Forums

Modafinil can have different reactions in different people, and its ability to induce wakefulness can be affected by dose, timing, tolerance, and other factors. While some individuals may still occasionally feel drowsy or have trouble falling asleep, especially in a calm setting, others may find that modafinil Modalert helps them stay up and attentive for prolonged periods of time without feeling the need to sleep. It's crucial to use modafinil as directed by a medical expert and to be aware of how it affects your sleep-wake cycle. When modafinil is taken too late in the day, it might cause insomnia or other sleep difficulties. It is advisable to talk to your healthcare practitioner if you are worried about how modafinil will affect your sleep patterns or how you will react to it.

Starting weight- 239.25 26/3 - 240.75 2/4 - 240.25 9/4 - 237 16/4 - 239.25 23/4 - 238 27/4 - 237.75 (-0.25)   not much progress despite exercising more this week. Frustrating. Am weighing a tad early admittedly but still, not as much progress as i would like.  I am findig myself eating too moo many biscuits and crud at the moment though when i have spare calories left. Bad habit, Trying to eat fruit instead. Not easy, im really craving the sweet stuff right now. Stupid hormones.   

Thank you, it’s appreciated.

I don't have any photos, but I saw two snails on a road trip. One was spray painted onto a train car in red, and was very cute, maybe a foot tall? The other was an optical illusion in which my eyes looked upon a tree whose roots were beside a pond and whose trunk was resting against the slanted bank before turning vertical, and its branches made me picture a little tree snail climbing up from the pond.

I feel like migraines are an immediate pass for the day. At that point you just have to take care of yourself and feel better. I’m sorry it was such a doozy!

They really do! They get rescued greyhounds even though they look like land sharks. I’ve seen them take a dog who seemed cold and unfriendly and help them become affectionate, happy dogs. They have a lot of love. 

It is 5:30 pm. I am in bed. It is highly likely that I stay here until tomorrow. Unless I decide to get up and start working on three paintings at the same time...   Showered, shaved, got dressed, fixed my hair, put in my favorite earrings, looked in the mirror, and liked how I looked. I want to like how I look more often.   One of the shorts YouTube showed me yesterday was this pole dancing archery guy (wasn't something I realized I was interested in, but he's amazing). He was responding to a comment asking about how to look more attractive, and his answer was basically, wear clothes the you feel comfortable in, and do something that you love...       Went to Walgreens to get the sunscreen  I realized I needed yesterday. There was a nice young lady working there that answered a whole bunch of nail polish questions for me. I got a green glitter nail polish, and this irradecent top coat. I'm still not fully comfortable painting my nails, especially at work. What I put on last week was so subtle, I didn't expect anyone to notice without me pointing it out (Monday morning a lady hands me a paper, then takes a closer look at my hands, and told me she liked it). Walgreens lady encouraged me to boldness.    Back out at the car, almost decided to go home and redo my nails. Instead, I put on a quick coat of the glitter polish, and had maps direct me to the museum.      Got up to the University, found the museum parking, but all the designated spots were full. Pulled in to an unlabeled parking space, and went in. Found out that I couldn't park where I was, had to be the labled spots, or in paid parking. Back out to the car, a bug group came out, so figured a few spots would open. Nope! School van with a shockingly high capacity, and there was already another car waiting for the only space that opened.    So drove to the paid lot, and went to the keyosk to pay, but it wouldn't read my card. Neither would the other one. Back to the lot with the free parking, all spaces were still full. Decided to give up. Someone backed out.    Finally got into the museum for real. The admissions lady said she liked my nails.   Murals    While walking around the first floor of the museum, there would sometimes be a woman, singing opera. I couldn't tell where it was coming from, it sounded like she was singing in the next room, clear and beautiful. It sounded live, not recorded, not constant. A song, a space, moments, minutes, a song. Sometimes some quiet applause.    When I went upstairs, I found the source. As an exhibit, there was a singer, giving individuals a gift of song. They would offer, and invite the person to sit in a chair, and sing for them. It was really amazing. I think I'm going to try and make these pictures into a set of paintings.    The museum isn't that big but I was only able to really see about 75% before getting too tired. Looked at the rest and left. Like often happens I was scared/anxious about going, but it was truly wonderful once I was there.   It was raining when I left, so decided to take my umbrella for a walk around the little lake in Liberty Park.    Then it was off to my doctors appointment. She really liked my earrings, and was really happy with how well I'm doing. Didn't want to change anything. New labs and a physical in November.    Then the long drive home in heavy traffic.    6:30 now. Maybe I'll get up, but the cats are so nicely snuggled.

Congrats on a healthy check up and fixed up hair.  That boutique opening sounds really fun and a good chance to catch up and reminisce.     Yay wedding!  They must really like dogs! 

Yes!!! I love this for you!!

The YouTube algorithm has been feeding me a lot of Ryder Carroll, designer of the bullet journal. (Who is also an ADHD guy.) I might try the above, when I have more time to focus on new things. (THE IRONY.)       I am finishing off this challenge with a lot of work deadlines that have been keeping me a little preoccupied. Sleep middling, not enough to multitask. (I was technically not hitting suspension criteria. Although I am suspended today, because my Wednesday night sleep was poor.)   I got a full eight hours last night, and have had two short walks and an isometrics workout between work segments, because I can feel my body hating the inactivity of recent work busyness. (It's apparently making the difference between small improvements and backsliding physical health, so I'm making the effort to get more small improvements in.) I think the still very high sleep deficits are not helping. I'm under my bed line, but hovering around my orange line. So I think repairs are not happening, plus lots of work hours sitting down, and my body hates it.   Ugh, I'm sort of exhausted, despite sleep.