Bianca Black - After all this time?

[BiancaBlack]

Hi everyone, 

 

I'm having the hardest time with what to write, so I'm going to keep this short and to the point. 

 

I first joined NF a little less than a year ago, and was super excited about the community (see my original intro thread for ample evidence). Then about a week or two into the challenge life happened and I didn't so much fall off the wagon as jump off and run and hide under a blanket. I'm not proud of it and that kept me from coming back to NF for the longest time - I can be really hard on myself and hate admitting defeat so it was more comfortable to just drop off the face of the earth for a while. 

 

Anyway, in an attempt at adulting I've decided that I need to work on this ridiculous fear of being a failure and that at any rate it's more of a failure to miss out on NF than to admit I chickened out last time. Anyway, I'm back and ready to fight if you all will still have me 

[Yraen]

Welcome back !Lots of people have trouble and drop off. It's nothing to be ashamed of. Anyway good luck with this challenge.