kaelvan Posted December 25, 2014 Report Share Posted December 25, 2014 I've been putting off starting a battle blog for a while now (mostly because I couldn't think of what to write about).I need to work on my self esteem (it's still pretty bad).I'm a huge push-over and I feel like I need approval for everything. I would like to be able pursuit what I WANT to do with my life, not what others want.Also, I like to work on losing some more weight. 2 Quote “There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure.†~Paulo Coelho I'm a level 3 moon elf, who's an druid assassin. My InspirationTumblr, which helps me stay the course for art challengeFB, which I guess we could be friend My challengeInstagram Link to comment
Companion Posted December 25, 2014 Report Share Posted December 25, 2014 Yay for beginning!!! Quote Battle Log Challenges: 1, 2 Link to comment
mosiermandias Posted December 25, 2014 Report Share Posted December 25, 2014 Great job on the first step! You definitely gotta go out and get what you want. Good luck!!! 1 Quote Link to comment
kaelvan Posted December 25, 2014 Author Report Share Posted December 25, 2014 Thanks Quote “There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure.†~Paulo Coelho I'm a level 3 moon elf, who's an druid assassin. My InspirationTumblr, which helps me stay the course for art challengeFB, which I guess we could be friend My challengeInstagram Link to comment
Machete Posted December 25, 2014 Report Share Posted December 25, 2014 4 Quote Valar Morghulis Halfling Monk, Chaotic Neutral Machete's Blog: Inside A Mad Mind Third World Warrior: The Eight-Year Training Log Link to comment
jengetsit Posted December 25, 2014 Report Share Posted December 25, 2014 I think self-esteem and doing what you really want go hand in hand. Action builds confidence, in other words. Wishing you much luck on your journey! 1 Quote Battle Log: Lift, Lose, Lovejengetsit 6-Week Challenge Link to comment
kaelvan Posted December 26, 2014 Author Report Share Posted December 26, 2014 Today I was told I'm going to get stab going to the cash machine. Good to see my mom is totally doesn't have bad case of anxiety. Maybe it is time I do take that trip. It might help me and my mom. 1 Quote “There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure.†~Paulo Coelho I'm a level 3 moon elf, who's an druid assassin. My InspirationTumblr, which helps me stay the course for art challengeFB, which I guess we could be friend My challengeInstagram Link to comment
Guzzi Posted December 26, 2014 Report Share Posted December 26, 2014 Yay for unicorns!!!!And this....Sent from my stoopid phone which hates me I swear. 2 Quote Make Life Rue The Day Turning back the clock Recipe book 14 Life is far too short to take seriously Link to comment
kaelvan Posted December 27, 2014 Author Report Share Posted December 27, 2014 Today I got to go shopping by myself for 2 hours. Nice to get a breather. Need it.Now staying in a place I think few people have been murdered on the premise. Quote “There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure.†~Paulo Coelho I'm a level 3 moon elf, who's an druid assassin. My InspirationTumblr, which helps me stay the course for art challengeFB, which I guess we could be friend My challengeInstagram Link to comment
erosan Posted December 27, 2014 Report Share Posted December 27, 2014 subscribed. @machete: immediately thought of pbf 3 Quote "Unfocused" Wizard // Rationalist of the order of Bayes Lvl 5 Assassin. Lvl 33 Jack of all trades. 7 STR|6 DEX|7 STA|7 CON|16 WIS|8 CHA Current challenge Wizard in the making: ero san's continuing road of magic My drawings Sketchbook, Other afiliations The Loft Link to comment
jengetsit Posted December 27, 2014 Report Share Posted December 27, 2014 Hooray for shopping! I never tire of that activity. Good for you taking some time for yourself! Quote Battle Log: Lift, Lose, Lovejengetsit 6-Week Challenge Link to comment
kaelvan Posted December 28, 2014 Author Report Share Posted December 28, 2014 Hooray for shopping! I never tire of that activity. Good for you taking some time for yourself! Only time I had since being on this trip Quote “There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure.†~Paulo Coelho I'm a level 3 moon elf, who's an druid assassin. My InspirationTumblr, which helps me stay the course for art challengeFB, which I guess we could be friend My challengeInstagram Link to comment
kaelvan Posted December 28, 2014 Author Report Share Posted December 28, 2014 Survived horrible night last night. Good to see my mom is still a b****. Always good time being screamed at, kicked, and told how much a miserable brat I am. (I have no clue if I am miserable person. Am I?) All because I had the nerve to move around in the bed (it was most uncomfortable bed I've had to sleep in). Great I end up crying like a small child (which my mom thought I was faking as always because I'm just "manipulating" everyone). So I end up with little sleep. I want to go home now. I done with my vacation. Quote “There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure.†~Paulo Coelho I'm a level 3 moon elf, who's an druid assassin. My InspirationTumblr, which helps me stay the course for art challengeFB, which I guess we could be friend My challengeInstagram Link to comment
Companion Posted December 28, 2014 Report Share Posted December 28, 2014 Sounds like maybe next time just go for holiday dinner? Quote Battle Log Challenges: 1, 2 Link to comment
