alienjenn Posted February 3, 2013 Report Share Posted February 3, 2013 I need an artist... who can draw... for a project (a book I am writing)... if I end up publishing said project... I will give full credit I need a self esteem monster I am thinking of a bloby snotty fangy monster... I can't pay ... but if it becomes something I publish... like I said... full credit Level 10.4 Wood-Elf, Ranger - specializing in demon fighting "doing the impossible since 2012 :D" - Librarian of Doom facebook battle log level 50 WOOT Backstory CNF2014 current (not challenge - doing a battle log this time) Spoiler * This is the day the Lord has made, rejoice in it and be glad. God, The Bible. * Do or do not, there is no try. - Yoda * There are three options in this life; be good, get good, or give up. -- House * Never take counsel of your fears. Stonewall Jackson. * level 50 isn't gonna just POOF happen - alienjenn, NF IRC chatroom * I'm not about to give up - Because I heard you say - There's gonna be brighter days… I won't stop, I'll keep my head up - No, I'm not here to stay ... - I just might bend but I won't break - As long as I can see your face - When life won't play along - And right keeps going wrong - And I can't seem to find my way - I know where I am found - So I won't let it drag me down - Oh, I'll keep dancing anyway - Mercy Me - Move Link to comment
OkariXterrum Posted February 3, 2013 Report Share Posted February 3, 2013 I can draw. Can you describe more of the monster? What else does it look like, and how does the monster feel? Okari Xterrum ------ LVL 1 Gypsy Ranger[sTR: 3] ~ [DEX: 2] ~ [sTA: 2] ~ [ CON:2] ~ [WIS:3] ~ [CHA:3] Link to comment
alienjenn Posted February 3, 2013 Author Report Share Posted February 3, 2013 I can draw. Can you describe more of the monster? What else does it look like, and how does the monster feel? I'm thinking of that monster that lives in my head and tells me I'll never be pretty... I'll never be good enough... I'll never be thin enough or strong enough... I'll never be enough... He's all the men who ever called me fat... All the girls in the locker room who laughed when I wheezed... All the guys who didn't want to know me because big girls aren't their thing... He's my dad who called me thunder thighs... He's my ex husband who brought home a box of donuts to "soothe" me when another diet "failed" and told me that maybe God just wanted me to be big... He's the airline stewardess who sneered when the belt wouldn't fit... he's the sales woman who told me "people your size can't find anything here"... He's the gym teacher who laughed when I puked... He's everything that ever contributed to my self hatred... he's ugly... And bloby..., But he's weak... And he doesn't know it... He has no power but the power I give him... And he doesn't know it... Sent from my DROID X2 using Tapatalk 2 Level 10.4 Wood-Elf, Ranger - specializing in demon fighting "doing the impossible since 2012 :D" - Librarian of Doom facebook battle log level 50 WOOT Backstory CNF2014 current (not challenge - doing a battle log this time) Spoiler * This is the day the Lord has made, rejoice in it and be glad. God, The Bible. * Do or do not, there is no try. - Yoda * There are three options in this life; be good, get good, or give up. -- House * Never take counsel of your fears. Stonewall Jackson. * level 50 isn't gonna just POOF happen - alienjenn, NF IRC chatroom * I'm not about to give up - Because I heard you say - There's gonna be brighter days… I won't stop, I'll keep my head up - No, I'm not here to stay ... - I just might bend but I won't break - As long as I can see your face - When life won't play along - And right keeps going wrong - And I can't seem to find my way - I know where I am found - So I won't let it drag me down - Oh, I'll keep dancing anyway - Mercy Me - Move Link to comment
marybelle Posted February 4, 2013 Report Share Posted February 4, 2013 I cannot draw. But I think your book idea sounds wonderful. We all have our own negative voices in our head that we feed with our energy, and we can stop doing that and start viewing ourselves in a positive way! This is a subject close to my heart, and I wish you every success in your endeavor. Plus all those people are lame and dealing (badly) with their own insecurities. They think they can feel better about themselves by bringing other people down, and that is a sign of being a weak and ugly person. They are beneath you. I am sorry you had to deal with any of that.On a positive note, you are a lovely and awesome. Before I even joined nerdfitness I had seen some of your photos in the photofeed and thought "How awesome is that? She is doing planks in some really cool places!" and it has given me motivation to hold my own planks a little longer. You are strong, beautiful, and successful. I am proud of you. Link to comment
alienjenn Posted February 4, 2013 Author Report Share Posted February 4, 2013 I cannot draw. But I think your book idea sounds wonderful. We all have our own negative voices in our head that we feed with our energy, and we can stop doing that and start viewing ourselves in a positive way! This is a subject close to my heart, and I wish you every success in your endeavor. Plus all those people are lame and dealing (badly) with their own insecurities. They think they can feel better about themselves by bringing other people down, and that is a sign of being a weak and ugly person. They are beneath you. I am sorry you had to deal with any of that.On a positive note, you are a lovely and awesome. Before I even joined nerdfitness I had seen some of your photos in the photofeed and thought "How awesome is that? She is doing planks in some really cool places!" and it has given me motivation to hold my own planks a little longer. You are strong, beautiful, and successful. I am proud of you. you kinda made me cry a little bit I love it when I motivate people... because I honestly don't think I do anything that is worth being inspired by! I just do what I love, and I do it to the fullest I know now that all of those people have their own issues and insecurities... I know now that their feelings and reactions had nothing to do with me... I have taken enough