endeavours.  good job!

 

and everyone's right -- quite the inspiration!

 

are you still working on the book??

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and a specialist in self-kintsukuroi.

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There is never a sudden revelation, a complete and tidy explanation for why it happened, or why it ends, or why or who you are. You want one and I want one, but there isn't one. It comes in bits and pieces, and you stitch them together wherever they fit, and when you are done you hold yourself up, and still there are holes and you are a rag doll, invented, imperfect. And yet you are all that you have, so you must be enough. There is no other way.
― Marya Hornbacher, Wasted: A Memoir of Anorexia and Bulimia

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a few notes I took while reading:

 

RE your dad calling you “thunder thighâ€:  my dad still calls me “Shamu hips†sometimes.

 

I like the stabbing-people-with-toothpicks imagery.

 

the third pic of Shakespeare and Rhino spelunking was adorable.

 

so you’ve two sons and a daughter?

 

your calves are kick-ass!

 

you came up with some great points about yourself throughout your endeavours.  good job!

 

and everyone's right -- quite the inspiration!

 

are you still working on the book??

 

 

there is a reason I no longer call my dad... I told him the last time I talked to him (march 2013) that he could feel free to call me when he was ready to be an adult and stop calling me names and stop being so negative about the positive changes I am making (at 80# lost he was telling me that I hadn't made any good changes and that I had so much to go and I was never going to be healthy and fit.... sigh) there is a reason I live in Virginia while the rest of my family lives in Indiana... a BIG reason!

 

well... we gotta kill our demons with whatever weapons are at hand...

 

they have been best friends since 2006... it's amazing :)

 

 

yep... Shakespeare is going to be 17 in march... River just turned 15... and Zombie is 13.5 (those obviously aren't their real names... they are different on FB... some people get confused :) )

 

they are even more insane now... I posted a comparison pic on my current challenge thread... whenever I get to feeling all "ohhh I am a blubbery whale I will never be sexy and no one will ever find me attractive" I stop and say "WAIT a minute... I AM beautiful... and my calves are already at my level 50 and they are damn sexy and I have amazing eyes and I am sexy and I am just going to get sexier!!!"

 

 

thanks :)

 

I try to live my life in such a way that others look at me and say "damn I want what that girl has!!!"

 

 

yes I am... kinda stuck though becaus eI have been kinda blah :) will work on it more and it WILL be published and you all will be the first to know!!

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* This is the day the Lord has made, rejoice in it and be glad. God, The Bible. * Do or do not, there is no try. - Yoda
* There are three options in this life; be good, get good, or give up. -- House * Never take counsel of your fears. Stonewall Jackson. 

* level 50 isn't gonna just POOF happen - alienjenn, NF IRC chatroom

 

* I'm not about to give up - Because I heard you say - There's gonna be brighter days… I won't stop, I'll keep my head up - No, I'm not here to stay ...  - 

 I just might bend but I won't break - As long as I can see your face - When life won't play along - And right keeps going wrong - And I can't seem to find my way - I know where I am found - So I won't let it drag me down - Oh, I'll keep dancing anyway - Mercy Me - Move

 

 

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good for you for sticking up to yourself and telling your dad off!!  that took guts!

 

and yes, I would LOVE to read the book!

just another cracked southern belle,

and a specialist in self-kintsukuroi.

Current Challenge Accountability:  Health & Happiness Are Hard: Wherein the Cracked_Belle Un-Dies

Epic Quest:  Adventures in Badassery  [under construction]

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There is never a sudden revelation, a complete and tidy explanation for why it happened, or why it ends, or why or who you are. You want one and I want one, but there isn't one. It comes in bits and pieces, and you stitch them together wherever they fit, and when you are done you hold yourself up, and still there are holes and you are a rag doll, invented, imperfect. And yet you are all that you have, so you must be enough. There is no other way.
― Marya Hornbacher, Wasted: A Memoir of Anorexia and Bulimia

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I mainly did it because I left it on his voice mail :D

 

because he left on my voicemail "sorry that the last time we were together things got unpleasant maybe next time we can work together and it will be less unpleasant"

 

 

sigh

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* This is the day the Lord has made, rejoice in it and be glad. God, The Bible. * Do or do not, there is no try. - Yoda
* There are three options in this life; be good, get good, or give up. -- House * Never take counsel of your fears. Stonewall Jackson. 

* level 50 isn't gonna just POOF happen - alienjenn, NF IRC chatroom

 

* I'm not about to give up - Because I heard you say - There's gonna be brighter days… I won't stop, I'll keep my head up - No, I'm not here to stay ...  - 

 I just might bend but I won't break - As long as I can see your face - When life won't play along - And right keeps going wrong - And I can't seem to find my way - I know where I am found - So I won't let it drag me down - Oh, I'll keep dancing anyway - Mercy Me - Move

 

 

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allenjenn, this is an inspiring thread. Slay those demons! You can do it!

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that particular one most of the time... :D

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* This is the day the Lord has made, rejoice in it and be glad. God, The Bible. * Do or do not, there is no try. - Yoda
* There are three options in this life; be good, get good, or give up. -- House * Never take counsel of your fears. Stonewall Jackson. 

* level 50 isn't gonna just POOF happen - alienjenn, NF IRC chatroom

 

* I'm not about to give up - Because I heard you say - There's gonna be brighter days… I won't stop, I'll keep my head up - No, I'm not here to stay ...  - 

 I just might bend but I won't break - As long as I can see your face - When life won't play along - And right keeps going wrong - And I can't seem to find my way - I know where I am found - So I won't let it drag me down - Oh, I'll keep dancing anyway - Mercy Me - Move

 

 

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I just wanna reply to this so I can still find it in my list of things that have been replied to in the last year.... because I haven't replied in almost a year

 

 

 

things are still going well... I actually LOVE the way I look most of the time

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* This is the day the Lord has made, rejoice in it and be glad. God, The Bible. * Do or do not, there is no try. - Yoda
* There are three options in this life; be good, get good, or give up. -- House * Never take counsel of your fears. Stonewall Jackson. 

* level 50 isn't gonna just POOF happen - alienjenn, NF IRC chatroom

 

* I'm not about to give up - Because I heard you say - There's gonna be brighter days… I won't stop, I'll keep my head up - No, I'm not here to stay ...  - 

 I just might bend but I won't break - As long as I can see your face - When life won't play along - And right keeps going wrong - And I can't seem to find my way - I know where I am found - So I won't let it drag me down - Oh, I'll keep dancing anyway - Mercy Me - Move

 

 

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