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Ouch! My son broke his collarbone once in a Charlie Brown-esque kick while playing kickball. It was a long recovery while trying to keep him from moving around too much, but it did heal nicely.

 

Great progress this week!

Level 2 Human Druid

3.375 STR / 1.375 DEX / 0 STA / 2 CON / 3.75 WIS / 1 CHA

 

"Look deep into nature, and then you will understand everything better." - Albert Einstein

"In the depth of winter I finally learned that there was within me an invincible summer." - Albert Camus

"There is nothing in a caterpillar that tells you it's going to be a butterfly." - R. Buckminster Fuller

Introduction - Daily Battle Log - Challenges 1 - Current

 

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Had a great day - eggs and provolone and tomatoes for breakfast after the morning taxi run, then a good solid bout of work on the legal project and I delivered a big chunk to my boss. It feels good to have made progress.

Took a walk with Graeme and Teros around the neighborhood and into the cemetery, a couple miles all told. Then showers for everyone, and pickup from school run on the way to the orthodontist.

We roasted the turkey and made cookie dough as a team effort. The last bit of roasting was still going when I left for a meeting, and I came home to moist turkey, the world's best gravy, and fresh baked cookies. Totally yummy, and from a great crew.

Turkey, potatoes and peas, then a bath for Vivian.

Right now she is reading Dr. Seuss to me and Ethan is playing guitar while Graeme and Teros are online.

And origami.

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Paleo chocolate pudding?  Yes, please!

Yeah, it was ridiculously good.  Feel like I'm being spoiled here but Heidi swears I'm contributing something.

 

 

the world's best gravy, and fresh baked cookies. Totally yummy, and from a great crew.

...and to think I didn't know what the hell I was doing.

 

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And origami.

 

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It sounds like you have a lot on your plate but that you're accomplishing a lot. Keep at it!

 

Also, your meal descriptions sound delicious!

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"There's no use trying," she said: "one can't believe impossible things."

 

"I daresay you haven't much practice," said the Queen. "When I was  your age, I always did it for half-an-hour a day. Why, sometimes I've believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast."

 

-- Lewis Carroll

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Mmmm, cookies. My kids tried to convince me to buy the huge bucket 'o dough from the costco this weekend, but I resisted.

 

Sounds like a great day!

Level 2 Human Druid

3.375 STR / 1.375 DEX / 0 STA / 2 CON / 3.75 WIS / 1 CHA

 

"Look deep into nature, and then you will understand everything better." - Albert Einstein

"In the depth of winter I finally learned that there was within me an invincible summer." - Albert Camus

"There is nothing in a caterpillar that tells you it's going to be a butterfly." - R. Buckminster Fuller

Introduction - Daily Battle Log - Challenges 1 - Current

 

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Easy day today.

Leftovers for dinner tonight (and tomorrow) since I need to clean out the fridge.

Got positive feedback from my new boss.

Went to a meeting.

Resting now, since we have a lot on our plates tomorrow.

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Thank goodness for easy days! Good luck with all your activities today.

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Level 2 Human Druid

3.375 STR / 1.375 DEX / 0 STA / 2 CON / 3.75 WIS / 1 CHA

 

"Look deep into nature, and then you will understand everything better." - Albert Einstein

"In the depth of winter I finally learned that there was within me an invincible summer." - Albert Camus

"There is nothing in a caterpillar that tells you it's going to be a butterfly." - R. Buckminster Fuller

Introduction - Daily Battle Log - Challenges 1 - Current

 

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Up since 430a.m. and about to fall face first onto my bed for an hour.

Today so far:

Put gear and Vivian in the car and drive through the sunrise for two hours.

Hugs and goodbyes at the train station.

Drive to Starbucks for coffee and breakfast sandwiches for Vivian and me.

Call Vivian's school.

Drive back to Roanoke and drop Vivian at school.

Pick up Ethan and go to court.

Knit while waiting.

Have court.

Take Ethan home to change and pick up bookbag.

Text update.

Call courthouse about Friday's hearing.

Drop Ethan at school and drive directly to a meeting.

Stay for the meeting after the meeting and eat half a BLT sandwich and a salad.

Go to Catherine's for study for two hours.

Come home and clean up Vivian and her clothes while Lady Gen whips up a batch of cookies.

Write update for the thread.

Collapse face first onto my pillow.

Yes, I'm still in court clothes.

No, I don't care.

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Back from the evening. Meetings for me and the teens; cookies and playtime with Lady Gen for Vivian. Hung out for a bit with Johnny and Gen, then tucked Vivian in and watched The Flash.

And now bedtime.

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Wow, that was a jam-packed day. Glad you were able to relax a bit, too!

Level 2 Human Druid

3.375 STR / 1.375 DEX / 0 STA / 2 CON / 3.75 WIS / 1 CHA

 

"Look deep into nature, and then you will understand everything better." - Albert Einstein

"In the depth of winter I finally learned that there was within me an invincible summer." - Albert Camus

"There is nothing in a caterpillar that tells you it's going to be a butterfly." - R. Buckminster Fuller

Introduction - Daily Battle Log - Challenges 1 - Current

 

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I slept through everything today.