psychology classes to understand that they are faulted... but... I internalized all that for so long... that it was added to my own internal voice... now the voice that is the loudest is the monster inside my head... who speaks with my voice... I am going to start a battle log... and hopefully figure out the uploading of pics from my phone again... and this project will be written here in the battle logs... it will be an epic battle... I have fought this monster for more than 25 years... but... I have decided that he has no power to grow... and he has no power over me other than what I give him and I am done giving it to him Level 10.4 Wood-Elf, Ranger - specializing in demon fighting "doing the impossible since 2012 :D" - Librarian of Doom facebook battle log level 50 WOOT Backstory CNF2014 current (not challenge - doing a battle log this time) Spoiler * This is the day the Lord has made, rejoice in it and be glad. God, The Bible. * Do or do not, there is no try. - Yoda * There are three options in this life; be good, get good, or give up. -- House * Never take counsel of your fears. Stonewall Jackson. * level 50 isn't gonna just POOF happen - alienjenn, NF IRC chatroom * I'm not about to give up - Because I heard you say - There's gonna be brighter days… I won't stop, I'll keep my head up - No, I'm not here to stay ... - I just might bend but I won't break - As long as I can see your face - When life won't play along - And right keeps going wrong - And I can't seem to find my way - I know where I am found - So I won't let it drag me down - Oh, I'll keep dancing anyway - Mercy Me - Move Link to comment
marybelle Posted February 4, 2013 Report Share Posted February 4, 2013 Awesome! Good for you, girl! I understand that voice very well, my father was abusive and when you have that kind of crap from early on it screws you up a bit, until you learn how to deal with it. Hoorah on starting a battle log! I will be sure to check it out! Link to comment
alienjenn Posted February 5, 2013 Author Report Share Posted February 5, 2013 this is one submission... but... I think he looks too strong Level 10.4 Wood-Elf, Ranger - specializing in demon fighting "doing the impossible since 2012 :D" - Librarian of Doom facebook battle log level 50 WOOT Backstory CNF2014 current (not challenge - doing a battle log this time) Spoiler * This is the day the Lord has made, rejoice in it and be glad. God, The Bible. * Do or do not, there is no try. - Yoda * There are three options in this life; be good, get good, or give up. -- House * Never take counsel of your fears. Stonewall Jackson. * level 50 isn't gonna just POOF happen - alienjenn, NF IRC chatroom * I'm not about to give up - Because I heard you say - There's gonna be brighter days… I won't stop, I'll keep my head up - No, I'm not here to stay ... - I just might bend but I won't break - As long as I can see your face - When life won't play along - And right keeps going wrong - And I can't seem to find my way - I know where I am found - So I won't let it drag me down - Oh, I'll keep dancing anyway - Mercy Me - Move Link to comment
obax Posted February 5, 2013 Report Share Posted February 5, 2013 Maybe that's the monster at the beginning of your journey? By the end, he'll be a wee little cub with nubby little horns and a soother in his mouth. Or perhaps just a dot on the distant horizon... Dare mighty things Link to comment
alienjenn Posted February 10, 2013 Author Report Share Posted February 10, 2013 That's an awesome idea obax Sent from my DROID X2 using Tapatalk 2 Level 10.4 Wood-Elf, Ranger - specializing in demon fighting "doing the impossible since 2012 :D" - Librarian of Doom facebook battle log level 50 WOOT Backstory CNF2014 current (not challenge - doing a battle log this time) Spoiler * This is the day the Lord has made, rejoice in it and be glad. God, The Bible. * Do or do not, there is no try. - Yoda * There are three options in this life; be good, get good, or give up. -- House * Never take counsel of your fears. Stonewall Jackson. * level 50 isn't gonna just POOF happen - alienjenn, NF IRC chatroom * I'm not about to give up - Because I heard you say - There's gonna be brighter days… I won't stop, I'll keep my head up - No, I'm not here to stay ... - I just might bend but I won't break - As long as I can see your face - When life won't play along - And right keeps going wrong - And I can't seem to find my way - I know where I am found - So I won't let it drag me down - Oh, I'll keep dancing anyway - Mercy Me - Move Link to comment
Shawry Posted February 11, 2013 Report Share Posted February 11, 2013 Hey alienjenn, I cant see the concept you posted a few days ago, but I'm happy to help out and sketch a few things.My first thought when reading your post was the blob alien from Futurama: http://astrobioloblog.files.wordpress.com/2011/10/h_g_blob.jpg Link to comment
alienjenn Posted February 12, 2013 Author Report Share Posted February 12, 2013 THANKS guys!!! I think I might have my final draft... I have a new rough draft that I made some suggestions on... and she is going to try to work it... I will post it in my battle log check the link in my sig Level 10.4 Wood-Elf, Ranger - specializing in demon fighting "doing the impossible since 2012 :D" - Librarian of Doom facebook battle log level 50 WOOT Backstory CNF2014 current (not challenge - doing a battle log this time) Spoiler * This is the day the Lord has made, rejoice in it and be glad. God, The Bible. * Do or do not, there is no try. - Yoda * There are three options in this life; be good, get good, or give up. -- House * Never take counsel of your fears. Stonewall Jackson. * level 50 isn't gonna just POOF happen - alienjenn, NF IRC chatroom * I'm not about to give up - Because I heard you say - There's gonna be brighter days… I won't stop, I'll keep my head up - No, I'm not here to stay ... - I just might bend but I won't break - As long as I can see your face - When life won't play along - And right keeps going wrong - And I can't seem to find my way - I know where I am found - So I won't let it drag me down - Oh, I'll keep dancing anyway - Mercy Me - Move Link to comment
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