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About Sovalis
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- Birthday December 16
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Sovails' Adventure Begins!
Sovalis replied to Sovalis's topic in Current Challenge: May 8 to June 11
Thank you for this, Heidi. It's so reassuring to have someone say that out loud to me. There's a decent amount of pressure to reconnect and I just feel like that isn't right for me right now. Hi Fearless! Have a cute dog pic and thanks for your support! Thank you, Lost Valkyrie. So much wisdom in your words. Did you get some steps in? Hi Conquius! I want to come for dinner! I don't have a ton of experience with vegan cooking, although I've done some. Tex Mex anything has my attention and noodles are awesome. I'm glad you enjoyed hearing about the insights from the book because there's more of that today... I finished the book yesterday. The latter half of it wasn't as useful for me as it might have been. There was one technique that did seem interesting though, and that was interrogation of automatic thoughts to reach silent assumptions you may not be aware you have. It's basically saying "Yes, and?" to your automatic thoughts until you get to the bottom of them. I can illustrate with an example from a previous entry: Automatic thought: If I lose weight people will think I'm selfish. Why is that upsetting? What does that mean to me? It's upsetting because I like to be well regarded and it means people may not like or respect me. Suppose that were true, what would that mean for me? People might not trust me. If I were not trusted what would that mean to me? I would be rejected/unlovable, and not worthwhile as a person. So that was interesting. It revealed some of my core vulnerabilities in a different way. I don't think I learned anything specifically new from it, but it's another tool in the kit. Another tool in the kit was the Dysfunctional Attitude Scale, a list of 35 questions designed to rate your psychological vulnerability or strength in the areas of approval, love, achievement, perfectionism, entitlement, omnipotence, and autonomy. You rate each of the 35 questions on a scale of 1 to 5 and then there's a scoring metric afterwards. Negative numbers mean that you have vulnerability, positive numbers mean that you have strength. I didn't score highly in most areas, which is interesting because I don't feel particularly vulnerable in the areas I scored worst in. In the end I found it useful to write out the questions for the ones I scored worst on and respond to them individually. The two that I really struggled with were 1) "I must be a useful, productive, creative person or life has no purpose"; and 2) "To be a good, worthwhile, moral person, I must try to help everyone who needs it." Yup. Both of those have edges that need sanding off. In terms of goals I got my steps yesterday and today, and I think this cold is finally on its way out. I ate breakfast, lunch, and supper yesterday and today. Three meals in a day is a gold star day for me, it's usually one or two and snacks. I snack less (not at all the past few days) if I'm eating actual meals. I even cooked tonight by myself and had a good time with it. Put some music on and rocked out. I thought I'd have extra for tomorrow but Dave is unexpectedly home tonight and has commandeered the leftovers. Which is fine! He's been eating IMPs for the past ten days, I'm sure real food is a treat. A little less than a week to go and the ex is done and he can be home on regular schedule again. I've been reading, writing, and keeping up with the NF app assignments. So that's good. I need a new book to engage with now. I have a few on my list. Will see what's available through the library and Kindle and get going again! As a sidenote, I *really* had to work hard to not weigh myself yesterday. I succeeded, but it was a close thing. And so strange! Be here now, Shea. That's the job. -
Conquius Seeks the Cloud Giants Pt. 2
Sovalis replied to Conquius's topic in Current Challenge: May 8 to June 11
I didn't know about body doubling until last year and oh my goodness, what a lifesaver! I'm glad you had someone who could support you that way. Way to go with your goals! You're doing great! -
IronWithin's first challenge
Sovalis replied to IronWithin's topic in Current Challenge: May 8 to June 11
Nice consistency, Iron Within! You're doing great! -
Isn't he wonderful to listen to? I got to see him pre-Covid and it was so good. I went home and rededicated myself to writing again after that.
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[Sylvaa] on the Struggle Bus
Sovalis replied to Sylvaa's topic in Current Challenge: May 8 to June 11
Have a safe trip! -
Epsilonte respawns upside down
Sovalis replied to Epsilonte's topic in Current Challenge: May 8 to June 11
Bardcore!! Yeah! -
What a beautiful haul! I hope you continue to rest and feel better. Thinking of you!
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Jax's Trinket Ball: The Center Sphere
Sovalis replied to MagicJax's topic in Current Challenge: May 8 to June 11
Congratulations on one month smoke free!!! That's such a fantastic accomplishment!! -
Epsilonte respawns upside down
Sovalis replied to Epsilonte's topic in Current Challenge: May 8 to June 11
Also glad it's not Covid! Feel better soon! -
I'm so glad you're feeling a bit better. That sounded rough! Pictures of said delicious veggies? If that's a thing? The produce where I am is very sad.
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Darkfoxx 83: Rollin’ Rollin’ Rollin’ Rollin’ What?
Sovalis replied to darkfoxx's topic in Current Challenge: May 8 to June 11
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Snarkyfishguts Keeps Time
Sovalis replied to Snarkyfishguts's topic in Current Challenge: May 8 to June 11
Oof, wishing you comfy low light until that wears off!- 43 replies
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Valkyrie focuses on finding herself
Sovalis replied to LostValkyrie19's topic in Current Challenge: May 8 to June 11
YEAH WE DO!!! -
Salinger's forty ninth challenge!
Sovalis replied to Salinger's topic in Current Challenge: May 8 to June 11
I don't know of you're familiar with cognitive behavioral therapy, but it's developed specifically to deal with invasive negative thoughts. If you're struggling with those it might be helpful to look into it a little bit. I find the system very easy to use and gives me immediate results. It takes a bit of practice but I've found it super useful. We are rooting for you. Go gently, you've got this. -
Hi fellow first-timer! Congratulations on starting a great challenge! Here to cheer you on.