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  1. Awesome epiphany there! Interesting how this works on so many levels! I wonder if you learn to hold your tools looser if that might spill over into other aspects of your life... or maybe it's vice versa...
  2. Well... I don't exactly hate myself right now. I'm not sure I'm in a good position to "love" myself right now... that is definitely a hard mindshift. I went to therapy and I talked to my therapist about how much anxiety I've had lately, how I feel overwhelmed, how I've frustrated with my weight, how I"m worried about diabetes, and how I just don't really feel like doing anything and feel lazy. She says that she thinks I"m still grieving and that this is part of the process. I got frustrated. I really don't see how I can still be in that big of a part of the grieving process. I'm not really thinking about my mom all the time anymore. I tend to have more good days than bad days. Right now I just don't feel like I'm doing "enough" ya know? I want to think happy thoughts and get into a better mindset on the whole, but I'm really not sure how to do that at the moment. Anyone have any suggestions/ideas?
  3. Ooooooh, ok. Cool! How are you liking that so far?
  4. -9°C?! That's feeling "nearly tropical"? Good lord, where do you live that it gets that cold? Even at our coldest, our temperatures don't usually get down that low in the winter... brr!!!!
  5. I forgot how much I loved Puck Art!!!! ❤️ Your hair looks gorgeous! 10/10!
  6. What is C25k? Working on weekends stinks, but I get why you have to for tax season.
  7. I'm seeing progress, progress, and more progress! Loving it! Is the Flash fiction just a hobby or are you a writer?
  8. Heya Fonz. It's good to be back. I hope that you guys can help keep me encouraged. I'm having trouble cutting myself some slack following my mom dying. I'm bad at cutting myself slack for anything really. I just know that I'm the heaviest I've ever been and I"m not ok with it. Thanks, Elastigirl. It's been hard... It is definitely a complicated grieving process. I'm not really sure how to process all of it. I am going to therapy today. Been trying to have regular therapy appointments to try and work through all of this.
  9. Friday, 1/17/2020 Update: Goal 1: Find a purpose (Big Why) Right now I think my biggest why is to not get sick. I'm really worried that I'm starting to develop diabetes. It could also just be stress and malnutrition. I'm trying to find a new primary care doctor. I want to feel better. Goal 1: Drink Water, not Soda Friday I didn't have soda for breakfast. I actually think I only had 2 sodas that day. Goal 3: Eat at Home Friday I ate a home cooked meal at a friend's house. It was a bunch of different salads. Honestly, I didn't really care for the meal, but it was healthy! Saturday, 1/18/2020 Update: Goal 1: Find a purpose (Big Why) I am right now kinda obsessing over the big why of potential diabetes. Goal 1: Drink Water, not Soda Saturday, I only had 1 can of soda, and that was with lunch! Doing good here. Goal 3: Eat at Home I ate a healthy breakfast at home and a somewhat healthy lunch. Sunday, 1/19/2020 Update: Goal 1: Find a purpose (Big Why) Still obsessing. Goal 1: Drink Water, not Soda I had two sodas yesterday, but neither of them were with breakfast. I started my day off right with a healthy breakfast. I even went to the grocery store yesterday. Goal 3: Eat at Home I didn't eat out at all yesterday. Breakfast I made eggs, toast, and fruit. Lunch was a ham sandwich with ramen and an apple. I tried a new recipe for dinner, but didn't love it, sadly. It was a marinara chicken with zucchini, but the zucchini was really mushy and the chicken was pretty bland. Today: I'm so tired. I did start off the day right though. I had a healthy breakfast and am drinking tea for my caffeine instead of soda. However, I am so sleepy and don't feel like doing anything. Not much motivation today. I do have therapy today. I'm not sure if I'm looking forward to that or not. I'm just tired. I want to go home and sleep... maybe knit or read a good book. I'm a little obsessed with my current knitting project. A friend of mine is having a baby. I'm knitting her a babay yoda hat and a blanket so she can dress her baby up as baby yoda.
  10. Oh man, I feel this. I'm in a WoD game and a D&D game. I have a friend asking me to join her Pathfinder game, another friend wanting me to join his GURPS game, and another wanting me to join his D&D. I just don't have the time for all of that! Plus my WoD campaign is almost finished and it's my turn to DM next, so I'm going to have my hands full with that. I've got a lot of ideas going into it though! ... now I just need to figure out the plot... plot is my enemy. lol!
  11. Thanks, it's the hardest thing I've ever gone through in my life. I'm really struggling, but trying to make it through. Definitely trying to hold on to hope. I think right now what I'm lacking most is my "Big Why" and my confidence that this is something I can do. I've made progress and slid back so many times it's hard to really hold my head up for my fitness and nutritional goals. However, I feel that giving up is really the worst thing I can do, so I'm here, trying this again. Hopefully with support from my NF family I'll find my way! I'm excited about the movie night tonight! No idea what we're watching yet. I will definitely update you on how it goes. It's been a while since I've had a bad movie night with friends. I'm glad you like the quote. Hehe. The Legend of Zelda is my biggest fandom. I have a tattoo of navi on my right ankle and below it says "Courage" in Hylian script. It's the only tattoo I have right now. OOT is my favorite, but BOTW is a close second. I love exploration in games, and BOTW had that in spades! Rhia isn't a Zelda character. My real name is Reanna. When I was in middle school I read a book series called the Lost Years of Merlin and the girl was named Rhiannon but she went by Rhia. I decided to start using that as my internet handle. Now it's actually my RL nickname. Even my husband calls me Rhia.
  12. PUCK! Heya! I'm back! I'm here in the middle of the challenge, but I am here! I'm hoping to get back into it. Cheering you on, Master Puck!
  13. Hey Wolf! I'm back! Looking at getting back into the NF forums and challenges. I'm coming in the middle of the challenge, so I'm behind, but here to cheer you on! Also, I didn't realize you were doing a Witcher theme. lol. That's the theme I chose too!