Heyla From the Demons of This Vixen

[VixensDemon]

ME BEFORE

I had been athletic all through school.  I was involved w/ team sports & loved going to the gym with my dad.  After recovering from the birth I went back to the gym but my dad was no longer able to go with me.  I tried to remember what to do but got bored and lost interest.  

I gained and gained and after my second child I was well on my way to the 270lb that was my highest weight. I did not work out, I didn't even like to go for walks, I could not keep up with my kids, I was having back problems, I couldn't lean over to shave or put on socks, I was upset and sad about how I looked.  I felt ugly and no matter how I changed my hair or makeup or where I shopped for clothing I knew the real reason that I was so disappointed with how I looked was because of my weight. I had to change but I was SO lost.

 

WHAT I TRIED FIRST

After trying to eat better on my own and diet with what ever fad diet was popping up in my email box I would loose about 20-30lb only to gain it right back because I did not know how to continue.  A dear friend from High School started posting on Facebook about the runs he was doing.  He was getting faster and faster and going farther and farther.  I finely told him he was doing amazing.  He said he had to because he had let his body go too far and that he was now facing diabetes, a fatty liver and that if he did not loose weight and start eating healthy, his doctor would be forced to put him on medication.  He is the same age as me.  I had not had medical issues as far as that goes but I knew I would be there soon.  

I asked him what he was doing and along with the running he was eating healthier and doing a program called Insanity.  I had not heard of it and wanted him to tell me more. I made a pact with myself to make a change in July '12 to become healthy. I started with my food.  

Food is by far and has always been my bigest challeng. It was hard to understand how the calorie intake worked so I did tons of searching and lots of reading and comparing.  I am still ever learning on this front.

 

WHAT I HAVE DONE SO FAR

I needed direction, something to tell me what to do.

When my friend started talking about how he was doing Insanity I looked into it.  I was like OH NO!  There is no way I could do that!  I started looking around at some of the other programs that BeachBody had.. I needed something to get me moving.  Something to make me excited to get up in the morning.  I stumbled over Turbo Fire and thought ok.... Maybe I could do that.

I started Martial Arts classes after my youngest daughter started.  I had done Tae Kwon Do in High School and loved it.  My current dojo teaches Tae Kwon Do, Shotoka, TMA, self-defense, freestyle, weapons, mix martial arts and gymnastics.  Learning Martial Arts has been highly beneficial in not only my fitness but in my disciplined as well.

 

When I finished TF I needed something new and fun.  I had started Martial Arts Classes and really wanted something like that.  Combat was PERFECT!!  

After that I decided I was ready for Insanity! Shaun T and me did not always get along.  Many colorful words where spewed between gritted teeth BUT I LOVE my results!!  Strong!!  I am now doing Shaun T's HipHopAbs.  TOTALLY different Shaun T!! ;}  I am loving the dancing so much I have started doing Zumba with my SIL!

 

My body has changed SO much!  I am turning my body into one I am SO proud of.  I see muscle tone and I feel strong. I love that my core is becoming stronger.  I used to have so many back problems and now I have not had back pain in months.  In July '13 I was at a 85lb loss and felt amazing but knew I had farther to go.

I am elated by the fact I can actually do full push ups on my toes.  When I started I could not even do one on my toes.  I can almost do a full set now and plan to be able to do even more.  I worked hard to finely do my first unassisted pull-up recently!!  My MA teacher loves that unlike many of the students in his classes I am able to keep up with the Cardio burn classes without any problem.

Not only physical changes but mental as well.  In Sept '13 I did a C25K program and ran my first 5K.  I am much more confident of myself and feel powerful in everything I do.  I have amazing energy now and am so encouraged to continue my weigh loss and get FIT and HEALTHY! 

 

With every day I push myself harder and I find myself doing things I never thought I would.

So much has changed!  Everything I do has been effected by my new lifestyle.  I LOVE being fit.  I LOVE the feeling I have when I finish a workout.  I LOVE the way I look and how Love looks at me!  I feel amazing, strong and confident!.  I love all the compliments I get.

I LOVE talking to people about the changes, and I get so excited when they want to know about how I am doing it  I LOVE that I can go play volleyball with my oldest, go to martial arts classes with my youngest and have more power and energy to play with my hubby ;}  I have power in me that I never knew was there and I LOVE how good that makes me feel.  

I am so excited that friends around me and my sis in law has decided to start getting fit as well and I love to help them reach their goals.

And I am just starting! 

 

PROBLEM NOW

I have now leveled out over the last 2 months.  I am strait up ADDICTED to working out.  I love getting up early and giving it my all.  Unfortunately I started having issues with my eating habits.  I felt like I could allow myself a few little extras here and there but learned that that led to cravings that led to eating without thinking.  I started to pick up bad habits that just would not do.

 

I NEED TO BREAK THOUGH TO THE NEXT LEVEL!!  I am hoping that with the challenges in this forum that I can keep myself accountable to get to my goals.  The more friends I have pushing me I think the better I will be able to keep myself from giving into the evil temptation.

[Malfurion]

Sure keep us posted ?

Have got an eating plan ?

What is in term of actions / results your challenge ?

[VixensDemon]

Have got an eating plan ?

Malfurion, on 25 Nov 2013 - 03:41 AM, said:

 

 

Right now I am trying to loose the last 30-40lb.  I have calculated out that I should be around 1200 cals.  I am trying to intro more Paleo into my diet.  I LOVE Grains!  So it has been hard but I have no problem adding more veggies ;} num.  

 

Workouts are not a problem.  I LOVE my workouts and have fun.

I am doing Beachbody programs @ 5am Mon-Sat

Tues and Thursday I have Martial arts

Mon,Wed, Sunday I try to do something with my SIL.  She has just tried to get going in a healthier lifestyle as well. So I try to get her out to do a walk, zumba class or Workout dvd with me.  

 

 

What is in term of actions / results your challenge ?

<a href="http://rebellion.nerdfitness.com/index.php?/topic/40635-vixensdemon-vows-not-to-cheat-food/">Challenge Level 1</a>

 

I am loving having the extra accountability of the challenge.  It makes me really think before I eat something.

[VixensDemon]

ok why can't I get my link to work.....