My big accomplishment so far is that I took a long hot bath with Epsom salts for detoxification.

Ate some turkey and cheese, and I'm tired again. Resting with Vivian and knitting.

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Self-care is a good thing. Glad you got some rest after your busy day!

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Level 2 Human Druid

3.375 STR / 1.375 DEX / 0 STA / 2 CON / 3.75 WIS / 1 CHA

 

"Look deep into nature, and then you will understand everything better." - Albert Einstein

"In the depth of winter I finally learned that there was within me an invincible summer." - Albert Camus

"There is nothing in a caterpillar that tells you it's going to be a butterfly." - R. Buckminster Fuller

Introduction - Daily Battle Log - Challenges 1 - Current

 

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Got up at 02:30 to finish my work project and deliver it before the morning taxi routine.

Then went to court with my mom (yes, again, for a separate issue) and heard the judge set it over to a different jurisdiction, as expected.

Knitted while waiting, then got an omelette with ham and mushrooms and cheese afterwards.

Headed to a meeting, then picked up Vivian and we are taking A Little Rest.

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Your week sounds like it was a complete whirlwind - and you handled it all like a champ.  I hope the weekend allows you a little breather.

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STR 10|DEX 6|CON 10|STA 11|WIS 8|CHA 7

My Challenges: 15-1 15-2 15-3

Tracking Goal, get weight below 200 pounds Starting (Jan 23, 2015): 226 Goal: 199  Exactly 3 months to hit goal weight April 23, 2015!

 

New Weight Loss Goal 180 pounds started April 23, 2015  Current Weight 179 - Made it on June 27!

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Travel to Mordor by Spin, Road Bike, Running (starting Feb 23, 2015)         Made it to Mount Doom on July 11, 2015!  Now, I need to turn around and go home!                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  

Rauros to Mount Doom 470 miles this leg for a total of 1779 miles 

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Your week sounds like it was a complete whirlwind - and you handled it all like a champ. I hope the weekend allows you a little breather.

It was a whirlwind indeed! I am resting today, knitting and playing cards with Vivian now that we have finished up some morning chores - dishes running, bathroom cleaned, bedroom and bathroom and living room vacuumed.

My emotions have been so very raw for the last two months. It's difficult for me to admit that, but there it is: I have been beset by some seriously hurtful headwinds, mostly from my mother, but with a couple side dishes of exes and finances. I'm worn out, and coming to the other side of it. Far from over, but I can see the way through for the first time in a long time.

Thank you to everyone for being such a wonderful, accepting and supportive group. I would be lost without you guys. You are my strength when I am weak.

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Gypsy Druid Paladin

Ranger Year 1: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 

Druid Year 2: 8 | 9 | 1011  | 12 | 13 |Year 3: 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 |Year 4: 1920 | 21 | 22 | 23 | 24 | 25 | 26 | 27 | 28 |Year 5: 29 | 30 | 31 | 32 | 33 | 34 | 35 | 36 | 37 | 38 |Year 6: 39 | 40 | 41 | 42 | 43 | 44 | 45 | 46 |Year 7: 47 | 48 | 49 | 50 | 51 | 52 | 53| 54 | 55 | 56 | 57 | 58 | 59 | 60 |Year 8: 61 | 62 | 63 | 64 | 65 | 66 | 67 | 68 |

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Did leg lifts to show Graeme what sort of core exercises he could do while recovering, and then did two sets of ten counter pushups while waiting for a second coat of Nail Envy to dry - it takes forever, but I am pretty certain it could stop a speeding bullet.

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Gypsy Druid Paladin

Ranger Year 1: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 

Druid Year 2: 8 | 9 | 1011  | 12 | 13 |Year 3: 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 |Year 4: 1920 | 21 | 22 | 23 | 24 | 25 | 26 | 27 | 28 |Year 5: 29 | 30 | 31 | 32 | 33 | 34 | 35 | 36 | 37 | 38 |Year 6: 39 | 40 | 41 | 42 | 43 | 44 | 45 | 46 |Year 7: 47 | 48 | 49 | 50 | 51 | 52 | 53| 54 | 55 | 56 | 57 | 58 | 59 | 60 |Year 8: 61 | 62 | 63 | 64 | 65 | 66 | 67 | 68 |

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You always talk of your adventures with other NF members.  I think that is just very cool.  I need to seek out some members near me!  I'm a lonely LittleTurtle in Montana!  :P

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PREVIOUS CHALLENGES

2013: 6/1/13 - 7/24/13 - 9/15/13 - 11/6/13   2014: 1/5/142/19/14 - 4/9/14 - 6/6/14 - 7/24/14 - 9/11/14 - 11/5/14 

2015: 1/2/15 - 2/20/15 - 4/9/15 - 6/2/15 - 9/10/15 - 10/26/15   2016: 1/1/16 - 2/28/16 - 3/28/16 - 6/6/16 - 9/19/16 - 10/26/16 - 11/26/16   

2017: 1/1/17 - 9/17/17   2018: 1/1/18 - 2/5/18 - 8/13/18 - 11/26/18   2019: 1/7/19   2020: 9/13/20

 

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You always talk of your adventures with other NF members. I think that is just very cool. I need to seek out some members near me! I'm a lonely LittleTurtle in Montana! :P

Camp still has some openings. Hint hint!

