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Ah, well I'm not sure, as I only switched my programme back to maintenance a couple of days ago, and I haven't been able to meet my targets. Only managed 1650 today instead of 2250. I cannot emphasise too much how unusual this is for me. I am either sick or stressed.      Thank you, possum. It's something of a relief to state my position honestly and know the choice is his; that I don't need to strive impossibly to change him or to change me to prevent disaster.      I love hugs. Thank you, dear Hatter. I didn't panic as much as usual about the emotions, I think because of my conversations with the therapist where she forces me to slow down when I'm tensing up or trying to skip over emotion-inducing parts of the conversation. We've practiced just letting me feel the emotions, pause for a bit, then continue. 

I sympathise with the brain mush. Enjoy your easy books. 

Mood to all three of you! The great kilt is a solution to a boring silhouette, but I think that's my problem (this is an incredibly low stakes problem), the kilt drags a boring costume into Scottish larping (no), and without the kilt, the silhouette is a just shirt and trousers and cheap looking carnival mask that is actually hard to make (also no). I think the only solution to the boring blue jay problem is to be cool adopting more feathers into the costume, and that's a deal breaker. Something about the ubiquity of feathers in cheap drag and cheaper Vegas acts, and me being an overthinking fat dude haha!   Solution: fuck around with different silhouettes and save the Blue Jay idea for when my headspace is in a different place!      Heard. I did say I was an overthinker.    Grasshopper Silhouette Shoes, belt, shirt are all already owned. Thrift a belt pouch and craft the wing/vest combo with fencing wire. Buy new pants bc non-scale victory. Only outstanding question is do we rock a Van Gough straw hat or a bycocket for sun protection?    

Wow, the photos! 🥰

Running 10 minutes

Oh is that what they're called! I occasionally did really heavy ones for funsies a few years back. The ability to keep most of the body stable while moving a limb felt relevant for climbing on steep walls. But mostly I'm weird and thought it was a fun challenge I "invented" for myself.

I'm confused because I felt that their most recent, self titled album was more metallic? Götterdämmerung is thick with death growl. On the other hand some songs from the two earlier albums are either instrumental or have a mix of dirty and clean vocals.  Sweet Instrumental:   Satanic chanting with some clean vocals and, admittedly, one long death growl:     Some growl but mostly clean vocals, with, well, satanic African American spiritual:  

Science!   Such pretty art too.   You've done really well keeping up the momentum despite all the life stuff thrown at you. It's really quite impressive and I could learn a thing or two from you!

Good call! All the reasons you mentioned are awesome in this game. I did find some battles went quite long, but they didn't feel tedious. Most of the battles were there to serve the story, and some of them are really cool. And since there are so many playable characters there's a lot of room for experimentation and making every fight different. Which admittedly is probably why some battles went long. But maybe that's not what you mean by tedious? The tedious part for me is when I compulsively had to loot everything in sight. 😆 But that's very much a me-problem.   I'm almost ready to start a chaotic/evil run, there were so many choices I wanted to make but didn't feel right for my characters and I want to see what happens.   Hope you'll enoy it!

For real, it's all "this was the expected baseline anyway, what do I want, brownie points for being late to do the minimum?"     Blueberry muffins in cake form, made with almond flour. I think next time I'll sweeten slightly less, but very nice sliced, toasted, and buttered.