petefeet Posted May 8, 2015 Report Share Posted May 8, 2015 Bout to drop the feels so if you dont' want to have them, then don't open the spoilerI had a dream last night. I don't usually dream, and when I do they are very depressing and just wear on me for days. I have found that the best way for me to get over them is to talk about it. However this dream was about my wife and a subject that she hates to talk about so I can't talk to her. So I am hoping that getting it out on here will help.In my dream, My wife and I were in the hospital. We were both old and she was in a hospital bed. She was hooked up to machines that were helping her breathe and were keeping her alive. I was holding her hand and leaning over her standing next to the bed. WE had discussed it before and the decision had been made that she didn't want machiens to keep her alive anymore. We were looking into eachothers eyes and we were crying. She looked at me and told me she loved me. I told her I loved her back too. I just stood there holding her hand for a while when a nurse came in and said that it was time. My wife look at me and sadi "I'm scared" I responded "I know, it will be okay. Your parents are waiting for you, and you know that I will be with you soon" I kissed her adn then the nurse flipped the buttons powering down the machines. She whispered my name with her last breath.At that point I woke up and cried like a baby for a while. then layed down and didn't get back to sleep for a long time. Sorry if you read this and are now feeling cruddy. I just had to get it off my chest. Thanks for always listening NF We're always here buddy, everybody needs to vent once in a while. Quote Race: Halfling Class: Rebel Recruit 1st 2nd 3rd 4th 5th 6th 7th 8th 9th 10th 11th 12th 13th 14th 15th Current Challenge Writer's Guild Fictionfirst Used Books (Feel free to like my page!) Link to comment
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