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Back to trying tomorrow. I got my official weight on Friday and we are not amused. Damn bar.

Tonight I'm having a laundry party & prepping for the work week. 

 

SMART goals for November 5:

  • Kaia fit w/ Little at 06:00 (not going to go too hard because I still feel like ass)
  • good breakfast
  • take the stairs (x2)
  • good lunch
  • walk at lunch
  • go to choir
  • good supper

 

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I do an end of year wrap up on my blog every year. It's nice and I like doing it and it's a good State of the Countess. Normally it's very insightful and positive. This year:

 

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1. What did you do this year that you’re proud of?

Graduated MOTHER FUCKING LAW SCHOOL! And passed the bar. I'm a lawyer, y'all!

2. Who did you meet this year that inspired you?

Nope

3. What did you read that you think bettered you?

Nope

4. What are songs that you will always hear and think of this year even when you’re listening on some contraption that hasn’t even been invented yet?

Nope
5. What were some times that you laughed so hard you could barely breathe?

Nope

6. What were your favorite movies? Not what was good, not what you had to see because of your friends or the media. What were your favorites?

Deadpool 2, Incredibles 2, and Wreck It Ralph 2 

7. What are some fears that you had at the beginning of the year that you overcame?

the bar

8. What were quotes that you loved this year?

Nope

9. What are ways that you exercised self care?

Prozac

10. What are things you want to see more of next year?

No clue. I am broken

11. What are five things you did that you never thought you’d actually do?

IDK. I am so broken RN

12. What were your favorite things this year?

My friends. They kept me sane

13. What are the most important things you learned this year?

I can

14. What is your favorite photo from this year?

opera%2Bsinger.jpg

15. What are five things you want to say to people you love?

Plz leave me alone

16. What are some places where you feel true joy in your life?

lolz, nope

17. Where do you feel most yourself?

I am me everywhere these days, which is nice. Except me is b0rked

18. What were your favorite meals?

?

19. How did you calm yourself in times of stress?

Xanax

20. What are some compliments that you received that deeply affected you?

Lolz. No

21. Who are people that you believe are bringing out the best in you?

My dream team? The Marine? IDK. I'm broken

22. What items of clothing did you buy that felt the most you?

My new suits!!!!

23. What are you excited about leaving behind in 2018?

Law School

24. What are five things that you were hard on yourself about but would never have been hard on a friend if they were experiencing it?

HAHAHAHAHAHA

25. What are the best pieces of advice you heard this year?

Nope

26. What are the best pieces of advice you gave this year?

Nope

27. What things have you been putting off doing because you didn’t have time?

Being less broken. Didn't realize how broken I was until I did this meme. Oops

28. What are some things you’d like to focus and work on in the next year?

Getting a job

29. What are the best parts of you that you feel really showed through this year?

Nope

30. What are your biggest hopes for 2019?

Just need a new job. Also apparently need to un break myself?


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1. Was 2018 a good year for you?

Yes. But it broke me. I am broken

2. What was your favorite moment of the year?

Passing the bar?

3. What was your least favorite moment of the year?

Taking the bar

4. What was the best book you read?

reading sense & sensibility rn. I like it. I liked ready player one, i guess. I'm broken

5. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2018?

Had to buy shiny new suits!. 

6. Are you thinner or fatter?

way fatter

7. Richer or poorer?

richer, but more broken 

8. Did you keep your new year’s resolution of 2018?

Didn't make any

9. Do you have a new year’s resolution for 2019?

get job. un broken self

10. Did you make any new friends in 2018?

Maybe? IDK, I can't think

11. What was your favorite month of 2018?

May

12. Did you travel outside of the US in 2018?

No

13. How many different states did you travel to in 2018?

Never even left NV

14. Did you lose anybody close to you in 2018?

I moved far far away from my friends to be with my family. does that count?

15. What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2018?

Incredibles 2 or wreck it ralph, 2

16. What was your favorite song from 2018?

None?

17. How much money did you spend in 2018?

All of it

18. What was your proudest moment of 2018?

Graduation & passing the bar

19. If you could go back in time to any moment of 2018 and change something, what would it be?

Nothing that I can think of

20. What are your plans for 2019?

Get a job

 

 

My answers are usually several sentences, if not paragraphs long. As  I was filling them in just now, I realized that I am traumatized and sad and stressed and quite frankly broken AF. I am so exhausted and tired and I can't seem to shake it. I want to say I'm going to DO SOMETHING!! in 2019 to unbreak myself. But I have no idea how to do that at the mo. 

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1 hour ago, Countess D'If said:

As  I was filling them in just now, I realized that I am traumatized and sad and stressed and quite frankly broken AF.

 

100% normal after graduating AND passing the bar. Take time for yourself and just let everything go, you'll have plenty of time to find how to unbreak you later.

 

That or we can get you a gluomancer:

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You've done great. Take care of yourself.

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Legally bound to hug people in need.

 

Living life as a Druid is about walking with the beasts. It's about being scared, looking your fears in the eyes and going on anyway. Dread doesn't go away, you just learn to know it. It's still a beast, it still has fangs, but you walk among it.

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