Bekah

So yesterday turned out to be a pretty amazing day, despite my mind's early attempts at thwarting the process. Today seems to be equally as good

I went there fully prepared to not be able to be near bearded folk, bc past bullshit, but they were such amazing people, I was able to let that go along with the rest of the past that no longer helps me live.

I never was a fan of the beard...Camp gave me a new perspective on that too. I'm glad yours is making you happy

Thank you I love my new towels! It's like a smiley face for my kitchen

Thank you

So I realized last week, that my feelings wont kill me. Today I had to revisit that lesson bc it sure felt like they would. But I got out of bed, cleaned my sink and set up transportation for my teacher training on Wednesday (I wasnt sure if I was going to get it or not, it saves me about $30 getting the public transit ADA option vs taking an Uber) so now I can get there and will talk to her about work study (called karma hours in the yoga world) and it's really happening...all bc I didnt let my fear overwhelm me for once. and I know for you non-Flybabies this might sound stupid, but it snowballed in a positive way bc I got out of bed and cleaned out my sink this morning!

Miracles are real...just sayin' I love you guys

it feels amazing doesnt it? You are just killing it, every day. I love watching you do it

all the leftover wine from the sanctioned parties was being consumed at the after party, im assuming it unofficially sanctioned bc they knew and said nothing. and I say y'all all the time, its a good word

I got an ink pen out of a wine bottle using my mouth at Camp, does that count as fun oral activity?

I will hold you to it!

in all honesty, I had some real connections at Camp, something very, very rare for me, and I don't have them in the same way now, and being that my primary love language is touch...my body thinks sex...but really hugs would work. I'm in a hug deficit.

awwww they weren't funny jokes anyway! I'm glad you came back

I have faith that it will be amazing

/me sings about rainbows and unicorns and fairies and shit, trying to stay out of Insanity's perpetual gutter!

stop trying to turn my thread into a Disney sex party! You are such a bad influence!! Tank come help!! (he fixes everything like that bc he's not a troublemaker ) oh shit....what about me...I'm a bad influence on myself, how do you fix THAT!?!?!

see you don't even have to work at it, it's like magic

omg do it at Christmas!! I will rent a car for Yvy and we will come too I'm so excited to do Nerd Meetups, and ones with beer even!

Its not the quality I'm concerned about, bc sex can be good with anyone if both of you are teachable. I just want to really connect with someone before sex, so I have to wait. My hormones are not a fan of that plan however. I cant imagine waiting years though...I think I'd turn into a pumpkin

lol you are just a perv...but I you for it...bc a little dirt on my princess dress every now and again is a good thing

I agree entirely, but I'm not waiting that long for sex and heart connection, so this loving myself shit better happen fast! lololol I have almost no patience. Its better than before though. Thank you for being proud of me, I like it when other people are proud of me...I'm proud of me now as well, and that is supremely awesome

You are my new favorite I looooooove TAY

I can do lots of things like a grownup when I want to Swear words are like rainbow sparkles for sentences

tease Princess erotica ftw! You are too yanno? Thank you for being here for me, I really appreciate you!

Hey you guyyyyys we have a FB Group for local meetup planning if you are interested https://www.facebook.com/groups/150243105324894/