kaelvan Posted December 28, 2014 Author Report Share Posted December 28, 2014 Sounds like maybe next time just go for holiday dinner?Stuck living with these people. Quote “There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure.†~Paulo Coelho I'm a level 3 moon elf, who's an druid assassin. My InspirationTumblr, which helps me stay the course for art challengeFB, which I guess we could be friend My challengeInstagram Link to comment
erosan Posted December 28, 2014 Report Share Posted December 28, 2014 not necessarily forever… just hang in there kay… Quote "Unfocused" Wizard // Rationalist of the order of Bayes Lvl 5 Assassin. Lvl 33 Jack of all trades. 7 STR|6 DEX|7 STA|7 CON|16 WIS|8 CHA Current challenge Wizard in the making: ero san's continuing road of magic My drawings Sketchbook, Other afiliations The Loft Link to comment
kaelvan Posted December 28, 2014 Author Report Share Posted December 28, 2014 not necessarily forever… just hang in there kay…I'm becoming more and more isolated because of my parents having more and more control on my life. I hardly leave the house, except work or school now. And no, I'm not allowed use my car to go anywhere else. Uhh stuck now. Quote “There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure.†~Paulo Coelho I'm a level 3 moon elf, who's an druid assassin. My InspirationTumblr, which helps me stay the course for art challengeFB, which I guess we could be friend My challengeInstagram Link to comment
Companion Posted December 28, 2014 Report Share Posted December 28, 2014 I thought your profile said you were 21? Why do you live with your parents? Quote Battle Log Challenges: 1, 2 Link to comment
kaelvan Posted December 28, 2014 Author Report Share Posted December 28, 2014 I thought your profile said you were 21? Why do you live with your parents?I am. And I'm broke loser, who is scared of her parents. Quote “There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure.†~Paulo Coelho I'm a level 3 moon elf, who's an druid assassin. My InspirationTumblr, which helps me stay the course for art challengeFB, which I guess we could be friend My challengeInstagram Link to comment
Companion Posted December 28, 2014 Report Share Posted December 28, 2014 You work. Are you saving to move out? Quote Battle Log Challenges: 1, 2 Link to comment
erosan Posted December 28, 2014 Report Share Posted December 28, 2014 I thought your profile said you were 21? Why do you live with your parents?Sorry CIT, but I'm gonna call you out on this one. Assuming than one should not live with their parents after X age is both prejudiced and a bit mean, especially without knowing all the circumstances.I lived with my parents till I was 25. We were poor and to pay for a second rent and not to split costs with them was stupid and irresponsible. Thankfully I never had issues with them, and now I'm in a better spot living on my own. I did not felt like a loser once, nor it crossed my mint to move out just because I was supposed to. And I do not think Kay is a loser either.In fact, I think you owe her an apology, although I hope you didn't mean it like that, but that's how I read it… Quote "Unfocused" Wizard // Rationalist of the order of Bayes Lvl 5 Assassin. Lvl 33 Jack of all trades. 7 STR|6 DEX|7 STA|7 CON|16 WIS|8 CHA Current challenge Wizard in the making: ero san's continuing road of magic My drawings Sketchbook, Other afiliations The Loft Link to comment
kaelvan Posted December 28, 2014 Author Report Share Posted December 28, 2014 You work. Are you saving to move out?Yup and yup. Though gas is mostly eating at what I earn. Quote “There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure.†~Paulo Coelho I'm a level 3 moon elf, who's an druid assassin. My InspirationTumblr, which helps me stay the course for art challengeFB, which I guess we could be friend My challengeInstagram Link to comment
Companion Posted December 28, 2014 Report Share Posted December 28, 2014 Erosan, You're reading a lot into a simple question.I didn't call her a loser. She called herself a loser. My question was, essentially, if a person is of age and living in unhealthy/unhappy circumstances, what are they doing / can they do to make positive changes?Don't project your issues onto me trying to understand the OP's situation. There are a lot of teenage posters here, so she could just as easily been a 16 year old. That changes the direction of any advice a person would offer in response to the situation. Quote Battle Log Challenges: 1, 2 Link to comment
Companion Posted December 28, 2014 Report Share Posted December 28, 2014 Kaelvan, any chance of picking up more hours? Taking public transport? Riding a bike or walking? Carpool? Quote Battle Log Challenges: 1, 2 Link to comment
kaelvan Posted December 28, 2014 Author Report Share Posted December 28, 2014 I live to far from everything (fun of living in the "middle of nowhere"), so public transit and walking/biking are out of the question. And I been trying to get more hours where I work, place is in such mess right now since power switch hands to someone else. And I'm sorry got an argument started here. And sorry I'm sorry Quote “There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure.†~Paulo Coelho I'm a level 3 moon elf, who's an druid assassin. My InspirationTumblr, which helps me stay the course for art challengeFB, which I guess we could be friend My challengeInstagram Link to comment
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