ebm1224 Posted February 8, 2012 Report Share Posted February 8, 2012 so last night i had a talk with my boyfriend. a not-happy talk. and today i woke up and just hated life. i actually called in that i would be a few hours late to work today. i just needed to clear my head a bit. now, the bf and i have talked since and we are on much better ground now it seems...but it was upsetting no doubt.the woot comes here. i was in one of the worst emotional places i've been in the past couple years this morning. and i really wanted a chocolate bar. or a big plate of nachos. but y know what? i didn't get that stuff. a lightbulb sort of clicked in my head that "yeah, i might get a little endorphin rush from the sugar or the act of eating crap...but once that passed nothing would have been solved. and, if i'm going to have a cheat like that, i'd rather spend it at a time when i'm happy." i guess i'm realizing that, while i haven't over come the demons of emotional eating, i've had my first real "test"...and i passed! Quote Link to comment
Morrigainz Posted February 8, 2012 Report Share Posted February 8, 2012 Wow...you go girl! I admire your self-control.Sorry to hear you had a bad night...I hate those. Quote Level ? Half-Dwarf/Half-Amazon Warrior STR:21.25 STA:15 DEX: 10.95 CON: 14 WIS:15.5 CHA:17 SWOLE BUCKS: 1 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 Link to comment
tatpunk Posted February 8, 2012 Report Share Posted February 8, 2012 Good for you!! And sorry to hear about the bad night/morning, but seriously awesome that you didn't let yourself go pig out and feel sorry for yourself and pig out and hate yourself more! Quote Link to comment
concretecavewoman Posted February 8, 2012 Report Share Posted February 8, 2012 That is definitely woot worthy. Quote My Current Challenge Link to comment
Hermione Gainser Posted February 8, 2012 Report Share Posted February 8, 2012 Congrats on the awesome decision! You know you've done some really great work when you can post this. And so sorry about the bad time talks. I hope things are on the up and up or will be soon <3 Quote "I'm just going to remember to not eat like an asshole most of the time" - MoC three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: one must squat.- Brobert Frost Half-Elf Warrior | Current Challenge New Battle Log | Old Battle Log Special thanks to AkLulu for drawing my awesome avatar! Link to comment
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