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Gypsy Druid Paladin

Ranger Year 1: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 

Druid Year 2: 8 | 9 | 1011  | 12 | 13 |Year 3: 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 |Year 4: 1920 | 21 | 22 | 23 | 24 | 25 | 26 | 27 | 28 |Year 5: 29 | 30 | 31 | 32 | 33 | 34 | 35 | 36 | 37 | 38 |Year 6: 39 | 40 | 41 | 42 | 43 | 44 | 45 | 46 |Year 7: 47 | 48 | 49 | 50 | 51 | 52 | 53| 54 | 55 | 56 | 57 | 58 | 59 | 60 |Year 8: 61 | 62 | 63 | 64 | 65 | 66 | 67 | 68 |

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Hi Heidi

Sounds like you're going through a lot of late. The way you're tackling things and keeping a positive and steady head is impressive! Well done on keeping it so together xx

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Eirlys - Long Time Wood Fairy Druid

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Perfection is achieved, not when there is nothing more to add, but when there is nothing left to take away.

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Camp still has some openings. Hint hint!

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I would absolutely love to go!  Alas, funds are a bit tight as of late.  Well, that, and I'm terrified to travel alone.   :cower:

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PREVIOUS CHALLENGES

2013: 6/1/13 - 7/24/13 - 9/15/13 - 11/6/13   2014: 1/5/142/19/14 - 4/9/14 - 6/6/14 - 7/24/14 - 9/11/14 - 11/5/14 

2015: 1/2/15 - 2/20/15 - 4/9/15 - 6/2/15 - 9/10/15 - 10/26/15   2016: 1/1/16 - 2/28/16 - 3/28/16 - 6/6/16 - 9/19/16 - 10/26/16 - 11/26/16   

2017: 1/1/17 - 9/17/17   2018: 1/1/18 - 2/5/18 - 8/13/18 - 11/26/18   2019: 1/7/19   2020: 9/13/20

 

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I would absolutely love to go! Alas, funds are a bit tight as of late. Well, that, and I'm terrified to travel alone. :cower:

wait, what?

Am I going to have to come out there to get you to travel?

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Amazon of the Way

Gypsy Druid Paladin

Ranger Year 1: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 

Druid Year 2: 8 | 9 | 1011  | 12 | 13 |Year 3: 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 |Year 4: 1920 | 21 | 22 | 23 | 24 | 25 | 26 | 27 | 28 |Year 5: 29 | 30 | 31 | 32 | 33 | 34 | 35 | 36 | 37 | 38 |Year 6: 39 | 40 | 41 | 42 | 43 | 44 | 45 | 46 |Year 7: 47 | 48 | 49 | 50 | 51 | 52 | 53| 54 | 55 | 56 | 57 | 58 | 59 | 60 |Year 8: 61 | 62 | 63 | 64 | 65 | 66 | 67 | 68 |

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My emotions have been so very raw for the last two months. It's difficult for me to admit that, but there it is: I have been beset by some seriously hurtful headwinds, mostly from my mother, but with a couple side dishes of exes and finances. I'm worn out, and coming to the other side of it. Far from over, but I can see the way through for the first time in a long time.

Thank you to everyone for being such a wonderful, accepting and supportive group. I would be lost without you guys. You are my strength when I am weak.

 

You know I'm still here for you and that you can talk to me about anything.  Hope to see you again, shortly. :redface:

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Oi.

Spent an hour repeating "go to bed, for real this time" to the boys every twenty minutes for an hour. Fourth round found Graeme in bed and Ethan gone. Spent the next hour with the police filling out a missing person report.

I am so weary of the drama.

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Ranger Year 1: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 

Druid Year 2: 8 | 9 | 1011  | 12 | 13 |Year 3: 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 |Year 4: 1920 | 21 | 22 | 23 | 24 | 25 | 26 | 27 | 28 |Year 5: 29 | 30 | 31 | 32 | 33 | 34 | 35 | 36 | 37 | 38 |Year 6: 39 | 40 | 41 | 42 | 43 | 44 | 45 | 46 |Year 7: 47 | 48 | 49 | 50 | 51 | 52 | 53| 54 | 55 | 56 | 57 | 58 | 59 | 60 |Year 8: 61 | 62 | 63 | 64 | 65 | 66 | 67 | 68 |

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