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Some reminders as I begin:

  • I'm tired of being fat
  • I'm tired of being weak
  • I'm tired of my knees and feet hurting all of the time
  • I'm tired of getting winded climbing stairs
  • I'm tired of being out of energy pretty much all of the time
  • I'm tired of looking around to see if I'm the biggest person in the room
  • I'm tired of being the biggest person in the room
  • I'm tired of having to find the widest path through a room full of people
  • I'm tired of worrying that the airline seat belt won't click
  • I'm tired of having to find the seats to accommodate "larger guests" on roller coasters (never forget the Giant Dipper at Mission Beach)
  • I'm tired of being identified by my weight when I travel overseas
  • I'm tired of wearing a shirt to go swimming
  • I'm tired of having to find the "Big and Tall" section
  • I'm tired of being relegated to wearing only that available in the "Big and Tall" section
  • I'm tired of making jokes about my size
  • I'm tired of being the funny fat guy
  • I'm tired of worrying about being alive 10 years from now

 

So I'm going to:

  • Lose 90 lbs
  • Complete a 5K - no walking
  • Complete a sprint triathlon
  • Get strong - still working out what this means

 

The how is another post and will certainly evolve over time. This is simply the manifesto.

Time to go to work. 

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On 7/10/2016 at 4:42 PM, geng shi said:

Some reminders as I begin:

  • I'm tired of being fat
  • I'm tired of being weak
  • I'm tired of my knees and feet hurting all of the time
  • I'm tired of getting winded climbing stairs
  • I'm tired of being out of energy pretty much all of the time
  • I'm tired of looking around to see if I'm the biggest person in the room
  • I'm tired of being the biggest person in the room
  • I'm tired of having to find the widest path through a room full of people
  • I'm tired of worrying that the airline seat belt won't click
  • I'm tired of having to find the seats to accommodate "larger guests" on roller coasters (never forget the Giant Dipper at Mission Beach)
  • I'm tired of being identified by my weight when I travel overseas
  • I'm tired of wearing a shirt to go swimming
  • I'm tired of having to find the "Big and Tall" section
  • I'm tired of being relegated to wearing only that available in the "Big and Tall" section
  • I'm tired of making jokes about my size
  • I'm tired of being the funny fat guy
  • I'm tired of worrying about being alive 10 years from now

 

I'm torn between tears and anger reading this. Maybe both. I wrote these words three years ago and little has changed. I've made strides, but fallen back every time. I can't change what's happened, but I can start fixing it today. Well, tomorrow, anyway (it's midnight here and time for bed). I'll sort details in a separate post, but I'm back in the fight. 

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The original first post sounds so much like where I was last December.  I'm glad you are back on the forums! 

 

Something that helped me start sticking with changes was reframing those tired statements ie: I am so tired of being the funny fat friend... became I want to be the funny fit friend. I'm so tired of my knees aching all the time became  I'm am the person with strong knees.  Not sure if that will help, but it's helped me.

 

Congrats on down the 5%!!!

I am worthy of giving myself fuel to thrive.

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Quick rundown of the year that was 2019:

  • Down 22 lbs since late April
  • Covered 1617 miles (riding, walking, kayaking, hiking, and running)
  • Currently on a streak of 233 consecutive days of moving at least a mile 
  • Long ride of over 21 miles
  • Fitness level is markedly better
  • Strength is improving

Still lots to work on, but progress feels good. 

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