Bekah

Christi, I know its far, but if you need to, you can come here and stay. I have space and then you wont be alone. I'd love to have you You can come before it gets bad and stay till Jim gets back or its safe to drive.

Thank you so much I needed to hear that today...and don't run away scared...I'm not going to eat you for breakfast, just lunch hehe Seriously though, I really appreciate that and I am glad I made your day happier

I wish I had something great to report, but today sucked so bad I ended up caving and eating pizza for dinner. That whole casein=opiates bit is true. :/ I feel better physically at least.

You are amazing! I will Om though

I love this and I am luckily smart enough to never pray for patience...lol!!! I just pray for help to not lose my mind between now and whenever what I need patience in dealing with. I'm currently asking God for help with resisting ordering a meat lovers pizza and eating my AIP food I already cooked for today instead.

I love y'all Always such great responses to everything! I now get why Christians listen to Christian radio and Bible on Mp3 and are so picky about what they watch/read. Makes the case for being married all by itself, respective of those sorts of thoughts. I'm going to live in a cave now, thanks Seriously though, I dont have much trouble in acting in the right way, but not even thinking the wrong things...I guess WR is right, it's like trying to be Paleo, babysteps and failures and respawns galore. Hmmm...maybe God can help me stick with that easier too? I read something recently about bargaining with God being a bad thing, so I will just ask, instead. lol

We should really rename this thread to "Bekah babbles about God Pt.1" lololol I have a question (shocking, I know!! ) What does this verse mean? "We take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ" 2 Cor. 10:5 Thank you

awwww Thank you! I did some coloring, tried to memorize some Bible verses, finished the soup and no one died, so it is a day in the Win column.

Yesterday was a PHENOMENAL day!!! Like cleaned my fridge for 3 hours and did 4 loads of laundry and cooked breakfast, lunch AND dinner level good. then forgot my meds, slept for 5 hours (at 7am vs 11pm bedtime) and today has just been a crapshoot. I am making chicken soup and meditated and did my devotional reading, so there is some good in it.

aren't those just the best kind of days Nothing too crazy but you still get stuff done! Great job on the running...although if it isn't on a treadmill I am most impressed with your ability to survive

OUCH!! *hugs*

and I need a money tree or a miracle for all the stuff I want! lololol this is amazing https://www.etsy.com/listing/236924410/custom-rainbow-brite-funko-pop

I hope you can say this today

ELAINE IS AMAZING! Just so y'all remember She's mostly done with my Rainbow Brite costume and it looks FABULOUS!!!!

Im all kinds of adulting today!! Its awesome

DO NOT MINIMIZE ANY EFFORT TO BE HEALTHIER did you move intentionslly? yes. It's not the "easy way out" its a workout, the end. oh and you are a nerd I wanna see that spreadsheet in like normal size so I can read it and shit, please I love your respawning I adulted today already too

Thank you SO much for recommending these women. God really used Lysa to speak to me. This book of hers is exactly what I needed right now. It even includes Bible Verses to memorize in the beginning!

You are like this super role model of ass kicking in the middle of all kinds of change and chaos. You might just be my new Hero.

Gracias Señor Today is a much better day. Not physically so much, but emotionally I'm good.

I am not up for yoga yet after my near death experience the other day, but I did talk to Yvy and Dax and God and it helped Ty though It was a perfect suggestion normallly!

ugh I'm feeling moody and unloved and unwanted and sick and whiny and I need a hundred hugs and I hate today. So I am telling myself its time to mediatate with my rocks and that "feelings arent facts" and all the other stuff that should help, and that "this too shall pass" bc I know it will, but in the moment it feels like a big black hole of unlovingness.

The state pride is evident! My mom cried last week bc she had to paint over a wall in her house that was painted as the Texas state flag and she has lived in FL for 28 years! Lol

A sad day indeed! You boys and your danger...be careful you dont burn your faces off

I like it, I just was not snazzy.

awwww thanks I had the p-word feeling that I came up with that idea by myself. It's hopefully going to make the whole thing a little less scary. I also signed up on Abbys virtual school account to take the high school version of Dave Ramseys program, bc the adult one was super confusing. So I am going to start that next week hopefully, and then he has a free budget app and website that you input your budget in and it does like you were saying to do with Excel. So I did a budget for August to get an idea of how things will look for September and I may not starve I have always loved Veggie Tales, Junior was always my favorite (he's the little asparagus)!! I'm glad you liked the video...It wasnt snazzy like yours, but I have wanted to do one for a few weeks and now was the time! lol Happy first weekend in your new place