I don't know whether this is useful or horrifying. Four hundred times?

It didn't feel remarkable when I was doing it, but I was undeniably calm afterwards. Obviously we need a lot more data.

I'm taking a 3 days break (today included) from tracking anything. This is taking too much space in my head and I want to let it drop a little and see if I can get a clearer mind to understand my longer term goals better. Have fun and see you on Monday!

Friday September 27 Tattoo this afternoon and it's a big question mark. The plan was to do the last two lines of the Maggie Smith poem with a house of bones, but after spending a bit of time doing mockups, every house permutation looks terrible. I know it's all clipart and just supposed to be a jumping off point to communicate the idea to the artist, but christ no. The skull idea is maaaybe my favorite, not sure yet, but Liam is allergic to skull tattoos, finding them badly overdetermined. I'm pitching the skeletal hand and bee idea, possible with dandelions as the flower and the finger bones done in solid black while the bee and flower are a bright gold?? But I'm not sure how well gold does on skin.   Rotting house  Bone House Smear house Decomposing skull skeletal hand and bee Drum circle night! I've been adding bits of bodhran practice here and there this month, and lets see how things feel tonight with having more of a consistent practice behind the single night of drumming.  Weigh loss stuff New trackable goal, who dis. 4 meals a day with 30g of protein. 4 is green, 3 is black, 0-2 are red.  

Week 3 Thursday No workout scheduled, but I did do candles and teeth for a short rest.   Ranger Hal: 10 hp Needle Blight 4: 9 hp Short Rests: 14 Week 3: 28 xp

How did it go?

I will probably draw rather than write, but I'm down for Inktober 😁

Ohh, yeah, I want to draw things!

I think he is going to be a good boss. Maybe not to the level that Brandon has been, because that is a very high standard, but still good.   Hopefully not just like the Night Watch. But I kind of like the idea of using "white walker" as a code for difficult customer.   Hello, all. Not much to report from yesterday. I continue to feel a bit off this week and to just coast along.    Good news things, though: I called the electric company. My contact is still there and I left him a voicemail. Sending points! I have been given my new job description and the pay raise is even nicer than I had worked out on my own. Starting date is tentatively October 21. It does mean another pay period before I get that sweet raise, but I was feeling a bit under the gun to get everything organized at my old job before leaving, so I don't actually mind having a little extra time to tie up loose ends. My new mattress is being delivered today. The foam will be compressed, so not actually sure it'll be ready to sleep on tonight, but it's a step in the right direction at least.   Forbidden Lands tonight. I'm feeling a little flat, so a bit concerned I'm not going to bring enough energy to running the game, but maybe I'll sneak a nap in sometime today or find a second wind somewhere.  

I got permission to take one from work. It isn't a fancy light up one, but it should be fine for in the park.        Stayed up WAY too late reading last night. Woke up with my "sunrise" around 5:15 and decided more sleep was needed, so fed the cats, killed the lights and alarms, and slept until the 7am "leave for work" alarm. 10 minutes from alarm sounding to driving away, so not much morning prep happened. Fortunately, I now have toothpaste and brush at work, so my mouth doesn't feel gross.  I regret staying up so late and missing a morning walk, but I think the sleep was the right choice.   A point of clarity that no one has asked for: "specific goals" are not necessarily things to get done TODAY, but things to get done soon, or that I feel the need for a reminder about.       Thursday Daily tasks Take meds✅ Morning constitutional✅ AM & PM prayers✅ AM & PM oral hygiene✅ AM & PM Spanish✅ Cleaning / sorting✅ Creativity. Painting, drawing, coloring, violin ect.✅ Growth reading. Fun reading✅ Ed to Go✅   Specific goals Mop kitchen floor✅ meal planning vet appointments✅ prayer book cat litter bags cat litter cat food clean out car reflective straps✅     Friday Daily tasks Take meds✅ Morning constitutional AM & PM prayers✅ AM & PM oral hygiene✅ AM & PM Spanish Cleaning / sorting Creativity. Painting, drawing, coloring, violin ect. Growth reading. Fun reading Ed to Go   Specific goals meal planning prayer book cat litter bags cat litter cat food clean out car